PhiLoPhObiA - FeAr Of LoVe...

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2006-04-29T17:45:00.000+08:00

meron na kong lj!!! so ya!!! i won't be updating this anymore... i think... :D basta, don niyo nalang i-visit yung mga whatevers... :D thanks!!! :D http://csiypoito-16.livejournal.com :D

summer to-do list...

2006-03-22T20:02:00.000+08:00

summer job (dad and mom's and tutorial)
lose weight *crosses fingers*
hang out with friends once a week (let's do this guys!!!)
join a summer class (tipong guitar lessons or something...)
create a nice livejournal (comment kayo ah!!! :D)
ayusin ang multiply... (yung names and stuff...)
review for the college entrance exams (=s)
finish 2 books ("love in the time of cholera" and "memoirs of a geisha")
mag-beach or just swimming trip with friends!!! (tan na 'to!!!)
mag-celebrate ng mga birthdays ng mga tao!!! :D
watch a movie (since sobrang tagal ko ng hindi nakakapasok sa movie house...)
plan everything for the next year...
hopefully be a good member of the grad ball committee (first time ko kasi maging part ng committee eh... =s)
buy cd's using summer job money
organize cd's
buy "one tree hill" dvds (seasons 1-3)
clean room (yehey!!! sa wakas!!!)

*sana lang magawa ko to lahat!!! :D hehehehehe!!! :D see you guys next year!!! :D lab yall!!! :D

ahmigad!!! best year na to!!!

2006-03-17T10:27:00.000+08:00

hehehehe!!! wala lang... the year is gonna end na... :( nakakainis!!! ayoko pang maging senior next year!!! sobrang hindi pa ko ready!!! :( wala pa nga akong course na sobrang steady na ko eh!!! urgh!!! ayoko pa!!! i wanna be a kid foerever!!! peter pan na to!!! hehehehe!!! ayoko lang talaga!!! seeing them leave nga is so :( na!!! paano pa kaya kung kami na yung umaalis... yung sa dramafest nga sobrang nakaksenti kasi yung powerpoint ang ganda!!! buong batch talaga!!! :( ang sad!!! i don't wanna leave zobel!!! :( sobrang eto lang yung comfort zone ko... yung mga ka-batchmates ko yung sobrang friends ko talaga!!! as in grabe!!! mamimiss ko talaga sila!!! love na love ko yung mga ka-batchmates ko!!! :( anyway, enough sadness na!!! :D gusto ko lang talaga i-thank yung nga teachers namin nitong year na to... sobrang they made it a very VERY good year... kasi nung summer palang sobrang ayoko na pumasok kasi nabalitaan ko na wala na yung music sections and stuff... kasi halos lahat ng kabarkada ko music section dapat... tapos inalis nila so sobrang badtrip talaga!!! tapos nung first day ng class sobrang wala talaga kong mood mag-aral... pero nung nagkakilala na kami ng mga classmates sobrang ok na!!! :D as in sobrang saya na and stuff!!! :D sobrang sumaya kasi yung teachers sobrang considerate!!! sobrang sweet pa nila lahat!!! as in yun talaga yung mamimiss ko pag seniors na kami... lalo na kung college!!! yung mga teachers feeling ko mga terror na eh!!! :( sabi kasi ni ms. caldo hindi na yata mababago yung line up ng teachers so medyo sad talaga... :( aaahhhh!!! EWAN!!! ayoko nang ma-sad!!! magkikita naman kami sa mga corridors eh!!! hehehehe!!! anyway, yun lang naman!!! sobrang ya lang... goodluck sa mga graduates!!! congratulations na rin!!! :D hehehehehe!!! :D babye!!! lova ya'll!!! :D

bugoi!!! eto na!!! hehehehe!!! :D

2006-03-13T14:49:00.000+08:00

Sikat Ang Pinoy by Sam Milby and Toni Gonzaga

Lagi nang napapansin
Pinoy ay may ibang dating
Kahit na anong gawin
Ay kayang-kaya natin

Iba ?
Hanggat kaya'y ibibigay
Kitang-kita ang galing
Lahat ay kaya ngang gawin

CHORUS
Sikat na sikat ang pinoy
(Sikat ang pinoy !)
Kahit saan mapunta
Kitang-kita mo naman ang kagalingan
(kagalingan mo)
Iba ang galing ng pinoy
(Galing ng pinoy !)
Malayong mararating
Ipagmalaki mo
Na kaya natin

Sikat ang pinoy
Kahit saan mapunta
Sasabihin ko
Pinoy Ako
(Pinoy Ako)
Pinoy Tayo !
Kaya natin 'to !
Sikat ang Pinoy!
(Sikat ang Pinoy ! )
Sikat ang Pinoy !

Pinoy 'y ating maaasahan
Kailan ma'y di ka iiwan
Handang tumulong sa iyo
Ano man ang pagdaanan mo
Lumalaban sa hamon ng buhay
Hanggang sa ating tagumpay
Mahirap man pagdaanan
Kayang kaya natin 'yan'

REPEAT CHORUS except last line

REFRAIN
Sumigaw at sabihin mong "Pinoy Ako"
Ang galing mong angkin
Ipakita sa mundo (Ipakita sa mundo)

REPEAT CHORUS except last line 2x

Sikat ang Pinoy! (Sikat ang pinoy) (5x)

favorite song namin ni miss castaños!!! hehehehe!!! :D

2006-03-03T11:01:00.000+08:00

Ode to My Family by The Cranberries

Understand the things I say
Don't turn away from me
Cause I've spent half my life out there
You wouldn't disagree
Do you see me? Do you see?
Do you like me? Do you like me standing there?
Do you notice?Do you know?
Do you see me?Do you see me?
Does anyone care?

Unhappiness, where's when I was young
And we didn't give a damn
'Cause we were raised
To see life as fun and take it if we can
My mother, my mother she hold me
Did she hold me, when I was out there
My father, my father, he liked me
Oh he liked me, does anyone care

Understand what I've become
It wasn't my design
And people everywhere think
Something better than I am
But I miss you. I miss
'Cause I liked it. 'Cause I liked it
When I was out there
D'you know this, d'you know
You did not find me, you did not find
Does anyone care

Unhappiness where´s when I was young
And we didn't give a damn
'Cause we were raised
To see life as fun and take it if we can
My mother, my mother she hold me
Did she hold me, when I was out there
My father, my father, he liked me
Oh he liked me, does anyone care

Does anyone care
Does anyone care
Does anyone care
Does anyone care

Does anyone care
Does anyone care
Does anyone care
Does anyone care

Tu turu tu tu turu tu tu turu tu tu turu tu X3

mah favorite song!!!

2006-03-03T10:53:00.000+08:00

Check on It by Beyonce

(Slim Thug)
You need to stop playin’ ‘round
with all them clowns and the wangstas
Good girls gotta get down with the gangstas
Go ahead girl put some back and some neck up on it
While I stand up in the background and check up on it

Chorus:
Ooo boy you looking like you like what you see
Won’t you come over and check up on it
(I’ma let you work up on it)
Ladies let him check up on it
(Watch it while he check up on it)
Dip it, pop it, twirk it, stop it
Check on me tonight

Verse 1 (Beyoncé):
If you got it, flaunt it
Boy I know you want it (Ooo)
While I turn around (you)
Watch me check up on it
Ooo, you watchin’ me shake it
I see it in your face
You can’t take it, it’s blazin’
You watch me in amazement
You can look at it
As long as you don’t grab it (Ooo)
If you don’t go braggin’ (you)
I might let you have it
You think that I’m teasin’
But I ain’t got no reason
I’m sure that I can please you
But first I gotta read you

Chorus:
Ooo boy you looking like you like what you see
Won’t you come over and check up on it
(I’ma let you work up on it)
Ladies let him check up on it
(Watch it while he check up on it)
Dip it, pop it, twirk it, stop it
Check on me tonight
Ooo boy you looking like you like what you see
Won’t you come over and check up on it
(I’ma let you work up on it)
Ladies let him check up on it
(Watch it while he check up on it)
Dip it, pop it, twirk it, stop it
Check on me tonight

Verse 2 (Beyoncé):
I can tell you wanna taste it
But I’m gon’ make you chase it (Ooo)
Got to be patient (you)
I like my men patient, more patient
Your take might get you in more places
You can’t be abrasive
You have to know what pace is
If I let you get up on it
You got to make a promise (Ooo)
That you gon’ put it on me (you)
Like no one’s put it on me
Don’t bore me, just show me (no)
All men talk but don’t please
I can be a tease
But I really wanna please you

Chorus:
Ooo boy you looking like you like what you see
Won’t you come over and check up on it
(I’ma let you work up on it)
Ladies let him check up on it
(Watch it while he check up on it)
Dip it, pop it, twirk it, stop it
Check on me tonight
Ooo boy you looking like you like what you see
Won’t you come over and check up on it
(I’ma let you work up on it)
Ladies let him check up on it
(Watch it while he check up on it)
Dip it, pop it, twirk it, stop it
Check on me tonight

(Slim Thug)
I’m checkin’ on you Boo, do what you do
While you dance, I’ma glance at this beautiful view
Keep my hands in my pants
I need to glue ‘em with glue
I’m in a trance, all eyes on you and your crew (that’s right)
My man’s don’t dance, but can feel ya’ll bump and grind (bump and grind)
It won’t hurt if you gon’ try one time (it won’t hurt)
They all hot but let me see, this one’s mine
It’s Slim Thugga and DC outa H-Town

Chorus:
Ooo boy you looking like you like what you see
Won’t you come over and check up on it
(I’ma let you work up on it)
Ladies let him check up on it
(Watch it while he check up on it)
Dip it, pop it, twirk it, stop it
Check on me tonight
Ooo boy you looking like you like what you see
Won’t you come over and check up on it
(I’ma let you work up on it)
Ladies let him check up on it
(Watch it while he check up on it)
Dip it, pop it, twirk it, stop it
Check on me tonight
Ooo boy you looking like you like what you see
Won’t you come over and check up on it
(I’ma let you work up on it)
Ladies let him check up on it
(Watch it while he check up on it)
Dip it, pop it, twirk it, stop it
Check on me tonight

huwoah!!! :D

2006-02-13T12:20:00.000+08:00

hehehehe!!! ang tagal ko nang hindi nagbblog ah!!! hehehehe!!! anyway, kakaprom lang namin nung saturday!!! :D hehehehe!!! fun siya sa start kaya lang sa ending medyo nakakainis na!!! hehehe!!! kasi yung schedule ko nung saturday medyo dyahe kasi may chorale practice pa... pero i went naman... i wouldn't wanna miss a rehearsal coz medyo feb 20 na yung concert!!! (punta kayo!!! hehehehe!!!) so i was in school mula 9am until 12pm tapos we went straight to festi para mag-lunch and magpaparlor... :D sa james cooper kami nagpa-parlor... :D hehehehe!!! my hair was so afro mehn!!! as in!!! :D ang ganda niya sana kung uber haba!!! tipong yung hair ni mariah carey sa grammy's!!! hehehehe!!! i lab it!!! but i labbed my hair as it was naman!!! ang cool!!! :D hehehehe!!! :D ang saya nga sa parlor coz i was with my pwends!!! :D hehehehe!!! sobrang support system kung anong style ng hair and make-up yung gagawin!!! hehehehe!!! :D anyway, after non, we went our separate ways na... i went straight to new world na tapos sumunod nalang sila... grabe!!! ang excited ko kaya non!!! medyo nervous din!!! yung pinakamasayang part eh yung nandon na kami sa baba tapos parang everyone else was there so sobrang sigawan pag nagkikita-kita kami with our gowns and stuff!!! ang saya!!! vainan pa sa picturan!!! ang saya talaga!!! hehehehe!!! tapos pagpasok don sa thing sobrang huwoah!!! :D hehehe!!! :D ang liit ng dance floor!!! nakakainis!!! not everyone tuloy was able to dance!!! :D hehehehe!!! :D basta sobrang bigay-todo sa pag-dance nung imago was playing!!! sobrang sigawan memz!!! talunan memz!!! hehehehe!!! :D ang ganda ng voice nung imago girl!!! hehehehe!!! :D anyway, after non, medyo napikon na ko kasi ang gulo nung picture taking thing!!! as in ang sarap magwala!!! urgh!!! nakakapikon!!! nawala tuloy ako ng mood mag-celebrate and shit!!! hehehehe!!! anyway, yun lang naman!!! nainis lang ako how the night ended!!! hindi ko nalang ie-elaborate!!! baka mainis pa ko lalo eh!!! hehehehe!!! basta!!! after nung prom,we went to starbucks... bumili lang ng coffee ang stuff... :D hindi na ko nakainom coz i kinda promised myself na hindi ako malalasing... tipong tipsy ok lang pero medyo ayokong malasing... parang ang hassle eh... i'm gonna sleep pa with my parents... :D basta hassle kung uminom!!! and gusto ko medyo matino ako after nung thing kasi medyo uuwi na si roselle and i wanna be maayos until she leaves... ang pangit naman kung ang bangag ko na diba?!!! hehehehe!!! anyway, yun lang naman!!! after naming mag-starbucks, pumunta na ko sa room namin and i slept na... akala ko nga 2am palang eh!!! 4am na pala!!! laughtrip!!! kaya pala ko nahilo the next morning!!! :D ang sarap ng buffet sa new world!!! grabe!!! :D ang saya!!! :D hehehe!!! laughtrip pa kasi lahat ng kasabay ko sa breakfast puro lasalle dudes!!! :D hehehehe!!! :D anyway, yun lang naman ang prom!!! medyo boring pero ok naman!!! mataas lang talaga yung expectations ko... :D hehehehe!!! :D anyway, sige na po... :D babye!!! :D love yall!!! :D

the person the writer of 'there was nothing' was talking about...

2006-01-09T20:17:00.000+08:00

i was so stupid to even think we could be...
but all we'll ever be is nothing...

you made me realize everything about life...
you taught me how to be alive...
you taught me how to love again...
i just hope we could do things again...
just hang out...
i hope you're not thinking that i don't like you...
i do...
i'm just not sure if you do, too...

who am i kidding?..
there was nothing...

there was nothing...

2006-01-09T20:08:00.000+08:00

i thought we were something...
i thought there was something...
but there was nothing...

you made me think of a lot of things...
you made me think that there's actually a chance...
but there was nothing...

we were hanging out together...
we even finished each oither's sentences...
but what was i thinking...
there was nothing...

happy new year...

2006-01-01T22:28:00.000+08:00

hey you guys... la lang... medyo sad kasi my great grand mother died yesterday... as in december 31... mag-nnew year's eve pa... everyone was sad... but i guess dapat positive... coz nasa heaven na siya at least... anyway, yung mga before christmas to-do list ko at least nagawa ko naman... except yung pasukat na for my dress... urgh!!! feb 11 na kaya yun!!! i'm so annoyed!!! nakakainis!!! kailangan ko na kaya pasukat and yeah... anyway, actually wala naman akong masasabi dito eh... nagpaparamdam lang... ang tagal ko nang hindi nag-bblog... :D anyway, yeah... sige... gotta go na... :D bye!!! :D love ya'll!!! :D

things to worry about before christmas...

2005-12-09T20:22:00.000+08:00

GIFTS!!! aaaaahhhhhh!!! kulang pa 'ko ng 18 gifts!!! mostly for guys pa!!! ang hirap naman kasi regaluhan ng guys eh!!! :D
BIRTHDAY KO NA!!! shet!!! wala lang!!! ang tanda ko na and parating may nangyayaring bad thingS every year nalang... badtrip!!! feeling ko mamamatay ako... either mahuhulog sa hagdanan or itutulak ni *toot* sa main building!!! pero yung mas serious na pwedeng mangyari is na ma-fail kahit isang final test!!! facker!!! urgh!!!
PAPASUKAT NA FOR THE PROM!!! haaayyyy... urghy urgh urgh!!! wala pa kong design!!! shackers!!! kung may ideas naman kayo sabihin niyo naman sa 'kin... gusto ko off-shoulder... hehehehehehe!!! :D
FINALS NA!!! ohmigosh!!! magugunaw na ang mundo!!! finals na!!! ano ba naman 'yan?!!! nakakainis!!! ang bilis!!! parang walang pinag-aralan!!! haayyy... una pa talaga philo!!! sunday gospels na isang katutak!!! urgh!!! :D
TRY TO NOT BE JEALOUS OF SOMEONE DURING THE EXAM WEEK... wala lang!!! kasi feeling ko talaga na-uuber na 'yung pagka-jealous ko don sa taong yun eh!!! i don't have the right naman!!! haaayyyy...
BUY SOMETHING FOR MYSELF... gusto ko sanang bilin yung parang shawl pero para siyang shirt... i don't know what it's called eh!!! that or jacket!!! :D i'm not sure pa!!! or perfume from zzen zest ulit... 'yun kasi yung binili ko dati eh... or cd ni kelly clarkson... yung breakaway... overdue na ba?!!! gustung-gusto ko kasi yung "because of you" eh!!! :D
IPA-TUNE TO SOMEONE ANG AKING MAGIGING BAGONG GUITAR!!! hehehehehe!!! mykell, nadine or francis!!! :D hehehehehe!!! :D hindi pa ko marunong mag-play... sa summer pa ko mag-aaral!!! :D hehehehe!!! para lang masaya!!! :D

anyway, yun lang naman ang mga worries ko... urgh!!! :D hehehehehehe!!! :D sige po... babye!!! :D love ya'll!!! :D

never gonna happen...

2005-12-09T20:16:00.000+08:00

"you will always be my friend," he said...
"i will always have your back no matter what happens,
i will never let you down..."

but what if i don't wanna be just your friend?
what if i wanna be more than that?
i guess it's never gonna happen,
'coz we're just meant to be friends forever,
nothing more and nothing less...

treat me...

2005-12-09T20:09:00.000+08:00

you treat me as your friend...
you always help me with algebra and physics,
you always explain to me philosophy,
you always draw figures for me in geometry,
you always summarize the stories in english for me...

maybe i don't wanna be treated just as your friend...
what if i want more than that?
nah...
it's impossible...
you'll never see me as that,
coz you like her, my very best friend...

punta po kayo dito!!! :D

2005-12-03T17:24:00.000+08:00

guys!!! punta naman kayo dito sa restaurant namin!!! sarap ng pagkain seryoso!!! :D sa 5-A Hobbies of Asia, D. Macapagal, Pasay City po siya!!! :D panoorin niyo rin 'yung movie ni sandara and joseph kasi doon sila sa restaurant namin nag-shooting!!! :D thanks!!! :D

you have your phd in men...

2005-11-20T18:21:00.000+08:00

You understand men almost better than anyone.
You accept that guys are very different, and you read signals well.
Work what you know about men, and your relationships will be blissful.

How Well Do You Understand Men?

it's all coming back to me now!!!

2005-11-14T12:40:00.000+08:00

yup!!! that's supposed to be song ah!!! hehehehehehe!!! nakakainis eh!!! marami na namang things na nangyayari!!! urgh!!! first i felt yeah, and now i feel bad na!!! urgh talaga!!! nakakapikon!!! ang sarap niyang patayin eh!!! i feel bad naman kasi hindi niya alam kung why i'm acting like this!!! urgh!!! hindi ako pms prameese!!! ganon lang talaga kagulo yung situation!!! urgh!!! nakakainis talaga!!! anyway,yung NIYA si *toot*!!! urgh!!! tungkol naman kay *toot* part 2... wala lang!!! now we have this weird thing going on... parang awkward na ewan!!! ang tahimik niya pa!!! ang labo!!! i'm not used to being like this with him!!! nakakapikon!!! ang maganda pang thing is it's all my frickin' fault!!! nakakainis!!! i feel so bad!!! i'm ruining everyone's lives!!! saya!!! nakakainis!!! ayoko namang wag kausapin siya kasi that would be so stupid!!! ayoko namang uber kausapin ko siya kasi na-aawkward nga!!! urgh!!! anyway, ang labo talaga!!! ANYWAY, wala lang... nung saturday, pumunta friends ko sa bahay!!! hehehehehehe!!! ANG GULO!!! pero saya!!! hehehehehe!!! haaayyyy... dapat gagawin namin yung project namin sa filipino kaya lang walang nangyari!!! we're never gonna finish that!!! anyway, yun lang naman!!! we went to allie's house din!!! hehehehehe!!! naki-extra sa party!!! hehehehehe!!! saya kaya!!! sarap ng cake!!! may hang over pa nga ko ng cakes nila eh!!! hehehehehe!!! basta, sarap!!! :D anyway, enough na!!! i need to listen na sa lesson!!! :D bye!!! love ya'll!!!

i'm a VERY good girl daw!!! hehehehe!!! :D

2005-11-05T22:23:00.000+08:00

You are 90% Good and 10% Bad
You're a perfect angel - almost impossibly so
Don't you ever feel like being a little bad?!?

Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

men see me as picky?

2005-11-05T22:17:00.000+08:00

Men notice you light years before you notice them

You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky

You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter

It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait

How Do Men See You?

i'm a carnation!!! :D

2005-11-05T22:09:00.000+08:00

You are down to earth and grounded.
You tend to be more traditional than trendy.
Your confidence gets you through anything.
People trust you and are very loyal to you.

What Flower Are You?

you can hang with the guys and the girls...

2005-11-05T21:56:00.000+08:00

You've struck a good balance between girlie and laid back.
You can keep it casual but when you dress up, you are as girly as the next girl.

How Girlie Are You?

my ideal marriage proposal...

2005-11-05T21:51:00.000+08:00

Mutual, after a great conversation about your future and feelings.

What's Your Ideal Marriage Proposal?

it's easier...

2005-11-02T23:49:00.000+08:00

it's easier to think negative than to think positive...
it's easier to think that we're all gonna die than to think that we're gonna live and then we die...
it's easier to think that you'll never talk to me than to think that you will and then you won't...
it's easier to think that you'll never see me the way i see you than to think that you like me and then you don't...
it's easier to think that we'll never have a future coz, trust me, we won't...

sometimes it's really cofusing just to think about us this way...
i think it's better not to think at all,
there will never be an "us" anyway...

uploading pics sa multiply...

2005-11-02T21:47:00.000+08:00

hello!!! tagal ko nang hindi nag-bblog ah!!! abnormal kasi tong pc ko sa bahay eh!!! patay sindi!!! ewan!!! anyway, ang tagal mag-upload ng pics sa multiply... mga 79 pics kasi eh!!! hehehehehe!!! anyway, medyo senti ako ngayon!!! super miss ko na kasi yung class eh!!! :( kasi naman, yung last week sana na bonding time sa class medyo hectic para sa mga choralerz... nung wednesday kasi naganap yung namcya eh... i really don't wanna talk about that here... hehehehehe!!! enough about that!!! basta i miss the class!!! (class nga lang ba?) ewan!!! have you ever felt super lost? yung tipong parang bigla nalang walang nangyayaring woah sa life? ang labo naman kasi ng life ko ngayon eh... i hate expecting... when you expect kasi, there's hope and if it doesn't happen, you'll feel all fucked up!!! it's way easier to think negative than to think positive... for example, it's easier to think that we're all gonna die now tapos we won't pala than to think na we're not gonna die now and then we die... gets? basta, ganon na yun!!! parang yung sa philosophy... haaayyy... it's the same as having faith and hope... life is just so fucked up right now... i was seriously happy na when i thought i was over *toot*... it turned out, i wasn't!!! migosh!!! a wise master told me these words of wisdom: "don't take out the bandage too soon... malay mo fresh pa yung wound..." that is so the opposite of what i did!!! i took the bandage off right after i put it!!! stupid noh?!! urgh!!! i just wanna kill myself for being so stupid!!! i was reading my diary nga last night eh... super weird nung mga na-feel ko kasi parang i forgot na all of those things na i wrote there... parang i don't remember how sweet *toot* was... ang labo talaga!!! i put pa there na i love him... i don't think so... kasi love is supposed to be this magical thing... it was HELL while i was liking him eh... i don't think that was love... meron ngang kakakilig moments pero more of the urgh moments!!! basta!!! ang labo ng life ko ngayon!!! meron pang isang tao na kumakandidato na maging *toot* part 2!!! urgh!!! as in itong pangalawang to super katulad na katulad nung una!!! hindi naman masyado kasi mas super bait nung part 2 kesa kay original na *toot*!!! labo nga eh!!! basta i miss *toot* part 2!!! urgh!!! i seriously shoudn't!!! urgh!!! anyway, ayoko nang ireminisce lahat ng mga moments!!! anyway, bye na po!!! love ya'll!!! :D

haayyy...

2005-10-10T12:52:00.000+08:00

hello!!! i just wanna tell you guys na i hate paolo seva!!! ang sama mo talaga, if ever you're reading this AGAIN!!! wag mo nang ipagkalat yung site na to!!! i thought kasi yung mga close friends ko lang yung nagbabasa nito eh!!! ay nako!!! si seva ok lang basahin, so yeah... eh pinagkalat pa eh!!! papatayin kita prameese!!! ANYWAY, ang dami kong kwento!!! :D hehehehehe!!! simulan natin nung thursday!!! UAAP GAME!!! yehey!!! ang saya!!! champion ang juniors!!! hehehehehe!!! :D we watched kasi eh!!! hehehehehe!!! nakita daw ako sa tv!!! SHET!!! mukha kong tanga don!!! feel na feel ko kasi yung araneta!!! hehehehehe!!! basta astig yung trip na yun!!! katabi ko pa si... hehehehehehe!!! EDRIC!!! heheheheh!!! laughtrip kasi katabi yun eh!!! kasi we were watching master of disguise, eh alam na alam niya yung mga lines and shits so ginagaya niya lahat!!! ay nako!!! laughtrip talaga!!! gayang-gaya pa niya!!! :D hehehehehe!!! :D anyway, sorry EDRIC!!! nahirapan ka yata don sa seat sa gitna... :( anyway, hehehehehe!!! basta!!! saya non!!! anyway, mag-senti naman tayo!!! :D basta i'm scared coz the *toot* era might happen again!!! nakakainis talaga!!! kasi i THINK (prameese think palang!!!) i'm liking this guy na dapat hindi kasi super carbon copy ni *toot*!!! hindi naman pero... yeah!!! basta, they're both laughtrip and sweet AND PAASA!!! ay nako!!! ang pangit talaga na you think na he's like this and like that, but he's not pala!!! my mom pa nga talked to us (me, roselle and inna) about guys!!! sabi niya pare-pareho lang sila!!! basta!!! guys are stupid!!! they don't know anything!!! hehehehehe!!! totoo!!! super 1 out of a million lang yung magugustuhan mo na super meant to be talaga kayo!!! :D hehehehehe!!! totoo naman eh!!! ay nako!!! basta!!! nakakainis ang mga sweet guys!!! paasa sila ng paasa!!! tapos you're gonna like him, tapos you're gonna find out na he's fucking someone na pala!!! ay nako!!! ANYWAY, enough about that!!! :D hehehehehe!!! basta!!! I DON'T LIKE *toot* anymore!!! i'm starting to like his evil twin though!!! urgh!!! gotta go na!!! kailangan kong gumawa ng whatever sa computer eh!!! :D BYE!!! lab ya'll!!! :D

l.s.s. song of the day!!!

2005-09-26T13:37:00.000+08:00

Especially For You
by M.Y.M.P.

Especially for you
I wanna let you know what I was
Going through
All the time we were apart I thought
Of you
You were in my heart
My love never changed
I still feel the same

Especially for you
I wanna tell you I was feeling that
Way too
And if dreams were wings, you
Know
I would have flown to you
To be where you are
No matter how far
And now that I’m next to you

No more dreaming about
Tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the sorrow
I’ve got to say
It’s all because of you

And now were back together,
Together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

Especially for you
I wanna tell you, you mean all the world to me
How I’m certain that our love was
Meant to be
You changed my life
You showed me the way
And now I’m next to you

I’ve waited long enough to find you
I wanna put all the hurt behind you
And I wanna bring out all the love
Inside you, oh and
Now were back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

You were in my heart
My love never changed
And now that I’m next to you
No more dreaming about
Tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the
Sorrow
I’ve got to say
It’s all because of you

And Now were back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

Together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

mojofly!!!

2005-09-12T12:59:00.000+08:00

ello!!! wala akong magawa eh... kakatapos ko lang gawin yung sa computer... hehehehehe!!! anyway, kwento ko nalang yung nangyari nung friday!!! pumunta kami ng town to see mojofly!!! hehehehe!!! saya!!! pero before that, hindi namin alam kung saan... akala namin don sa activity center talaga... sa loob pala ng tower records!!! hehehehe!!! laughtrip!!! pagdating namin don sa tower records autograph signing na!!! sayang!!! we didn't get to watch them play!!! urgh!!! k lang yan!!! i still love them naman eh!!! anyway, yon!!! ang gwapo talaga ni ali as in!!! grabe na to!!! si ricci rin gwapo!!! bait pa!!! ang cute pa ng smile!!! hehehehehe!!! si lougee naman ganda!!! and ang ganda talaga ng voice niya!!! prameese!!! yon!!! ang saya lang talaga!!! i made them sign my phone!!! cellphone ah!!! hehehehehe!!! ngayon puro tape yung phone ko para hindi mabura yung signatures nila!!! hehehehe!!! saya talaga!!! love ko talaga yung songs nila!!! as in!!! love ko yung tumatakbo, i don't want you and wake up!!! hehehehehe!!! as in!!! saya talaga!!! sarap din kantahin ng thank you!!! hehehehe!!! medyo sawa na kasi ako don sa first tracks ng cd nila eh!!! dati kasi super listen ako ng listen sa bato, sa uulitin, close the end and even if!!! dating dati naman yung mata, minamalas and turn!!! hehehehehe!!! anyway, saya talaga nung day na yon!!! si edric!!! hehehehehe!!! i saw him tapos hindi rin pala niya alam na sa tower records yung thing!!! kumain nalang!!! sayang!!! crush pa naman niya si lougee!!! hehehehehe!!! nagtampo tuloy si edric!!! hehehehe!!! lab yah pa rin!!! ang saya talaga pati after ng signing... nag-hang-out lang kami... saya talaga!!! picture lang kami ng picture!!! hehehehe!!! anyway, yun lang naman!!! wala naman masyadong nangyari nung araw na yon!!! saya lang talaga!!! anyway, gotta go learn about cookies in computer class!!! :D love ya'll!!! :D

i'm not self-obssessed!!! prameese!!!

2005-09-11T20:21:00.000+08:00

tama bang paglaruan ang webcam?!!!

2005-09-11T20:19:00.000+08:00

sa tower records to!!! hehehehe!!! i love mojofly talaga!!! sa uulitin!!! :D

2005-09-11T20:16:00.000+08:00

mojofly!!! ang cute ni ali!!! as in!!! :D

yes or no?

2005-09-08T21:59:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I stare at you, but you just don't see,
I can't help, but imagine us together, you and me...
It's fun when we talk about stupoid stuff,
Spending time everyday is just not enough...
I love it when you something that makes me giggle inside,
But sometimes I think our worlds may never collide...
I can't help, but feel insecure sometimes,
But that changes when you do a poem that rhymes...
Sometimes I think that I don't deserve to be with you,
But when you look at me, it changes my view...
"Why do you like him?" my conscience once questioned,
"Because... I don't know," I reckoned...
"Why did you ask?" I continued the interrogation,
"So you can know how you feel," replied the annoying notion...
"You don't have to know everything,
Just sit back, and you'll know the meaning..."
This conversation stopped,
But a new idea popped...
"Can you actually call what I'm feeling right now, LOVE?"

find someone... (ate lorry!!!)

2005-09-08T21:53:00.000+08:00

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you
and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."

it's over and done...

2005-09-05T12:31:00.000+08:00

yup!!! wala na kong feelings kay *toot*!!! bigla-biglaan ba?!!! hehehehe!!! hindi naman siya nawala sa isang snap lang noh!!! hindi lang ako nakaka-blog!!! hehehehe!!! eh wala namang kwenta eh!!! i don't affect him in any way and he doesn't affect me!!! while i was liking him kaya i was so in hell!!! hehehehehe!!! yes, merong mga kakilig moments here and there, but it's just not worth it!!! medyo super pinag-isipan ko talaga siya!!! hehehehe!!! at least now, i'm free!!! i'm happy na!!! i think... hehehehehe!!! anyway, wala namang masyadong nangyari nitong weekend... gimik gimik lang since kakatapos lang ng finals... hehehehe!!! saya kaya!!! 2 beses akong gumimik ngayong weekend!!! WALA NA KONG PERA!!! bastos!!! nakakainis!!! nung unang gimik, nag-timezone lang kami!!! SAYA!!! i wasted like 500 sa timezone lang... pag-uwi ko lang sa bahay na-realize na wala na kong money!!! shet!!! ay nako!!! nung 2nd gimik, date namin ni roselle and inna!!! hehehehe!!! first trip namin sa food court!!! hehhehehe!!! chibugan!!! hehehehe!!! grabe and chan ni roselle grabe!!! as in!!! second naman, pumunta kaming jollibee!!! dessert daw!!! tapos sa ufo!!! para bumili ng soya milk for roselle!!! tapos zagu!!! ohmigad!!! grabe ang tyan nito, pero hindi naman mataba!!! butasin ko yang chan na yan eh!!! baka may ascaris ka na!!! hehehehe!!! pagkatapos non, wala na kaming magawa so we watched a movie... we weren't planning to watch since wala na talaga kaming money!!! but then, wala na talagang magawa!!! we watched valiant!!! hehehehe!!! ang cute talaga!!! hehehehe!!! si ewan mcgregor pa si valiant!!! i love him!!! as in!!! hehehehe!!! ok lang yung movie... hindi kasi ako mahilig sa mga ganong movie eh... gusto ko yung totoong tao... hehehehehe!!! anyway, pagkatapos non, super wala kaming magawa so we went to powerbooks... we read this horoscope BOOK... yup it's a book!!! i love that book kaya kahit na i don't believe in horoscopes... hehehehehe!!! saya kasi eh!!! hehehehe!!! super sakto yung mga nandon!!! hehehehe!!! ilalagay pa kung anong sign yung match mo!!! hehehehe!!! tapos namin sa powerbooks, kinuha namin yung pics namin kasi nag-papicture kami... ang pangit kasi super focused yung pics and parang si imuthis ako kasi wala akong body... sana kita yung body diba?!!! hehehehehe!!! ay nako!!! bangag yata yung nag-pic sa min eh!!! hehehehe!!! anyway, yun lang naman ang weekend ko... nung friday super tulog lang ako eh!!! hehehehe!!! minsan, napapaisip ako kasi 2nd term na!!! ang bilis!!! ayoko pa!!! tapos prom pa!!! shet!!! wala pa kong dress and shoes!!! urgh!!! meron nga akong sketchpad sa bahay na punung-puno ng doodles ng dress ideas eh!!! ah sus!!! excited talaga ko!!! hehehehe!!! mahal nga lang 1700... pero ok lang... once in a life time lang naman yun eh!!! hehehehehe!!! anyway, ayoko na pag-usapan ang future... ano bang nangyayari sa present... WALA!!! ay nako!!! boring ang life ko ngayon!!! meron lang akong bagong crush!!! si edric!!! hehehehe!!! love ko talaga yun!!! hehehehe!!! laughtrip kasi eh!!! hehehehehe!!! anyway, yun lang naman!!! pagod na ko eh!!! basta, it's over and done!!! the *toot* era is over!!! hehehehe!!! love ya'll!!! :D

2005-09-02T12:53:00.000+08:00

ang cute talaga ng 2 guys sa likod!!! parang guards ni roselle!!! :D

2005-09-02T12:51:00.000+08:00

sungit na sana eh kaya lang si francis eh!!! :D

2005-09-02T12:48:00.000+08:00

birthday to ni roselle!!! ay nako, nakatalikod yung 2 guys!!! :D

2005-09-02T12:46:00.000+08:00

cadlum girls!!! hehehehehe!!! :D

favorte song namin nila carrie, mayee and ang mastermind na si jocie!!!

2005-08-15T12:32:00.000+08:00

Sunog
by Rivermaya

Layon nga kaya
Ng isang kandila
Ang akitin ka
Sa liwanag

Muling nag-iisa
Nasan ang mga huwaran?
Kasama ba silang
Matutunaw?

Wala si nanay, wala si tatay,
Nasusunog ang bahay!!!
Wala si nanay, wala si tatay,
Nasusunog ang bahay!!!

Nais niyang bumatak ng
Isang nakaraan
Maliligayang araw na ‘di na matatagpuan

Bumibilissssssssss
Lumilipaaaaaaaad
Ganyan lang ba ang paraan?
Wala bang kakatok sa may pintuan?

Tanging kadiliman ang taglay nitong tahanan
Siyang huling liwanag ngayong gabi’y lilisan…

favorite song namin ni herm!!!

2005-08-15T12:27:00.000+08:00

Inside Your Heaven
by Carrie Underwood

I've been down, but now I'm blessed,
I felt a revelation comin around,
I guess it's right, it's so amazing,
Everytime I see you, I'm alive,
You're all I got, you lift me up,
The sun and the moonlight,
All my dreams are in your eyes,

(Chorus)
I wanna be inside your heaven,
Take me to the place you cry from,
Where the storm blows your way,
I wanna be the Earth that holds you,
Every bit of air you breathin in,
of soothin wind
I wanna be inside your heaven.

When we touch
When we love
The stars line up
The wrong becomes undone
Naturally my soul surrenders
The sun and moonlight
All my dreams are in your eyes

(Chorus)

When minutes turn to days and years,
If mountains fall I'll still be here,
Holding you the day I die,
I wanna be inside your heaven,
Take me to the place you cry from,
Where the storm blows your way,

(Chorus)

Oh yes I do,
When I want to be inside your heaven
Oh yes

ello!!! buwan ng wika na!!!

2005-08-15T12:05:00.000+08:00

hehehehehe!!! wala lang!!! hyper ako!!! hehehehehe!!! saya lang nag-start yung day kasi super saya talaga!!! anyway, enough kalabuan!!! i love this day talaga!!! kahit na supposedly super walang kwenta ang mondays!!! hehehehehe!!! saya ko talaga ngayon!!! i love this day!!! ANYWAY, wala lang!!! gusto ko lang magparamdam!!! hindi na kasi ako masyado nakaka-computer kasi sira yung pc ko sa bahay!!! urgh!!! badtrip talaga!!! anyway, yun lang!!! wala namang special na nangyari... no one cares about how i feel... you know, the usual... BIGLANG NAG-SENTI!!! hehehehehe!!! di ok lang yan!!! tanggap ko na na no one really cares!!! it's ok!!! ANYWAY, tama na ang drama!!! i'm kinda nervous today kasi filipino na namin mamaya!!! we have to sing kasi eh!!! ok lang!!! alam na naman namin yung buong thing eh!!! hehehehehe!!! saya talaga nung kanta!!! galing pa ni mayee mag-guitar!!! lupet!!! saya nung tono kasi super individual namin ginawa kaya super halo-halo in a really nice way!!! saya talaga!!! i can't stop smiling as in!!! hehehehehe!!! anyway, yun lang naman!!! mag-ppost ako ng kung anu-ano dito since i discovered a new talent... i can actually compose!!! saya!!! pero super amateur talaga!!! duh!!! anyway, bye na!!! excited na ko!!! love ya'll!!!

ello!!! paalala lang...

2005-08-01T12:02:00.000+08:00

ei!!! wala lang... kasi baka hindi na ko masyadong maka-blog kasi super busy ko!!! as in homeworks... researches and shits!!! basta!!! yun na yun!!! anyway, i watched the uaap game (sa tv lang) kahapon... lasalle versus feu!!! lasalle lost... :(... sad pero ok lang coz ang healthy naman ng competition nila eh... as in walang pikunan... saya lang, but obviously sana lasalle won diba?... anyway, i love jv casio!!! as in!!! ang galing niya kaya!!! love ko na talaga yun!!! as in kahit na he's not as tall as arwind santos super humahataw talaga eh!!! hehehehehe!!! anyway, enough na about basketball... i miss *toot* na!!! hehehehehe!!! labo ba ng shift ng topic? nakakainis eh!!! feeling ko we're back to normal again, and i kinda don't want coz our normal is hell!!! urgh!!! sana lang mag-talk na kami para masaya!!! as in kahit ako nalang yung salita nang salita!!! all he needs to do is listen lang!!! as in kahit hindi na siya mag-reply sa sasabihin ko, k lang!!! wala naman akong pake eh!!! gusto ko lang malaman niya my feelings... para tapos na!!! i don't even think na i still love him like before eh... super hindi kasi kami nag-uusap so yeah... i know i love him, but i don't know if i LOVE him!!! merong difference yun!!! yesterday nga i was looking at pictures tapos naalala ko yung kilig-y moments ko with him tapos super na-sad ako coz miss ko na siya... hindi ko alam kung i missed him lang or i felt "the love"... labo talaga ng feelings ko!!! as in!!! wala akong masabi!!! meron akong sasabihin dito, but sasabihin ko nalang pag super clear na yung feelings ko about it!!! hehehehehehe!!! anyway, gotta go participate in computer!!! :D love ya'll!!!

i'm annoyed by someone... again!!!

2005-07-24T17:40:00.000+08:00

urgh!!! wala lang!!! actually 2 sila eh pero super yung isa yung ang sarap talagang patayin!!! biatch talaga!!! urgh!!! anyway, kasi naman eh!!! ayoko na ngang mag-elaborate!!! baka mabasag ko pa tong pc ko eh!!! i'm so annoyed talaga eh!!! anyway, may super napaka-sayang nangyari kahapon, but i really don't wanna elaborate coz baka mabuking niyo pa ko eh!!! hehehehehe!!! anyway, ayoko pang pumasok kahit na walang pasok bukas... i did something stupid kasi eh!!! super bangag kasi ako nung friday kasi birthday party ni gia, so may inuman... super antok na nga ako tapos yeah... basta!!! kailangan ko pang mag-explain don sa person na yon!!! urgh!!! anyway, i don't think kailangan ko pang mag-explain... i'm just so urghed up!!! anyway, enough about that!!! basta i miss people!!! as in!!! minsan nga bigla nalang ako napapa-isip tapos parang yeah... bigla ko nalang namimiss yung last year!!! last year was probably the best coz super saya nung class namin sa s-a!!! i miss the people in s-a!!! as in!!! mahal na mahal ko talaga sila!!! i'm sad na tuloy!!! urgh!!! anyway, ayoko na!!! iiyak na naman ako!!! palagi nalang ako umiiyak!!! urgh!!! you know what? super sad nalang ako palagi kasi super wala namang may pake sa kin eh!!! (nagdrama daw ba?) totoo naman eh!!! or if ever the person lang na i'm annoyed by is yung walang pake sa kin!!! i do not wanna talk about him!!! ay nako!!! change the f***ing topic!!! walang pasok bukas!!! yehey!!! i can sleep the whole day!!! hehehehehe!!! saya!!! i wanna have a study group though!!! kulang kasi ako ng notes sa economics, philosophy, english, the, etc!!! urgh!!! i need notes!!! anyway, yun lang naman ang gusto ko ng sabihin sa inyo!!! not like you guys care!!! bye!!! love ya'll!!!

(sigh) lasalle lost... :( animo lasalle!!!

2005-07-18T12:11:00.000+08:00

first game ko palang nga nakapanood ng uaap game tapos talo pa lasalle!!! :( sad!!! nakakaiyak kaya!!! meron pang guy sa archers na super cute!!! hindi ko nalang memention yung name baka ma-ego alert pa tayo eh!!! hehehehehe!!! anyway, saya kahapon kaya lang super sakit talaga ng throat ko ngayon!!! kasi naman eh!!! na-excite ako masyado!!! hehehehehe!!! para kaya kong sira!!! talon ako ng talon don pag naka-shoot ang lasalle!!! go lasalle pa rin!!! kaya pa yan humabol!!! magaling naman tayo eh!!! hehehehehehe!!! sabi nila magaling daw yung juniors ng lasalle!!! hindi ko pa sila napapanood!!! urgh!!! merong isang guy don na bago na super feeling eh!!! itago nalang natin sa pangalang enz tumlos!!! dati kong classmate yan eh!!! ngayon feeling na!!! ay nako!!! sama non sa kin eh!!! hehehehehe!!! joke lang!!! bait (daw!!!) yan!!! anyway, computer class namin ngayon!!! as in right now!!! hehehehehe!!! wala kasi akong magawa eh!!! hehehehehehe!!! wala lang!!! basta super sakit talaga ng buo kong katawan ngayon!!! super pagod ako kahapon!!! grabe talaga!!! i love lasalle talaga!!! as in!!! animo lasalle na to!!! 1 point lang naman lamang ng ue sa lasalle eh!!! k lang yan!!! kaya pang humabol!!! congrats nalang sa ue!!! anyway, lately, na-oobssessed na ko sa mojofly!!! hehehehehe!!! saya kasi nila eh!!! hehehehehe!!! galing pa!!! nananawagan ako don sa mga obssessed din sa kanila!!! saan makakakuha ng lyrics?!!! ahhh!!! patulong po ah!!! hehehehehe!!! anyway, yun lang naman!!! hehehehehe!!! bye!!! animo lasalle ulit!!! love ya'll!!! :D

computer class ulit!!! and mga iba't ibang stuff!!! :D

2005-07-11T12:10:00.000+08:00

tapos ko na kasi yung activity eh... next week pa... hehehehehehe!!! i have nothing to do na... anyway, para lang nawawala talaga yung kay *toot*!!! nakakainis!!! i don't want it to be gone!!! kasi naman eh!!! we frickin' don't talk!!! as in solidong hindi talaga kami nag-uusap!!! napipikon pa ko pag may kausap siyang yeah!!! nakakainis!!! ang labo talaga!!! i don't know anything!!! wala na talaga kong masabi!!! i'm so confused!!! nakakainis!!! ANYWAY, change ng topic!!! ay nako!!! wala na talaga kong magawa... masyado kasi akong advance eh!!! hehehehehehe!!! joke lang po!!! anyway, i wanna talk about one tree hill nalang!!! kasi ang bitch ni haley eh!!! kaya lang yeah... she kinda has a frickin' point!!! but still!!! kawawa si nathan!!! sorry po sa mga hindi nagwwatch ng one tree hill dyan!!! i love ya'll!!! :D basta!!! anyway, enough about one tree hill!!! hehehehehehe!!! lately ko lang napakinggan ng buo yung album ng mojofly... hehehehehehe!!! ang ganda kaya!!! nakaka-senti in a good way!!! hehehehehehe!!! saya kaya!!! :D sa links ko nando'n yung blog nila!!! yup!!! may blog sila!!! meron din silang friendster account, so i-add niyo nalang!!! :D hehehehehehehe!!! anyway, yun lang naman!!! wala namang magawa talaga!!! ano bang nangyari nung saturday? WALA!!! as in sa bahay lang ako!!! urgh!!! boring talaga ng life ko!!! oh my gash!!! naalala ko nga pala!!! long test sa philosophy bukas!!! oh no!!! i suck at that!!! it makes me think like crap!!! as in!!! i like thinking, but i don't like thinking, too much!!! nakakainis!!! :D anyway, yun lang!!! love ya'll!!!

do you remember?

2005-07-09T10:23:00.000+08:00

i miss you so much!!!
remember that time when i was writing something while you were secretly staring at me?
i was doing that to you, too while you weren't looking...
remember when you were singing to me, and i was covering my face?
that was because i didn't want you to see me blush...
remember that time when we planned to go somewhere, but you didn't come?
i felt really sad, i missed you...

i don't know what happened to us...
all i know is that i love you, and i really miss you...

i'm depressed... again...

2005-07-06T20:56:00.000+08:00

yup!!! i'm depressed!!! again!!! ganito kasi yon... over the summer kasi, i realized that i really loved *toot*... now naman i don't know if i still love him or i don't anymore!!! ang labo lang talaga!!! i don't know anything!!! i'm so confused!!! before naman we were really happy... ngayon parang pa-hi-hi nalang!!! i swear talaga!!! if we talk, malalaman ko na talaga how i feel about him!!! i know i don't have to know, but i wanna!!! i'm just so annoyed!!! wala pa kong malapitan para magbuhos ng emotions!!! yung tipong taong hindi magccomment sa mga sinasabi mo!!! yung iiyakan mo nalang tapos iccomfort ka!!! gusto ko lang magbuhos ng feelings talaga!!! feeling ko kasi super sasabog na ko eh!!! ay nako!!! i watched kasi moulin rouge kaya bigla kong naalala si *toot* and bigla rin akong na-depressed!!! meron pa kong super stupidity na narinig sa movieng yan!!! "the greatest thing you'll ever learn in life is to love and to be loved!!!" that's so b***s***!!! ay nako!!! it's probabaly a great thing, but it's not the greatest!!! ay nako!!! walang kwenta!!! i love the movie, though!!! anyway, back don sa depression thing, if i talk to him kasi, i don't think he'll listen coz he's a stupid ass!!! wala naman siyang kwenta eh!!! ewan!!! i still don't know anything!!! ayoko nang ma-depressed!!! maraming nadadamay!!! ay nako!!! i'm just so fucked up right now!!! I HAVE AN IDEA!!! to cover nalang all of my depressions, i'm gonna act happy nalang all the time!!! para masaya!!! i know that's not healthy... that's the point!!! para madaling mamatay at mahhaunt ko na rin and mga friends ko!!! warning lang, pag sa gabing patay na ko, pag may pumitik sa tenga niyo, ako yun!!! gusto ko lang mag-hi!!! "how's life?!!! not that i care!!! i'm dead!!! hehehehehehe!!! galing ko talaga maging happy!!! anyway, bye na!!! I'M SO HAPPY!!! love ya'll!!! :D

un-posted pics!!! (tagal na nang mga yan!!!)

2005-07-06T20:54:00.000+08:00

anyway, yun lang... matagal na yang dapat na-post!!! hehehehehe!!! love ya'll!!! :D

2005-07-06T20:48:00.000+08:00

mongolian na to!!! roselle hindi makapagpigil!!! :D

2005-07-06T20:46:00.000+08:00

tuwang-tuwa talaga si francis eh!!! hehehehehehe!!! :D

2005-07-06T20:41:00.000+08:00

halos buong barkada (anna, tano and polintan!!!) sa tagaytay highlands!!! b-day ni inna!!! lab yah!!! :D pagkakain yata namin sa mongolian na-take yung pic na to eh!!! :D

guess what? i couldn't... i didn't...

2005-06-25T21:55:00.000+08:00

racquel would always say, "he cares about you kaya!!!"
and ivanna would always agree with her...

i seriously don't know what to reply to them whenever we have this conversation...
i mean i know he does, but then i don't know how it really feels to be cared by him...
"ok," is the only reply i can say...

i realized that i seriously miss him now...
even if we see each other in school, it's just not enough...

i wanna talk to him, but i have nothing to say...
ivanna was right!
i can't say anything to him 'coz he's the only person i think of...
it's not like i can talk about him with him...

i read this story that made me think:

min-min (girl) likes din-din (guy)...
for so many years, they've been friends...
but now, they're nothing...
in those years, their friendship or love were fading...
way before, they would look at each other and not say a word and just smile...
din-din liked min-min...
then something happened...
after that, they would just hug for no reason...
then something happened...
after that, they were a little awkward already...
now, they're absolutely nothing...
they would see each other and they would always pretend that there's nothing wrong...
but there is...
they can't talk because there's nothing to say...
they can't hug because there's no time and there's no reason to...
they can't do anything...
what happened to them?

i talked to racquel about this story...
i talked to ivanna, too...
i was even crying...
i just missed him, and i could relate to the story...

i wish i just didn't do those things that i did...
i wish i could turn back time, and just hugged him forever...
i wish i could just talk to him, and not say a word...
i wish i could do all these things,
but guess what?
i couldn't... i didn't...

i still don't wanna give up...

2005-06-22T21:52:00.000+08:00

whenever i see you,
you look for her...

whenever i say hi to you,
you turn your head the other way...

whenever i try to talk to you,
you talk about her...

what's wrong with you?
sometimes, i just wanna quit loving you!!!
but i can't coz i'm stupid!!!
i let my heart rule everything!!!
i don't use my brain at all!!!

maybe there's something wrong with me?
i will never know!!!

i just wanna know why you like her so much!!!
maybe we're just not compatible...
i liked you, and you liked me,
but then now, i'm the only one who's liking...

i don't know what happened to us...
it was like a bomb just exploded between both of us,
and affected us a lot!!!

before, we were really happy,
but now, we're all confused!!!

i'm confused!!!
i just wanna frickin' know what you're thinking!!!

every night i miss you,
and at the end, i realize that you're not missing me back...
you miss her...

i guess i just have to accept it and give up...
but i can't...

you might think i'm pathetic...
i am!!!
i'm a stupid ass falling for another stupid ass!!!
i'm already showing him how i really feel,
but he still doesn't notice it!!!
how stupid can that get!!!

i wanna get over this stupid feeling,
but i still don't wanna give up...

computer class...

2005-06-20T13:03:00.000+08:00

hello!!! i'm done doing the activity eh... there's nothing to do... my head frickin' hurts!!! as in!!! ang init kasi eh!!! ang hina nung aircon!!! urgh!!! may sipon pa ko!!! kaya medyo nakakaantok!!! urgh!!! init!!! anyway, wala lang talaga kong magawa!!! hehehehehehehe!!! anyway, kaninang umaga dumating ako ng super aga!!! hehehehehehe!!! sister ko kasi 7:30am pasukan!!! aga!!! nakakainis!!! i had to wake REALLY early!!! urghy urgh urgh!!! anyway, pagkatapos non syempre school na tapos nung kani-kanina lang recess, super gutom na ko!!! i don't know why!!! kumain naman ako ng breakfast eh!!! baka may bulate akosa chan!!! hehehehehehe!!! and now!!! wala na talaga kong magawa!!! hehehehehehe!!! anyway, gotta go na!!! may isa pa yatang activity eh!!! this is like the most walang kwentang post ever!!! HERM TAYLO!!! wala lang!!! :D anyway, i love ya'll!!!

monologue on monday!!! urghy urgh urgh!!! nervousness

2005-06-18T20:07:00.000+08:00

nakakainis!!! mine is short coz i found this summarized version of it in this book... i'm doing the soliquy of hamlet... yup, i'm supposed to act like a guy!!! urgh!!! my monologue is like exactly 1 minute!!! it's so short!!! ganito oh:

to be or not to be? that is the question
in the face of suffering, heartaches, and broken dreams, i can't help but ask myself,
shall i go on with my life or shall i not?
if i continue to be, i have to face all the challenges, and in the process, pain is unavoidable...
if i decide to end my life, all the pain will be gone and everything, too...
after death, there is a great unknown that none of us has yet to come back and tell us what it's like...
"to be" is to face the pain of living... "not to be" is to dare to face the unknown...
"to or not to be? that is the question" which everyone of us must answer...

yup!!! it's that short!!! please don't copy it naman!!! coz baka ako pa pagbintangan!!! hehehehehehe!!! anyway, may piano na ko!!! as in yung keyboard lang ( i don't know the proper name for it eh!!!)... i don't know how to play it naman!!! ay nako!!! anyway, at least i can like practice my music lessons... as in yung mga minor, major, and all those stuff!!! anyway, wala naman nangyari ngayon!!! we just threw a surprise party for my mom's friend!!! hehehehehe!!! after that, i slept coz medyo na-tipsy ako don sa party tapos i dreamt about *toot*... wala lang!!! oo nga pala, ayoko na nga palang pag-usapan siya!!! hehehehehehehe!!! basta!!! yun na yun!!! para lang nami-miss ko siya kahit na nakikita ko siya lagi!!! anyway, yun na yun!!! bye!!! love ya'll!!! goodluck don sa mga mag-momonologue sa monday!!! sana mapili na ko sa monday para tapos na!!! ms. castaños!!! pick me na!!! wag lang first kasi yeah!!! anyway, bye na!!! love ya'll!!!

uy!!! long time no write!!!

2005-06-16T19:05:00.000+08:00

sorry peepz!!! sira kasi yung internet ko eh!!! ym lang yung gumagana!!! hehehehehe!!! labo ba?!!! anyway, i survived the first week of school!!! yehey!!! i'm currently surviving the second!!! ok naman!!! yung mga classmates ko naman saya eh!!! kulit pero talino!!! hehehehehe!!! basta saya!!! hehehehehehe!!! pangit nga lang yung schedule kasi super walang time for our barkada to like talk and crap!!! wala nang bonding time katulad nung summer!!! every week may gimik!!! hehehehehe!!! ok naman ang school!!! so far, love ko lahat ng subjects!!! ang saya ng economics!!! marami pala kong hindi alam tungkol sa ekonomiya ng pilipinas!!! like kailangan humihingi pala ng resibo, etc!!! hehehehehehehe!!! saya!!! i also like philosophy kaya lang parang nakakasabaw ng utak kasi super gulo!!! kailangan mo talagang mag-dig deep para maintindihan yung thing... hehehehehehe!!! anyway, masaya ako ngayon kasi super tapos ko na yung homework!!! hehehehehehe!!! saya kaya!!! hehehehehehe!!! kasi this past week super hectic ng sched kasi daming research works!!! hehehehehe!!! anyway, may nag-audition daw na lalake sa chorale galing sa freshmen na tinanggap ni miss!!! hehehehehe!!! yehey!!! may guy na!!! tenor pa daw siya!!! guys!!! mag-audition na!!! hehehehehehe!!! we need more guys para solid yung tono!!! heheheheh!!! audition na kasi eh!!! more girls din para masaya!!! hehehehehehe!!! kaya lang pag-nag-join kayo dapat committed ah!!! hindi yung ayaw niyo lang mag-regular music class!!! dapat devoted kayo!!! (seryoso ang chorale noh?!!!) hehehehehehe!!! basta kailangan mabait kayo para maka-join and duh... dapat you guys know how to sing!!! hehehehehehehe!!! basta, yun na yun!!! :D anyway, ano pa bang kwento?!!! hehehehehe!!! oh yeah!!! si *toot* hindi ko na masyadong kinukwento dito ah!!! hehehehehe!!! wala lang!!! i sound so pathetic na kasi eh!!! ayoko nang pag-usapan yun!!! mas ok pa nga sa kanya yung isa eh!!! yung other one!!! mas kinakausap pa ko and stuff!!! hehehehehe!!! bait pa rin siya!!! ANYWAY, i just got informed na elections nga pala bukas!!! urgh!!! i'm nominated as vice president!!! do not vote for me!!! bahala kayo wala kong gagawin!!! pinilit lang naman ako don eh!!! ayoko talaga!!! i don't know how to like manage people!!! bahala talaga sila!!! wala talaga kong gagawin!!! please!!! wag niyo na ko i-vote!!! yung iba nalang!!! biglang nag-iba yung mood ko ah!!! nakakainis kasi eh!!! ayoko talaga!!! anyway, bahala na sila!!! anyway, i wanna be emotional naman... sometimes kasi i feel like a loner (which is not exactly bad) kasi super wala talaga kong kausap sa class na talagang madibdibang usapan... minsan pa i walk alone tapos yung iba dyan na itago nalang natin sa pangalang enz tumlos bigla nalang, "bakit ka loner?!!!" nakakainis!!! i know joke lang yon pero you know?!!! i've nothing against enz ah!!! hehehehehehe!!! bait yan!!! hehehehehe!!! nakakainis lang minsan!!! urgh!!! anyway, i'll just surf pa kasi minsan lang to nangyayari sa pc na to!!! i'm sick pa!!! i have colds!!! urgh!!! anyway, bye!!! love ya'll!!!

zzz... i'm so frickin' sleepy!!!

2005-06-06T22:13:00.000+08:00

hehehehehe!!! wait!!! nakakinis!!! na-erase yung post ko!!! urgh!!! this is like the second time i'm typing this... astig yung first day... i so expected it to be really bad kasi nga sabog yung section!!! pero it was actually ok lang... super quiet nga namin kasi hindi pa namin kilala yung isa't isa... hehehehehe!!! astig din yung mga subjects kaya lang parang ang scary ng mga names... philosophy, economics, physics, geometry, etc!!! parang pang-college na eh!!! hehehehehe!!! basta super ok lang yung day na to... and, i finally saw *toot*!!! hehehehehe!!! anyway, medyo antok na ko so baka sabog tong post na to!!! hehehehehe!!! oh yeah, jen, sorry!!! super ingay lang talaga ko!!! i'll control na my voice for you!!! i love you eh!!! hehehehehehe!!! anyway, wala namang important na nangyari ngayon... after school, pumunta lang ako sa ruins to buy dvds... hehehehehe!!! i bought 2 lang kasi wala nang time eh... house of wax and amityville... i didn't watch kasi both eh... sabi nila maganda daw yung amityville eh... hehehehehe!!! anyway, i think i have to go na!!! medyo antok na talaga ko!!! magjjournal writing pa ko!!! BYE!!! i love ya'll!!!

goodbye sophomore... (tips for the incoming sophomores)

2005-06-05T21:46:00.000+08:00

hello... i'm kinda sad coz yeah... junior na!!! hehehehehehehe!!! payo ko lang sa mga incoming sophomore ay be ready na sa mga sunud-sunod na deadlines ng projects and stuff... matututunan niyo nang humabol sa mga teachers instead of the other way around!!! goodluck nalang sa inyo!!! basta if you guys need anything, i'm here lang... if you guys need help in trig., i'm here lang prameese!!! fave subject ko yun eh!!! hehehehehehe!!! tips lang sa trig. eh mag-notes kayo... as in lahat ng formulas kelangan meron kayo!!! if you miss even one formula, you so fail the test!!! super complicated talaga ang trig., but if you listen to the teacher, you're gonna do fine!!! ms. paclarin taught us trig.... she was so galing in it talaga!!! as in lahat ng formulas alam niya... hehehehehehe!!! sipsip ba?!!! hehehehehe!!! chem. din astig!!! i loved it kaya lang super hirap... you have to memorize formulas kasi eh... as in yung mga H2O thingies... kung bakit may 2 yung H... kelangan i-balance ang mga equations... kailangan i-memorize yung anions and cations sa periodic table... kelangan i-memorize ang buong periodic table!!! hindi naman, mabait naman si sir lasap eh (kung teacher niyo siya)!!! astig talaga chem. kasi you solve for stuff!!! para rin siyang math... basta mag-notes lang kayo super papasa na kayo... anyway, super nervous ako for tomorrow... i have no idea why!!! first day ng class bukas eh!!! urgh!!! parang ayoko pa!!! parang bitin yung summer... super hang out kasi ng barkada eh!!! as in every week kelangan may lakad!!! hehehehehehe!!! hindi pwedeng wala... kahit walang pera punta town para lang maglakad ang mag-bond!!! minsan naman sa bahay ng one of us!!! hehehehehe!!! anyway, i miss school na rin naman eh!!! i wanna see people na!!! i kinda miss the barkada na rin... ang bilis ba?!!! we just hung out don sa house ni chris nung thursday eh!!! hehehehehe!!! anyway, yeah... i'm still kinda nervous... anyway, gotta go!!! chatting with people tungkol bukas!!! love ya'll!!!

kalabuan ng walang magawa!!!

2005-05-21T17:43:00.000+08:00

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pics sa punta fuego!!! ngayon lang dumating!!!

2005-05-21T16:53:00.001+08:00

we swam there!!! saya!!!

wala lang... trip lang kuhaan...

roadtrip!!! sa crv yan!!! nagkasya kaming 6!!!

na-excite masyado!!! nabaon tuloy yung paa namin!!!

picture taking agad pagkadating sa house!!!

pinutol ang katawan para lang makita yung bahay!!! sino kaya nagtake nito!!! itago nalang natin sa pangalan na francis liwanag!!!

swim na!!! yehey!!!

pagkatapos mag-swim!!! saya!!! puti pa rin namin!!!

yup... ganyan ako matulog!!! actually hindi, nakadapa dapat ako... wala lang space kasi tatlo kami sa kama!!!

what the f---?!!!

smores!!! hehehehehehehehe!!! naka-15 na marshmallows yata ako dyan eh!!!

it's our shadows!!! hehehehehehe!!! ako yung isang panira dyan!!! hehehehehehe!!! yung nakataas yung kamay!!!

*yup!!! yun lang naman ang mga pangyayari sa punta fuego!!! marami pang photos... visit niyo nalang multiply ni steffi and roselle!!! bye!!! love ya'll!!!

trivia!!!

2005-05-17T10:56:00.000+08:00

guess niyo kung bakit but i can't coz i love him...43 yung title ng poem (yes... it's supposed to be a poem!!! shut up!!!) sa baba... bakit 43? kung na-guess niyo talino niyo prameese!!! it's not like a secret thing... basta anyone kahit hindi ko kilala kayang masagot to!!! hehehehehe!!! goodluck!!! i love ya'll!!! :D

but i can't coz i love him...43

2005-05-17T10:26:00.000+08:00

shit!!! i miss him like shit!!!
why do i miss him, anyway?!!!
maybe because i see other people getting it on with each other,
and here i am, the plain jane in town!!!
i'm so annoyed, and i don't know what to do!!!
this sounds so pathetic, but this is how i feel!!!
i even made a list about him: what i hate and love about him...
i easily finished the hate part,
and i had to deeply think about the love part for them to be equal!!!
i don't even know why i love him so much!!!
yes, i said love!!!
i think i love him!!!
i think if you miss someone this much,
you can definitely say that you love that person!!!
you have no idea how much i miss him!!!
every morning, i smile because i dreamed about him!!!
every night, i think about him before i sleep,
so i dream about him!!!
he's part of my cycle!!!
do you know what's more annoying?
everyone hates him!!!
everyone thinks he's a jerk!!!
here i am defending his ass!!!
i just don't think he's that kind of person!!!
he's a lot more than that...
i know he's this and that,
but maybe he can change,
or maybe we just get the wrong idea...
i don't know anymore!!!
i'm so confused!!!
everyone's against him!!!
everyone thinks i'm gonna like this other guy,
but i just seriously don't think so!!!
urgh!!!
and the stupid prom!!!
worrying what to wear, and who's gonna ask me?!!!
that's the last thing i should be thinking right now!!!
anyway, i just seriously don't know what to do!!!
i feel like a star fish under a rock!!!
it's comfortable for me coz it's my house,
but everyone thinks that i'm gonna die under that rock!!!
it's like he's a killer or something...
everyone's telling me to go away from him...
but i can't coz i love him...
i can't talk about him with anyone...
whenever i do that, they just say, "he's such a jerk!!!"
it makes me feel really sad whenever people do that to him!!!
that's why i'm writing it down...
i don't have to tell other people about it...
i just have to keep typing...
sometimes i feel like i'm the only one on earth...
i sometimes feel so lonely and sad...
whenever i think about him,
sometimes i smile, but sometimes i cry...
i smile coz of the things he did before...
all of them...
the things that can make my stomach feel weird...
i cry coz i miss him so much...
i cry coz i can't tell anyone how much i love him...
i can't even tell him coz he won't give me the answer i would want...
i guess i have to risk rejection...
but i don't want to...
he won't take me seriously...
he'd probably laugh at my face thinking i'm just joking...
(sigh...)
sometimes, i just wanna burst ito tears and scream my throat out!!!
i just feel that i have no one to depend on!!!
everyone thinks i have no problems at all,
they think i'm just this happy and jolly person in happy-jolly land!!!
but whenever i go home, and whenever i'm alone in my room,
i look into space to think about stuff about him...
to exercise my brain a little bit...
i just don't know what to do anymore...
i don't know how i'm gonna defend him anymore...
why does everyone hate him anyway?!!!
he's not doing anything to you guys...
you guys just think too much about him...
he might've done stupid stuff,
but we all have...
anyway, enough about defending him...
i just wanna figure out how i'm gonna see him...
he's so far way...
he's on the other side of the globe...
i guess we'll just leave it like that...
i guess we'll just let it be gone...
i guess i'll just stop thinking about him...
i guess i'll just stop missing him...
but i can't coz i love him...

punta fuego!!! ~ "we're breaking water tension!!!" said steffi with real conviction...

2005-05-12T10:38:00.000+08:00

yehey!!! ang saya!!! natuloy yung lakad natin!!! hehehehehe!!! anyway, the day before the punta fuego day thing, super putul-putol yung tulog ko kasi super excited talaga ako!!! we had to go to steffi's house muna to like prepare everything, so yeah... tapos nung paalis na, siksikan kaming 6 sa CRV!!! hehehehehe!!! nagkasya talaga kami!!! ganon kami ka-sexy!!! hehehehehe!!! laughtrip!!! siksikan talaga!!! kaming dalawa ni roselle sa harap, sila aleia, francis, steffi, and inna sa likod!!! hehehehehe!!! laughtrip!!! sayang hindi nakapunta si anna, chris and nani!!! sayang talaga sila!!! we missed you guys!!! urgh!!! grabe!!! sa car play kami ng play ng rock songs kaya mas masaya yung road trip ng 4 hours!!! hehehehehe!!! as in bamboo, rivermaya, john mayer (coz of francis) and konting mymp!!! hehehehehe!!! saya talaga!!! anyway, pagdating namin don, nag-liwaliw na kami sa may beach!!! ang ganda talaga nung bahay, grabe!!! as in pagbaba mo don sa house nila, beach na!!! saya talaga!!! si roselle swim na swim na kahit the day before nag-puerto gallera!!! hehehehe!!! grabe lahat kami nangitim talaga!!! as in carbon na yung balat namin!!! nakakainis kaya!!! ang sakit ng katawan ko ngayon!!! SUN-BURNED!!! urgh!!! anyway, it's worth it naman eh!!! saya talaga eh!!! hehehehehe!!! grabe!!! negra na talaga yung mga body namin except for steffi!!! balot na balot habang nagwwalk lang!!! ay nako!!! bampira ka!!! si francis naman na sun-burned yung likod!!! hehehehehe!!! nung nag-sswim lang kami don sa beach, ang dami talaga seaweeds na nakakadiri!!! urgh talaga!!! yung feeling ng mga dahun-dahon non!!! urgh!!! kadiri!!! tinutulak pa ko ni francis don sa may mga seaweeds!!! urgh!!! sama mo talaga!!! hehehehe!!! urgh!!! anyway, nagswim pa kami don sa infinite pool thingy... yun yung pinakamasayang part nung lakad na to for me!!! kasi nung nag-sswim kami don medyo gabi na, so walang sun!!! hehehehe!!! medyo na-senti pa ko dahil sa ambiance tapos nahawa si inna sa pagka-senti kaya yon!!! senti na kami lahat!!! naikwento pa tuloy ang sabog kong love life!!! ay nako!!! na-miss ko ng todo don si *toot*!!! grabe!!! urgh talaga!!! anyway, saya talaga don mag-swim kasama ang barkada!!! saya talaga!!! as in!!! i will never forget that talaga!!! anyway, nung tulugan time na, nag-ghost stories pa to si francis!!! ay nako!!! scary talaga!!! gusto ko ring ikwento sa inyo!!! hehehehe!!!

warning!!! wag basahin pag mag-isa lang sa gabi!!! may isang guy kasi tapos nasiraan siya in the middle of the night tapos umuulan pa... buti nalang may bahay... so kumatok siya tapos may lolo na nag-answer... tinanong niya kung pwede don muna siya mag-spend ng night, tapos sabi nung lolo, okay lang basta don ka lang sa left room, wag kang papasok don sa right room... tapos nung matutulog na siya sa left room, may naririnig siyang shriek... lumabas siya tapos tinignan niya don sa right room... don sa keyhole... nung pagkita niya red lang... (?) nung umaga na, tinanong niya don sa lolo kung bakit may ingay don sa kabilang room, and kung bakit red yung room, sabi nung lolo, "dati kasi, ni-rape siya don sa room na yun... tapos namatay siyang red yung mate niya..." - gets niyo? nagsilipan silang dalawa don sa keyhole!!! hala!!!

may isa pa po!!! may guy ulit tapos lola naman... yung lola may brilyanteng ring... nung namatay siya, kasama yon sa libing... yung guy naman, hinukay niya yung kabaong nung lola para makuha yung ring... nung kinukuha na niya, ayaw matanggal sa finger, so pinutol niya nalang yung finger... the next day, may kumatok sa bahay nung guy, tapos babae siya... tinanong nung babae kung pwedeng makahingi ng tubig, so kumuha yung guy ng tubig tapos inabot sa kanya... napansin nung guy na wala yung babaeng ring finger... tinanong niya kung bakit... tapos sabi nung babae, "DAHIL SA 'YO!!!"

anyway, yun lang naman ang stories na sinabi ni francis!!! mas freaky nung kinukwento niya kasi may choreography pa siya!!! hehehehe!!! laughtrip talaga na nakakatakot at the same time... anyway, yun lang naman ang nangyari sa punta fuego!!! hehehehe!!! anyway, bye na!!! i love ya'll!!!

sana matuloy yung lakad!!!

2005-05-06T10:49:00.000+08:00

yup!!! sana nga matuloy yung lakad ng barkada kahit hindi kumpleto... :(!!! super sad kaya!!! anna and chris!!! aaahhh!!! sayang talaga kayo!!! i'm gonna miss you guys talaga!!! anyway, sana lang talaga payagan ako don kasi gusto ko na talaga maka-feel ng sand!!! hehehehehehe!!! gusto ko na mag-outing with the barkada!!! hehehehehehe!!! anyway, sana happy yun or sentihan or iyakan para mas maging close!!! saya talaga!!! basta paalam niyo ko sa parents ko!!! hehehehehe!!! anyway, yun lang naman!!! everyone hates *toot*, and stupidly speaking, i don't!!! eh ganon talaga eh!!! i don't know... pag may galit sa kanya, i have this feeling na hindi dapat sila magalit sa kanya... basta i'm so confused!!! anyway, yung other guy naman miss na miss ko na!!! as in!!! miss ko na talaga siya!!! gusto ko na talaga siyang makita!!! anyway, may informations ako na nakuha about this person na super nice to me tapos hindi pala!!! hehehehe!!! ayoko na nga!!! anyway, yun lang naman!!! oo nga pala!!! may webcam na ko!!! hehehehehe!!! yey!!! asteeg!!! kaya lang palagi akong sabog so wag niyo muna i-view!!! hehehehehe!!! palaging nakapanglabandera yung buhok ko, mukha kong manok!!! anyway, yun lang!!! i love ya'll!!! muah!!!

maraming pangyayari...

2005-05-01T15:42:00.000+08:00

maraming nangyari nitong weekend na to pero medyo boring ng konti!!!

nung friday... i went to steffi's house kasi may garage sale sila!!! asteeg!!! it was so hot outside, but it was so much fun kasi talagang ang ingay ko, and yeah!!! tapos non pumasok na kami sa loob tapos movie marathon na!!! i forgot na what we watched eh... aaahhh!!! white chicks, my bestfriend's wedding, etc... or yun lang yata!!! basta!!! anyway, dumating nung gabi sina nani, berna and aleia... saya!!! we were like in steffi's guest room talking... hehehehehe!!! tapos yun!!! killer ulit!!! another thing connected to this day is yung umalis na medyo lahat... kami nalang nila inna and roselle yung nasa bahay ni steffi... we were talking about *toot*!!! we loath him like shit!!! if he thinks we're what he thinks we are, i'll kill him na talaga!!! i won't talk to him na talaga!!! sasapakin ko na talaga yun!!! ang sarap niyang laslasan ng leeg!!! you guys might think i'm pathetic liking this guy, but i still frickin' do!!! HOW ANNOYING CAN I FREAKIN' GET!!! i'm so pathetic!!! i have no idea why i'm even telling you guys this!!! mga friends ko lang naman yung bumabasa nito eh!!! anyway, yun nga sarap niyang sapakin hanggang masunog na siya!!! ANYWAY!!! enough about that stupid shit!!! mag-isa siya!!! sana lang matuloy yung plan ng barkada namin!!! hehehehehe!!!

nung saturday and ngayon naman, we went sa laguna... kakarating ko lang nga eh!!! wala lang swim swim lang... boring ng konti!!! i slept the whole morning tapos nag-swim sa gabi!!! mag-isa lang ako kaya super saya talaga!!! loner ako eh!!! senti-sentihan!!! habang nag-lleg work ako sa pool iniisip ko yung galit ko kay *toot*!!! naaasar ako sa kanya eh!!! tapos habang nag-papakasenti ako sa pool may naggguitar pa yung pinsan ko ng torete!!! wala na!!! senti central!!!

anyway, yun lang naman!!! boring ang weekend ko!!! i love ya'll!!!

america has done it again!!!

2005-04-28T17:08:00.000+08:00

yes people!!! america did it again!!! urgh!!! before it was jennifer, yung sa american idol!!! tinaggal nila!!! ngayon si constantine!!! urgh talaga!!! how sad!!! he was so good!!! as in good!!! urgh talaga!!! anyway, life is so annoying!!! constantine got out!!! it was so freakin' sad!!! urgh!!! ANYWAY, ngayon ko lang nalaman na super galing ko talagang mag-read ng mga mukha ng people!!! grabe!!! galing ko talaga!!! anyway, enough pagmamayabang!!! oh yeah!!! my iPod's broken!!! as in yung screen thingy!!! kakapikon!!! urgh!!! as in basag yung salamin!!! i don't wanna tell other people kasi sasabihin lang naman nila, "aww!!! that's okay..." urgh!!! say something useful like, "i know someone who knows how to fix that!!!" nakakainis!!! anyway, i'm still pissed off pa rin about constantine getting out!!! i'm so annoyed!!! while i was watching it, talagang sinisira ko yung upuan!!! urgh!!! ANYWAY, i miss *toot* so much, but i shouldn't coz he's such a bitch about stuff!!! i'm so annoyed!!! urgh!!! ANYWAY, enough about *toot*!!! i miss the other one SO MUCH!!! enough about missing peepz!!! i wanna go to the beach!!! as in kahit saan basta beach lang!!! gusto ko with barkada!!! guys!!! punta tayo!!! anyway, kung may nalalaman kayo tungkol sa sirang iPods text me lang!!! love ya'll!!!

2005-04-25T23:28:00.000+08:00

class picture ng s-a!!! i'm gonna miss you guys!!!ü

2005-04-25T23:27:00.001+08:00

gulo talaga ng s-a!!! i love you all!!!

2005-04-25T23:27:00.000+08:00

excempted sa exam!!! bonding sa labas ng classroom, getting our clearances!!!

"ang baduy mo!!!" francis once said...

2005-04-23T22:04:00.000+08:00

yup!!! baduy daw ako!!! :(!!! anyway, yeah... pumunta kasi sila chris, steffi, francis, anna, aleia, inna, and roselle sa bahay ko kahapon... saya!!! gusto ko lang gawing title thingy yung pagkatawag sa kin na baduy ni francis!!! sama mo talaga!!! pero bait yan!!! anyway, we played mad magazine!!! we played twice becoz we screwed up the rules and shit!!! tapos we played bust a groove 1 and 2 and south park!!! laughtrip talaga!!! si francis pala magaling sa chess eh... aba naman!!! may talent!!! nung gabi na, we played killer sa balcony... para madilim and scary... wala na nga pala si chris nung time na yon!!! nanonood na siya ng sugarfree concert!!! urgh!!! kainggit ka talaga chris!!! anyway, yun... we were playing killer and hustler pala si steffi don!!! ang galing mag-cover up!!! hindi talaga halata!!! as in!!! si anna naman hustler kumindat!!! si francis naman super tahimik pag killer siya so medyo halata!!! hehehehehehehehe!!! laughtrip talaga!!! after non, chumibog kami ng kfc!!! ewan ko kung bakit kapag kumakain ako ng kfc, super bondat talaga ko... as in talagang super busog kahit walang kanin!!! urgh talaga!!! pagkatapos non, umalis na si steffi... me, roselle, inna, and francis were left nalang... hehehehehehe!!! tapos roselle left na... i was kinda sleepy na kasi medyo 10:30pm na, so i was just kinda sleeping na habang naglalaro ng south park sila inna and francis... after non francis left, and me and inna were really sleepy na talaga... we didn't know why!!! ang weird!!! anyway, umalis na rin si inna, and then i was left alone... i washed my face and i wasn't sleepy anymore, so i played bust a groove 2 again... hehehehehehe!!! addict ako don eh!!! i can't not play it!!! pagkatapos non, i was bored na so i slept... yun lang ang nagyari sa kin kahapon... kanina naman i was listening to iPod... mymp yung nagpplay... medyo senti yung songs, so it kinda made me think about *toot*... badtrip eh!!! miss ko na siya!!! urgh!!! yun lang naman ang masasabi ko sa inyo ngayon... miss ko lang siya... anyway, bye na!!! love ya'll!!!

ANG KATI NG MUKHA KO!!!

2005-04-19T22:39:00.000+08:00

urgh!!! my face is peeling... i went kasi sa derma (as in yung doctor ah...) tapos super nangangati na siya!!! anyway, what did i do ba kanina? i went to school to enroll and see the screwed up sections... k lang!!! ok na ko sa kin!!! wala na naman akong magagawa eh... anyway, after that i went to asian with inna and roselle... i had to go to my derma nga kasi... hehehehehehe!!! anyway, yun, tapos i don't wanna say it here, i'm gonna go back to asian tomorrow... i feel so nervous about this so much... what if they find something na super cancerous or something?!! if i die, pray for me ah!!! okay lang yan... if ever, i'm kinda ready to die already... but i don't wanna die young... anyway, enough about dying!!! i love you, God!!! anyway, yun lang naman yung nangyari sa asian... pinaiyak nga pala ni inna yung sister ko... "hoy!!! that's my baby sister!!! i'm gonna kill you!!!" anyway, we went to town with sam... hehehehehe!!! kumpleto ang f.l.s. (food lovers society)... ang saya kaya!!! tawanan sa jollibee memz!!! talking about our crushes and the screwed up sections!!! saya talaga!!! we (me and roselle) had to force pa sam and inna to make pa-picture sa picture city... yun lang naman!!! oh yeah!!! we watched finding neverland... it was kinda nakakaiyak... hehehehehe!!! ang cute ni peter!!! anyway, para spoiler ako, kate winslet dies!!! hehehehehehe!!! it's obvious naman sa movie na mamamatay siya eh!!! oh yeah!!! we saw A LOT of people in town na from la salle!!! we saw jp octavio!!! i miss him na!!! we saw bella and anna and steph and some other people na kilala ko lang sa mukha... anyway, while we were watching finding neverland, i was seated sa dulo naming tatlo so wala akong katabi... it was so sad and weird 'coz i was imagining "the other one" instead of *toot*!!! anyway, i don't wanna talk about him!!! my face is really itchy, and it's so annoying... anyway, gotta go!!! i want to leave you guys something to think of... - why do undeserving people get what they want all the time?... sabihin niyo sa kin yung answer ah!!! i seriously want to know!!! i love ya'll!!!

I'M SO PISSED OFF!!!

2005-04-18T16:49:00.000+08:00

nakakinis talaga!!! sa buong barkada namin wala akong naging classmate!!! nakakainis talaga!!! dapat magkakasama ulit ung pare-poarehas yung uri eh!!! nakakainis talaga!!! ang sarap magpakamatay!!! nakakainis talaga!!! 10 pa kami magbabarkada tapos wala ni isa man lang akong kasama!!! it's so annoying!!! i feel like crying na talaga!!! I AM CRYING!!! mamimiss ko talaga yung sophomore-a!!! as in!!! yung mga iba't ibang clicks... pero kahit na may clicks we still get along!!! nakakainis!!! mamimiss ko yung mga palaging nang-aasar sa kin!!! sila gio, enz, sims, aldo!!! hay nako!!! yang mga ballers na yan!!! mamimiss ko yung katalinuhan ni ely and jp!!! urgh!!! mamimiss ko lahat!!! mamimiss ko si roselle and inna!!! AAAHHH!!! hoy!!! tayo pa rin ah!!! walang iwanan!!! papatayin ko kayo pag nagdrift apart tayo!!! jojombagin ko yung mga mukha niyo!!! we have to meet para ma-work-out ang recess and lunch plan!!! nakakainis talaga!!! hiwa-hiwalay tayo!!! si inna with anna and francis!!! badtrip!!! i hate you inna!!! kami ni roselle wala kaming kasama amongst sa barkada namin pero mas maganda yung section niya!!! may old classmates akong kilala... sa section ko wala talaga akong kilala eh... konti lang... yung mga dati kong classmate!!! at least i have them... miss ko na rin sila eh!!! urgh!!! basta meet sa bahay ko para ma-work-out ang plan twing recess and lunch and dismissal!!! urgh!!! dito niyo nga pala makukuha yung sections niyo... http://soph-c.blogspot.com... sige na!!! bye!!! i love you all!!!

i'm in my mum's office!!!

2005-04-14T10:59:00.000+08:00

hello!!! yup!!! i'm in my mom's office!!! may virus kasi yung pc ko sa bahay eh!!! hay nako!!! urgh!!! nakakainis!!! anyway, ang daming nangyari sa buhay ko!!! well, nung last last monday, we went to chris's house!!! as usual, mansion pa rin yung bahay niya!!! wala na tayong magagawa don!!! tapos non, sila naman pumunta sa bahay ko!!! sila steffi, anna, roselle, inna and chris!!! hehehehehe!!! laughtrip!!! saya talaga!!! we watched dawn of the dead!!! nakakadiri!!! hindi na nga siya nakakatakot eh, nakakadiri lang kasi talagang kitang-kita mo yung blood na nagssquirt!!! eeewww!!! ANYWAY, after nung week na yon, sa bahay ko ulit sila pumunta... sila ulit kaya lang wala si anna... :(!!! why didn't you go?!!! si francis ang proxy ni anna!!! hehehehehe!!! grabe!!! ang kulit!!! movie marathon na naman kami!!! we watched spongebob and brother bear!!! hindi naman kami ganon katanda eh... we're qualified to watch those kinds of movies!!! hehehehehe!!! kakaiyak yung brother bear, and ang brutal ng spongebob!!! "i think i stepped on something!" *kiniskis sa floor si plankton!!!* kadiri talaga!!! tapos kainan ng ice cream memz!!! yung isang galong ce cream naubos namin!!! hehehehehe!!! sarap kasi eh!!! tsokolate!!! anyway, yeah... pumunta naman ako sa derma nung tuesday... binigyan ako ng thing na ilalagay sa mukha!!! ang hapdi!!! ang sakit sa mukha!!! at least i know it's working!!! thatchit lang naman!!! saya talaga namin prameese!!! ang dami kaya namin!!! ang saya ng barkada namin prameese!!! laughtrip yung mga tao!!! hehehehehe!!! tapos most of us pa musicians!!! hehehehe!!! astig pagnagjjam!!! ang galing kaya magguitar ni francis!!! idol talaga!!! si chris din magaling magdrums!!! they should form a band!!! i think they have a band already... watch out for their concerts guys!!! hehehehehehe!!! oh yeah!!! we went to steffi's house naman monday!!! laughtrip!!! nagkasakit ulit ako!!! i think i'm allergic don sa fish na may veggies sa taas... i think parsley or celery... anyway, miss ko na yung class!!! as in!!! nung kinuha nga yung report card ko, i went with my mom eh!!! gusto ko makita yung mga advisers eh!!! i miss the teachers!!! i'm gonna miss trig!!! that's like the best subject in the universe (for now)!!! anyway, tama na ang pagsisipsip!!! i got 77 in ap, which is so f***ing panira!!! it is my fault though so i don't blame anyone... i just seriously have no interest in history... i guess it's like that palagi... if you don't like something, no matter what you do, you will never ever do well in that area... unless you stive really frickin' hard!!! anyway, yeah... that's it!!! i love ya'll!!!

my room is finally pink!!! i love it!!!

2005-04-05T22:43:00.000+08:00

yup, my room is finally pink!!! yehey!!! i so love it!!! i thought it wasn't gonna work, but it did!!! hehehehehehe!!! i'm so happy!!! and it's so cold pa, so i'm not using aircon!!! hehehehehe!!! saya talaga!!! anyway, i'm not gonna talk about my room!!! but it's really pretty talaga!!! hehehehehe!!! SO!!! i miss *toot* in a really nice way... i don't know... biglang nawala yung mga atrasos niya sa kin eh!!! kasi kanina i was cleaning my room, tapos may nakita akong letters na yeah... and i remembered the time na okay pa kami... saya talaga na kakilig na ewan!!! i rememer the feeling, but i don't know how it feels anymore... gets? hehehehehehe!!! that's love, it's confusing!!! we can't do anything about it!!! i just seriously miss him!!! i know why, but that shouldn't be the reason because he was a jerk!!! hay nako!!! i don't wanna talk about him anymore!!! oh yeah!!! i just watched one tree hill a while ago!!! hehehehe!!! brooke is so broke!!! hehehehe!!! kawawa!!! i love her pa naman!!! felix is so cute!!! kaya lang yabang... bagay sila ni brooke!!! ang sweet nung nagshop lift si brooke stupidly!!! wala lang!!! saya nung pagkasave niya sa kanya!!! okay, yung mga one tree hill watchers lang ang nakakaintindi nito!!! anyway, after non, temptation island naman!!! wala lang... saya kasi non eh!!! i love melissa, but i hate her boyfriend!!! she so doesn't deserve him!!! i love jason, too!!! kasi parang papatay talaga siya ng guy for his girlfriend!!! hehehehehe!!! anyway, yung mga hindi nanonood dyan ng tv, sorry nalang!!! hehehehehe!!! uy, oo nga pala!!! get well soon po, dad ni steffi... and steffi, sorry i wasn't able to visit sa asian... i love you, girl!!! muah!!! i love ya'll!!!

condolence sa family ni pope john paul ii...

2005-04-03T14:19:00.000+08:00

condolence po... pope john paul ii died this morning... pray for his soul... this is so weird... i'm listening to hudas by bamboo right now!!! does that make me evil? sorry!!! anyway, we have a bible study naman ngayon eh!!! we're holy, you know!!! anyway, i keep missing someone that i shouldn't miss, and it's not *toot*!!! it's so weird!!! anyway, i seriously don't wanna talk about that!!! it'll make my day worst!!! anyway, we went to church kanina... late kami so hiwa-hiwalay yung seat namin!!! hehehehehe!!! wala lang!!! gusto ko lang i-share!!! hehehehehehehe!!! yun pa lang naman ang nangyari ngayong araw na to!!! gusto ko ng mag-school!!! aaahhh!!! ohmigosh!!! kuhaan na nga pala ng card sa april 8 (friday)!!! oh no!!! there goes my weekend!!! grounded na to!!! bumaba kaya lahat ng grades ko!!! nakakainis!!! life is so annoying!!! yung ap and cl lang naman yung super worry ko eh!!! i bet i failed in both of those subjects!!! urgh!!! nakakainis talaga!!! i'm so annoyed!!! whew!!! sorry!!! super pissed off lang talaga ako!!! fl lang yata pinakamataas ko eh, and pe!!! hay nako!!! that's life!!! it'll will eat you alive!!! hehehehehehe!!! kanino kaya galing yung line na yan?!!! hehehehehe!!! anyway, enough about that!!! balik don sa unappropriate missing thing!!! i shouldn't miss this person coz he's just my friend... dapat hanggang don lang yun!!! but no!!!!! nakakainis talaga!!! he's supposed to be just my friend, but... i don't know anymore!!! life is just so unfair, unjust, etc!!! earth is such a hard place to live in!!! kailangan mo munang masiraan ng ulo para certified ka nang human!!! ewan!!! kung anu-ano yung pinagsasasabi ko dito!!! ang labo!!! anyway, that's it!!! i love ya'll!!!

i'm still sick!!! ahahahahaha!!!

2005-04-01T16:17:00.000+08:00

hello!!! i'm still kinda sick!!! ahahahahahaha!!! being sick is so complicated!!! nakakainis!!! masakit yung ulo, tapos yung ilong, yung buong mukha, ETC.!!! ahahahahahaha!!! ang hirap ng buhay!!! i hate being sick!!! anyway, kahapon sila chris, steffi, anna, inna and roselle went here in my house!!! hehehehehehe!!! saya!!! sigawan time!!! sorry, chris!!! we love you, don't worry!!! anyway, watch kami ng watch ng movie!!! as in!!! saya talaga!!! we watched dawn of the dead!!! napaka-brutal!!! as in!!! you can see the squirting blood!!! those kinds of movies yung weakness ko eh!!! anyway, we played cards, scrabble, etc!!! hehehehehehehe!!! ang dami!!! yun lang naman!!! hehehehehehe!!! basta saya!!! i thought we were gonna cry coz we had like lots of problems... but no!!! we kept laughing!!! hehehehehe!!! anyway, nung umalis na sila, bigla kong namiss si *toot*!!! as in!!! nakakainis!!! i should hate him coz he's such a jerk!!! ewan!!! i'm so pathetic!!! nandidiri ako sa sarili ko!!! ahahahahahaha!!! anyway, enough!!! i miss someone else that i shouldn't miss, too!!! wait!!! actually, i can miss him, but yeah!!! he's my friend, and no matter what i do, i can't think of any way to like him!!! as in, i don't have a crush on him!!! i don't know why!!! he's nice, funny, nice, nice, and funny!!! ahahahahaha!!! he's just so great, but then he's not my crush!!! i have no idea why!!! ahahahahaha!!! i really miss him!!! ahahahaha!!! ewan ko ba!!! love is so complicated!!! anyway, yeah... that's it!!! i love ya'll!!!

i'm in chris's house!!! (part 2)

2005-03-28T19:34:00.000+08:00

heheheheheh!!! i'm in chris's house again!!! hehehehehe!!! saya!!! super smash ulit!!! what was i thinking challenging chris don sa game na yon.. super talo ako!!! anyway, i went to roselle's house because yun lang pinaka-transpo ko...UMAGA!!! ahahahaha!!! mga 7:15am siguro!!! hehehehehe!!! tulog pa yung babaeng yun!!! hehehehe!!! napaka-istorbo ko!!! anyway, we watched the ring... as in yung pinakauna!!! it ain't that scary!!! it was morning eh!!! so yeah... hehehehe!!! so steffi picked us up (inna was there, too!!!)... nung nasa bahay kami ni chris, super gulo namin!!! as in!!! don sa room pa talaga niya!!! hehehehehe!!! laughtrip!!! hehehehe!!! anyway, biglang dumating sila nani and aleia!!! hehehehe!!! laughtrip!!! hehehehe!!! "pa-hug ako?!!!" hay nako!!! nakakinis!!! heheheheh!!! tapos,habang naglalaro ako ng super smash, super sumakit na yung ulo ko!!! pagkatapos non super super sakit na talaga ng ulo ko tapos we were in the middle of a billiard game!!! hehehehehe!!! tapos humiga lang muna ako don sa couch don while hugging this humonguous pillow!!! ang soft!!! super may sakit na ko non!!! hehehehe!!! si nani pa super kanta ng kanta ng "crazy for you"!!! hay nako!!! everyone was like saying how warm i was so i kinda panicked... hehehehehe!!! as in!!! super scary talaga!!! tapos si roselle went with me to chris's room to rest a little bit!!! hehehehehe!!! lab you bestpren!!! mahal na mahal kita!!! hehehehehe!!! after non, medyo sabog ko pa!!! i kept saying secret stuff that i shouldn't say!!! hehehehe!!! sorry guys, ganon ako pag may sakit!!! weird ba?!!! so anyway, inna was listening to my iPod tapos puro senti yung song!!! namiss ko tuloy si *toot*!!! kahit na jerk siya miss ko pa rin siya!!! hehehehehe!!! nakakinis!!! i hate you inna!!! oh yeah!!! inna is such a *****!!! as in!!! no one should know what those mean coz i love her!!! hehehehehe!!! so anyway, now, we're just jamming!!! saya mag-guitar ni francis!!! saya rin mag-drums ni chris!!! idol ko kayo!!! as in!!! so anyway, thanks for taking care of me!!! mahal ko kayo!!! i love ya'll!!!

yehey!!! pinayagan ako!!!

2005-03-27T20:17:00.000+08:00

hello!!! pinayagan ako pumunta sa bahay ng prend ko!!! yehey!!! wala nga lang akong transpo, so i kinda have to go somewhere early... i think i'm gonna go to roselle's house... hehehehehe!!! i lab you bestpren!!! i told her na naman eh!!! i'm so looking forward to it na!!! ahahahahaha!!! wala kasing magawa eh!!! tapos this week, we're gonna go to shangrila pa!!! yehey!!! saya!!! i ain't gonna be bored no more!!! yehey!!! somethin' to do!!! what can i do there anyway? well, take a long hot bath!!! hehehehehe!!! as in!!! sleep!!! hehehehehe!!! at least i'm not gonna eat at home nalang!!! hehehehe!!! oh yeah!!! sa may 9, my parents are going to the states!!! ahahahaha!!! bakit hindi ako kasama?!!! nakakainis!!! nandon sila for like 3 weeks!!! oh well... i'm destined to stay here forever!!! hay nako!!! anyway, pwede magkaron ng party sa bahay buong may!!! yehey!!! joke lang!!! if my parents are reading this, joke lang ah!!! i'm responsible naman eh!!! seryoso!!! anyway, yeah... i'm not thinking about *toot* anymore... as in wala talagang feelings!!! as in!!! blank!!! super wala!!! i don't know!!! i don't think i like him pa... it's just really weird!!! ang weird ng feelings namin!!! hehehehehe!!! pathetic ba?!!! ewan!!! bahala na!!! gusto kong mag-beach!!! as in!!! gusto ko talagang mag-beach (pero white sand... ;P)!!! gusto ko yung malinis... hehehehe!!! kakawatch ko lang kasi ng outback jack kanina eh!!! yehey!!! he picked natalie!!! hehehehehe!!! i love natalie!!! anyway, enough lesbo talk!!! i don't know what to wear tomorrow!!! ahahahahaha!!! hindi naman kailangan pumorma eh... close friends naman yung pupuntahan eh!!! but still!!! i wanna feel comfy!!! hehehehehe!!! oh yeah, recognition ng cousin ko (si von-bon) sa tuesday!!! sorry, i won't be able to go!!! i'm gonna be sshangrila nga eh... sorry!!! recognition lang naman eh!!! okay lang yan!!! alam ko namang marami kang award eh!!! lab yah!!! anyway, yeah... thatchit!!! oh yeah!!! inna, can you come?!!! punta ka!!! basta textan ah!!! sige na!!! i love ya'll!!! :P

congratulations graduates!!!

2005-03-23T21:22:00.000+08:00

hello!!! congrats graduates!!! goodluck in life!!! hehehehehe!!! no pressure!!! :D i love you all!!! well, what happened today?... nothing much... we went to town... it was actually fun!!! it's better than eating alone, anyway!!! hehehehe!!! anyway, yeah... nothing much happened today... we just shopped... (oops!!! it's holy week nga pala!!!) my mom actually bought me 2 pairs of shoes!!! woosh!!! that's a miracle!!! well, i don't make pabili naman all the time eh... she offered naman kanina eh... anyway, yeah... i can't wait to wear them na!!! hehehehehe!!! i just watched american idol... hehehehe!!! they were so good!!! as in yung mga voices nila parang tumatawag ng mga santo santo!!! ang galing!!! favorite ko si anwar, constantine, carrie and jessica!!! ahahahahaha!!! i wish i had carrie's voice!!! she reminds me of kelly clarkson!!! hehehehe!!! it's between anwar and her lang naman eh!!! hehehehehe!!! anyway, yeah... this day was pretty interesting... i ate somethin' new today... hehehehe!!! it was vegetable!!! i actually liked something vegetable-connected!!! hehehehe!!! anyway, yeah, thatchit!!! nothing to do!!!ü i love ya'll!!!

stay away from chocolate drinks pag summer!!!

2005-03-22T19:22:00.000+08:00

hello!!! yup, people, stay away from chocolate drinks!!! nakaka-addict!!! (except if you don't like chocolate, duh!!!) well, i'm chatting with nani, right now, at mga walang kwenta ang pinag-uusapan namin... ah sus!!! love kita don't worry!!! You love someone and then it fades... -philosopher nani!!! heeheheheh!!! malalim ka rin pala eh!!! eto pa isa from his collection of quotes: Loving is like losing to a war that you have no reason to fight at all... aba naman!!! hindi ko to masyadong gets, but yeah, okay!!! hehehehehe!!! napaka-poetic pala nitong guy na to eh!!! girls, watch out!!! nani might make you guys bola nalang!!! (napaka-konyo ng sentence na to ah!!!) anyway, enough about nani!!! sana magkkclassmate nga yung lahat ng music people!!! ahahahaha!!! para masaya!!! hehehehehehe!!! :D!!! yung mga free time nagjjam lang sa likod ng classroom!!! saya!!! hehehehehe!!! anyway, yeah... since super bored ako kanina, natulog nalang ako as usual!!! hehehehehe!!! sorry kung you guys needed me... i was sleeping!!! hehehehehe!!! mahal ko kayo!!! anyway, pag wala kong magawa, i just:

sing
watch tv
eat
sleep
read
annoy my sister
eat
write poems
write quotes
treadmill
write stories
EAT
DRINK forbidden drinks
EAT once again!!!

yup!!! that's how my life goes!!! anyway, thatchit!!! i love ya'll!!!

sad faces... :(

2005-03-21T20:53:00.000+08:00

hello!!! hehehehehe!!! as usual!!! nothing to do na naman!!! hay nako!!! kainis talaga!!! kain lang ako ng kain!!! miss ko na agad yung class!!! :(!!! anyway, (hehehehehehe!!!) someone is inviting us to go to his house... payagan sana ko!!! alam mo naman erpats natin!!! hay nako!!! goodluck nalang sa kin!!! :( anyway, gumawa talaga ako ng tv guide kanina... as in sa etc and star world... (palang!!!) gusto kong kumpletuhin lahat!!! hehehehehe!!! anyway, i wanna go out!!! as in play sports or watch movies in someone's house or sa town!!! :( i'm so lonely!!! i miss my friends!!! ahahahahahahahahahahaha!!! i miss you guys!!! miss ko na yung fl periods!!! saya!!! german!!! miss ko na si sir v!!! miss ko na si miss rogador!!! miss ko na si miss paclarin!!! ahahahahahahahaha!!! miss ko na yung school!!! i'll do anything to go to school na!!! ahahahahahaha!!! ang weird kaya!!! pag nasa school, ayaw pumasok... pag walang pasok, gustong pumasok!!! napaka-weird!!! anyway, miss ko na kayong lahat!!! for some reasons, i don't miss *toot*!!! can you believe it? unang araw palang na walang pasok super miss ko na siya, tapos ngayon i don't feel anything... hehehehehehe!!! MANHID!!! wala kasi siyang ginagawa eh!!! plans for the future: be a housewife and have only 2 kids!!! ang hirap manganak noh!!! yeah, yun lang naman!!! hehehehhe!!! yes peepz, pariwara ang buhay ko!!! :(!!! hay nako!!! nakakainis talaga!!! i feel so crappy!!! life is so annoying!!! life is like a bus with a crazy driver... he will make you believe he's turning right, but then he goes left!!! hay nako!!! weird ba?!! that is my philisophy in life!!! life is so unpredictable!!! you always think nothing's gonna go wrong, but there goes wrong-ness passing your way!!! hay nako!!! oo nga pala!!! talo si pacquiao!!! badtrip!!! meron akong issue na alam about that match, but i don't wanna talk about it here that much!!! hehehehehehe!!! anyway, back to life... life just sucks right now!!! it's so lonely!!! or i'm just bored!!! hehehehe!!! anyway, can't wait till next week!!! i wanna learn how to play the guitar!!! (nice shift of topic!!!) as in!!! my mom knows how!!! that is just weird!!! hay nako!!! gusto kong matutong mag-play ng kahit isang instrument!!! ahahahahahah!!! i just noticed my hair sucks!!! it's so plain!!! anyway, yeah... that's it!!! i miss you guys!!! i love ya'll!!!

ahhh... sunday!!!

2005-03-20T22:17:00.000+08:00

hello!!! hehehehehe!!! nothing to do na naman!!! pero mas bored ako nung thursday, friday and saturday kesa ngayon... we went to church a while ago!!! nakita namin sila mrs. dacanay and her kids... hehehehehe!!! si clemence pa parang, "uy, si csiy!" tama bang tawagin akong csiy in front of my erpats?!! hehehehehehe!!! okay lang yan!!! anyway, yun lang naman... walang magawa!!! i'm watching star in a million!!! :P hehehehehe!!! yung ibang singers galing... yung iba naman super scary yung voice (i'm not sure kung compliment yun or hindi...)... yung iba naman pumupiyok... ok lang yan... ganyan talaga... hehehehe!!! inadvican daw talaga!!! wala talagang magawa eh!!! as in!!! anyway, wala na kong masulat ditong may kwenta... hehehehehe!!! i love ya'll!!!

katibayan ng kaguluhan ng s-a!!!

2005-03-19T23:26:00.000+08:00

chick magnets!!! hehehehehe!!! asa pa kayo!!! tingnan niyo yang mga itsura niyo!!!ü

kaguluhan ng guys sa class!!!

ayan na naman yang dalawang gwapong guys!!!

bonding ulit ng class!!!ü

last regular class day!!! gwapo mo gustin!!!

i don't miss him that much until now...

2005-03-19T22:30:00.000+08:00

hello!!! kaninang umaga super hindi ko na talaga siya miss!!! as in!!! pero ngayon, malay!!! miss ko na siya ulit!!! napakalabo!!! siguro asar na kayo kasi palagi nalang siya yung pinag-uusapan ko dito... hehehehehe!!! fine!!! gagawa nalang ako ng list na gusto kong ma-accomplish ngayong ssummer...

finish the book that i'm reading... (dating game by danielle steel)
medyo pumayat ng konti para sa prom
finish noli (urgh!!!)
learn how to play the guitar (mas maganda kung electric)
stop surfing the net 3 hours everyday
improve my singing skills coz i kinda suck
learn a sport (i'm thinking of billiards... hehehehehe!!! ang laki ng tulong nito sa weight loss!!!)
go to roselle's house everyday to walk (sana payagan ako ng erpats ko!!!)
learn how to drive
maging tan ng konti (ayoko naman ng sunog!!!)
pumunta sa beach with best buds!!!

well, yun lang naman ang goals ko sa buhay ngayon!!! anyway, yun lang... hehehehehe!!! i love ya'll!!!

WALANG MAGAWA!!!

2005-03-18T14:58:00.000+08:00

i'm so fuckin' bored!!! nakakainis!!! walang magawa!!! urgh!!! anyway, yeah... hindi ko na masyadong namimiss yung si *toot*... hehehehehehehe!!! alam niyo bang marami nang may alam kung sino si *toot*... as in yung buong barkada ko dati (some of thme lang naman) and ngayon!!! grabe!!! tapos siya hindi niya pa yata alam... but i think he knows na rin... okay lang naman if ever he knows eh!!! (this doesn't mean na pwedeng sabihin nung mga may alam about this sa kanya ah!!! jojombagin ko kayo!!!) bait naman kasi siya eh!!! lab ko yun eh!!! anyway, enough about him... mamimiss ko talaga yung class namin!!! grabe!!! miss ko na nga yung class now eh!!! okay lang yan!!! next year naman music class kami eh!!! SANA!!! i have this feeling kasi na something's gonna go wrong pagdating sa mga sections!!! ganon naman palagi eh!!! lesson learned: don't expect anything!!! anyway, yun lang... wala talagang magawa!!! sira pa yung cable dahil umuulan!!! i'll finish noli nalang!!! bye!!! i love ya'll!!! :P

akala ko ba sira ka?!!!

2005-03-17T19:59:00.000+08:00

hello!!! akala ko sira yung pc ko!!! hindi pala!!! pero i have a feeling susumpungin siya mamaya kaya kailangan kong mag-speed type ngayon!!! super miss ko na si *toot*!!! grabe!!! nakakaiyak na kaya!!! anyway, super bored na talaga ko!!! grabe!!! walang magawa!!! my friends and i are like planning to play badminton somewhere whenever... it's a mystery... we'll never know!!! anyway, super sad ko talaga kanina kasi super senti songs yung mga nagpplay tapos miss na miss ko na talaga siya!!! nakakainis talaga!!! i'm not gonna see him in 2 months!!! hindi naman!!! magkikita pa kami SIGURO!!! SANA!!! miss ko na talaga siya!!! anyway, i'm reading a book, but i kinda left it in my friend's house so yeah... it's called dating game by danielle steel... saya niya!!! i recommend you guys to read it!!! you might think it's boring sa start pero lahat naman ng book ganon eh!!! anyway, kahapon, meron kaming interaction ni *toot* pero i didn't like it that much... as in hindi man lang kami nag-goodbyan!!! nakakainis!!! anyway, ayoko nang masira ang araw ko!!! bye nalang!!! i love ya'll!!!

i'm in chris's house!!!

2005-03-16T16:18:00.000+08:00

hello!!! i'm in chris's house!!! saya!!! mansion yung bahay niya!!! buong school mabibili nitong guy na to!!! NAPAKALAKI ng bahay niya!!! anyway, may sira yung pc ko sa bahay!!! nakakainis!!! it's a sign na hindi dapat ako mag-internet buong summer!!! anyway, super kaasar kasi yung friends ko magssleep over sa isang bahay mamaya!!! hay nako!!! hindi ako pinayagan!!! nakakainis talaga!!! prameese!!! anyway, last day na ngayon!!! i'm gonna miss my classmates!!! as in!!! *cry!!!* si sir v kaya may last words kanina!!! sabi niya parang we know that lahat ng teachers hate us pero hindi namin alam they love us so much!!! nakakaiyak kaya!!! anyway, yun lang naman!!! saya dito sa bahay ni chris!!! we were playing super smash and i freakishly won against francis and tano!!! hehehehehehehe!!! rubbing it in ba?!!! hehehehehehehehe!!! asteeg!!! anyway, inna's trying to play the guitar, but she sucks!!! heheheheheh!!! she was sick!!! freaky!!! mamamatay na siya mamaya!!! anyway, gotta go, and play with chris's dog!!! i love ya'll!!!

done studying!!! nothing to do!!!

2005-03-14T22:14:00.000+08:00

hello!!! i'm done studying for chemistry... it's purrty easy naman eh... it's okay... puro calculations lang naman eh... anyway, if you guys need help in algebra, i'm here lang... i'm exempted kasi eh... i don't wanna take it anymore kahit medyo low siya... natatamad ako eh!!! anyway, i just found out kani-kanina lang na my pakialam pala sa kin yung crush ko... as in may care siya sa kin... pag-sad daw ako, nagpapanic siya... sweet naman!!! kakilig pero i'm not sure pa how i feel about him... labo pa rin namin eh!!! as in parang nasa baguio kami with all the fogs and shits... i feel like shit whenever we're malabo!!! tapos kanina wala pa kaming interaction!!! hay nako!!! ewan!!! i don't wanna talk about him anymore!!! i miss my philadelphia peepz!!! yung mga hindi alam kung ano yung philadelphia, dating school ko to!!! super rebel ko nga don eh!!! ngayon lang ako bumait!!! sa tlc!!! bait kasi ng mga classmates ko sa tlc eh!!! mabait din naman sa phila pero not as good... anyway, wala naman masyadong mapag-usapan eh... nabalitaan ko lang na buong year daw next year, LCLE!!! ayoko!!! nakakainis kaya!!! walang mangyayari sa college namin nito!!! okay lang naman yun kung 1 to 2 weeks lang, pero 1 whole year!!! ibang usapan na yun!!! anyway, hindi pa naman sure yon eh!!! anyway, yun lang naman... goodluck sa mga magttake ng test (including me!!!)!!! i love ya'll!!!

endorsing my chatterbox...

2005-03-14T15:48:00.000+08:00

guys!!! feel free to comment on my site don sa chatterbox ko... kahit sino man kayo okay lang!!! anyway, yeah... that's it!!! gotta study for chemistry!!! i love ya'll!!!

endorsing my new blogspot...

2005-03-13T23:37:00.000+08:00

hello!!! i have a new blogspot... http://celine1989-sensitiveside.blogspot.com... this will not replace this blogpost though... that will just show the people that i'm also sensitive (in a way)... anyway, i'm done studying for filipino... it's fun coz it's just stories and yeah... you just have to memorize the details... anyway, there's nothing to do!!! i just miss my crush... i'm always like this naman eh!!! i always miss him whenever weekend, tapos pag-friday na, kinasusuklaman ko na siya... labo noh? anyway, i still have to take one more exam and that's it!!! the school year 2004-05 will eventually end!!! i'm so gonna miss my classmates!!! anyway, enough about them, i've been talking about them since last week pa yata... wala naman kasing nangyari ngayong araw na to... i just hope i pass sa filipino and chem... oh yeah!!! sana payagan ako don sa sleep over don sa friend ko... para masaya!!! kumpleto na kami eh... anyway, yun lang... goodluck nalang sa mga exam takers!!! i love ya'll!!!

walang magawa kahit maraming exams!!!

2005-03-13T13:33:00.000+08:00

hello!!! wala kong magawa!!! as in i'm not reviewing for filipino and chem... i have to finish reading dekada though... jason dies!!! wala lang!!! it's sad!!! anyway, enough about school... i just went to my tita's house today coz b-day niya!!! happy birthday tita sally!!! it was fun... karaoke lang kami ng karaoke eh!!! as in!!! anyway, yun lang naman yung nangyari ngayong araw na to... oh yeah, dapat itututor ko sila steph and miggy sa trig pero hindi natuloy coz of some stuff... ok lang yan!!! dali lang naman trig eh!!! kaya niyo yan!!! i ain't that good in trig naman eh!!! anyway, enough about school nga pala!!! yung crush ko baka hindi ko na maging close masyado... tapos na yung year eh... baka super hindi na kami mag-usapan next year!!! i would want the next school year to be really perfect talaga!!! but i guess nothing's perfect!!! hay buhay!!! anyway, gotta go finish reading dekada for the exam on monday!!! i love ya'll!!! :P

exams!!! (and my crush...)

2005-03-12T14:20:00.000+08:00

hello!!! i just took cl and ap kanina!!! okay lang yung cl... pero ap!!! pamatay!!! i forgot who invented the airplane!!! urgh!!! anyway, i just need to study for filipino and chemistry... saya!!! i'm exempted na kasi eh!!! if you guys need help in trigonometry, i'm here lang... text or call me nalang... anyway, super saya ng day na to until dismissal... i'm not gonna see some of our classmates na!!! ahahahahah!!! i'm gonna miss them!!! i love our class so much!!! as in!!! people say that we're like the worst section, but we're not!!! astig nga ng section namin eh!!! I'M GONNA MISS YOU GUYS!!! anyway, i feel weird... obviously, i'm gonna talk about my crush again... he's just so weird!!! not like loser weird, but just plain labo!!! as in!!! do you get that confusion na parang you like this imperfect guy, tapos nandyan lang yung perfect mong guy friend, tapos hindi mo siya crush? as in parang pinipilit mo siyang i-like pero ayaw talaga... ewan!!! life is so confusing... it's a mystery... anyway, medyo inspired lang ako sa lecture ni miss rogador kanina... sabi niya kasi, when you love someone, dapat yung attitude niya mahalin mo rin... as in pati yung mga bad habits niya rin dapat love mo... that just proves that i don't love my crush yet... it's just getting there... i still don't love his flaws... hehehehehehehe!!! oh yeah, i can say that i love him, but i'm not in love with him... gets? different kasi yung dalawang yun eh!!! ayoko nang mag-elaborate kasi complicated siya... anyway, enough about him!!! medyo kaiyak yung dismissal kanina kasi we kept taking pics of ourselves!!! saya ng mga pics!!! i want to get some of them!!! anyway, that's it... again, you guys, if you need help in trig, i'm here... love yall!!! :)

PROJECTS!!!

2005-03-10T16:32:00.000+08:00

hello!!! ang daming projects!!! as in!!! isang katutak!!! napakadami talaga!!! nakakainis talaga!!! sabay-sabay talaga eh!!! everyday may due na project... as a result super lapad na eye bags!!! wala na talagang tulugan!!! nakakainis talaga!!! sana lang mag-usap yung mga teachers tapos i-organize nila yung mga due dates ng mga binibigay nilang projects!!! nakakainis!!! i have nothing against the teachers ah, yung due dates lang talaga dapat i-organize!!! anyway, ang pinakamasaya lang na nangyari ngayon is yung nag-cook kami sa bahay ni david!!! laughtrip!!! flour fight with roselle in david's kitchen!!! miguel munnariz was there to help, too... galing kasi magluto eh!!! pa-cool pa siya mag-fire ng kalan!!! hehehehehehehe!!! laughtrip talaga!!! i love you miguel !!! anyway, nung filipino time, medyo bummed ako kasi kinuwento na ni miss lahat... as in... i wanted to be surprised about the ending of noli me tangere and dekada '70!!! well, since i know about the ending, i'll tell you na rin!!! sa noli, hindi magkakatuluyan sina crisostomo and maria clara!!! nagmadre si maria clara!!! si elias (basta makikilala niyo siya sa later chapters...) naman mamamatay din para masaya ang life ni crisostomo!!! oh yeah, yung totoong tatay ni maria clara ay si padre damaso!!! hehehehehe!!! SPOILER ba!!! sa dekada '70 naman, mamamatay si jason dahil sinaksak siya!!! yun lang yung pinakamalaking spoiler don eh!!! anyway, enough about filipino!!! I'M EXEMPTED IN TRIGONOMETRY!!! hehehehehehe!!! saya!!! pero bumaba ng 5 points yung class standing ko... 90-95-90!!! nakakainis!!! yung average ko yata 91!!! nakakainis!!! ang laki ng binaba!!! anyway, i'm just glad i'm exempted!!! if you guys need help in trig, i'm here lang... anyway, yun lang ang mga pangyayari ngayon!!! walang masyadong nangyari!!! roselle is currently doing our THE thing... i'm kinda helping her coz super yeah... anyway, meron isang tao na nakakainis!!! si ****!!! nakakainis talaga!!! nag-uusap lang kami ni david tapos sasabihan niya ko ng shut up!!! sapakin ko mukha non eh!!! napaka-PMS niya today!!! as in meron siya talaga!!! gusto mo ng napkin?!!! nakakainis!!! i'm trying to understand his emotions crap, but it just doesn't fit!!! he changed a lot!!! as in!!! nakakainis talaga siya!!! ang sarap niya sipain sa mukha!!! feeling pa siyang gumagawa ng mga craps!!! whatever!!! you didn't do anything you f--king s--t!!! i hate him talaga!!! ANYWAY, i just wanna endorse my bestpren, roselle!!! she's always doing the projects kasi eh!!! as in!!! palagi nalang siya!!! ewan ko kung nahihiya siyang mag-assign ng tasks or gusto niya lang talagang gawin lahat!!! basta, super galing nitong magsolo!!! don't take advantage of her though!!! sasapakin kayo niyan!!! VIOLENT yan eh!!! hehehehehehehe!!! anyway, yung crush ko walang kwenta ngayong araw na to!!! prameese!!! wala talaga!!! may mga kilig-y moments, but wala pa ring kwenta!!! anyway, gotta go, and do stuff... love ya'll!!! DAMING PROJECTS!!! :(

lunes...

2005-03-08T14:19:00.000+08:00

hello!!! it's lunes today!!! we had computer a while ago!!! i was gonna write, but i felt kinda guilty coz everyone was busy doing their own thingy's... anyway, we have to do this thing in algebra... when is it due again? oh, friday!!! yey!!! maraming time... anyway, nung computer time, nagalit si miggy kasi sabi ko i hate him... pero i lab him naman eh... anyway, nung lunch, nag-practice kami nung song na kakantahin namin (inna, dani, roselle, me, david, and miggy) tomorrow... astig siya!!! medyo naaasar na yung nagtuturo (he must not be named for his own privacy) kasi yung isang member namin (itago nalang natin sa pangalang maria carmina felix bautista) eh super kulit!!! tapos hindi pa niya masyadong ma-gets... that part was not her fault though... anyway, that's it... we didn't eat hanggang dismissal!!! i actually lasted!!! nung nasa canteen kami aldo was with us!!! LAUGHTRIP!!! as in!!! ang kalog ni aldo!!! anyway, yun lang... lumamon kami do'n... pagkatapos no'n pumunta me sa bahay ni roselle to do our english project... yung interview... grabe!!! tawa kami nang tawa!!! as in!!! it took us like an hour to actually start the recording seriously!!! hehehehehehe!!! laughtrip talaga!!! ano pa bang nangyari ngayong day na to?!! well, yung cl long test... okay lang... MEDYO confident ako!!! medyo lang!!! nakakainis!!! lahat ng inaaral sa cl hindi lalabas sa test... hay nako!!! ewan!!! oo nga pala!!! yung trig make-up test kanina!!! 1/3 squared is not 1/6!!! 1/9 pare!!! nakakainis!!! super baba na ng grade ko sa trig!!! can you believe?!!! trig!!! that's like my pinaka-fave subject sa buong highschool!!! ANYWAY, ang bestfriend kong si inna ay may site na... pero sabog pa daw... as in... she wants me to join pero baka hassle... i'll try pa rin... we didn't meet our friends today!!! sila steffi... ahahahah!!! i miss you guys!!! prameese!!! saya!!! i kinda wanna talk about LCLE... loser ba?!!! kasi super wala sa timing eh... before the exam pa talaga eh!!! along with the long tests and review days... ang dami pang projects about that!!! super out of the topic naman... from my point of view, it's pointless because it's way better if we stick to the real curriculum of the school... i know they're like trying to make school be fun, but it's just not working... anyway, enough about LCLE... i wanna edit my whole blog... as in yung buong thing... i'll try to do that... i'll post some pics din... sige, i'll go na... love ya'll!!! :)

2005-03-07T22:36:00.000+08:00

gio, aldo, sims and enz!!! mga crush ng bayan sa class (WHATEVER!!!)!!!

wala nang tulugan!!!

2005-03-07T14:17:00.000+08:00

hello!!! i'm sorta finished doing my school works... ang dami!!! wahhahahah!!! i'm just researching for chem... we have to make a portfolio kasi eh... medyo hassle kasi sinabi lang nung friday tapos due na sa wedenesday... aahahahahahahah!!! it's so annoying... ang daming gagawin!!! i'm just really stressed!!! as in!!! mukha na kong bakulaw!!! oh yeah, i apologize do'n sa mga sinusupladahan ko... sorry peepz!!! super stressed out lang talaga ako!!! SORRY!!! anyway, super sad ako whenever i think about vacation... i know it's like supposed to be happy and yeah, but yeah!!! mamimiss ko yung class!!! syempre hindi naman kami ulit yung magkakaclassmate eh!!! nakakainis talaga!!! kahit na super gulo nung class namin may kwenta pa rin kami noh!!! i love our class so much!!! prameese!!! anyway, sorry do'n sa previous blog ko!!! super pissed off lang ako nung araw na yon!!! anyway, enough apologizing!!! kanina i woke up at like 9:45am and sabi ng dad ko magchchurch ng 10:30am!!! it takes me like an hour to take a bath pa naman, and it takes like 10 minutes to get to our church... so, yeah... wala namang masyadong nangyari... i just figured out how to put a music thingy in my blog!!! hehehehehehehe!!! i don't like it though kasi meron paring windows media player thingy eh... basta!!! anyway, i finished our script in english... yung interview thing... saya!!! okay lang... sana maexcempt ako sa algeb, trig and english!!! prameese!!! i'm so frickin' nervious!!! anyway, back to the vacation crisis thing... yeah... mamimiss ko talaga yung class!!! as in!!! sana meron kaming class outing!!! hehehehehehe!!! wa kwarta!!! super saya kaya ng class namin!!! since super lapit na mag-end yung year, ang masasabi ko lang sa mga freshmen ngayon ay get ready for total domination!!! prameese!!! forget about beauty sleeps!!! master showman na to!!! walang tulugan!!! ang daming gagawin!!! PERO, masaya pa rin!!! okay siya!!! goodluck nalang sa inyo!!! anyway, i kinda wanna talk about my crush again!!! hehehehehehe!!! deal with it peepz!!! miss ko lang siya!!! bakit ba?!! ganito kaya ako!!! every friday, i hate him, tapos every sunday, i miss him!!! labo pare!!! prameese!!! ayokong magsabi ng details about him kasi magiging super obvious eh!!! hehehehehe!!! walang clues dapat!!! eto yung mga qualities na gusto ko in a guy (this doesn't mean ganito yung crush ko ah... parang dream boy ko lang to...):

super bait (duh!!! alangan naman yung binubugbog na ko!!!)
sweet (pero ayoko pag nakakasuka na!!!)
palagi akong hinahug (as in hug ha!!!)
someone who understands my wackyness :P
someone na palaging najejealous pag may kausap akong guy
papatay ng tao for me
marunong mag-play ng instrument (basta musician!!!)
makes me laugh
appreciates silence
marunong kumindat ;P
parati akong pinapa-blush (how? figure it out!!! :P)
mahaba yung hair (hindi naman yung pang-girl!!! gusto ko lang may buhok... *i've nothing against bald peepz...)
taller than me
someone who will accept me for me (can't somebody love me for me? -tita kris aquino :P)
someone who listens to me
someone who's caring and romantic

yun lang!!! well, gotta go na!!! i have to finish my research!!! i love ya'll!!! :)

2005-03-06T22:37:00.000+08:00

i'm gonna miss you guys!!! i love ya'll!!! :):):)

blurry blog!!! beware!!! baka wala kayong makita!!!

2005-03-06T15:42:00.001+08:00

hello peepz... i'm just so pissed off today... wala lang... yung crush ko kasi eh!!! walang pakialam kung ano yung mga feelings ko eh!!! walang kwenta diba!!! palagi nalang niya kong pinapaselos!!! ewan!!! napakalabo niya!!! pag nakilala niyo siya, prameese!!! okay siya sa ibang tao pero pagdating sa kin parang super alanganin siya... lantakang labo talaga!!! as in it's so blurry... you won't be able to see anything... that's how i feel right now!!! i'm that pissed off!!! sarap niyang sapakin!!! tapos may isa pang singit na hindi ko alam kung like ko ba talaga o friend lang talaga... as in i'm so confused and i so frickin' need help!!! as in!!! i'm so frickin' pissed off!!! oh yeah, yung isang "friend" ko na to is super bait and caring kaya i'm just really confused kung like ko siya or not!!! ewan!!! yung totoong crush ko kasi dapat talagang mahaba yung pasensya mo kasi kung hindi mapipikon ka talaga sa kanya... pero he's not that bad naman... may kwenta naman siya... hello! i wouldn't like him if he's walang cost!!! mabait naman siya and nakaka-impress yung mga kaya niyang gawin... hehehehehe!!! mahirap bang hulaan... okay lang yan... malalaman niyo rin kung sino siya... basta he's just average for a guy... he's just really special to me kahit ganon siya... i'm not sure kung i love him... i don't think so... marami kasing levels yung crush or admire-ment (is that a real word? hehehehhe!!! leave it alone!!!)... pwedeng love... love kasi super heavy ng word... for me kasi if you love someone parang dapat pakasalan mo na eh... (para sa kin lang to, relax!!!) pero yung feelings ko yata dito sa crush kong to eh infatuation lang... well, it's not lang, but you know... it's not love either... ang labo talaga namin prameese!!! sometimes super saya, tapos minsan super okay lang, tapos minsan naman sarap niyang sapakin!!! labo no!!! how blurry!!! badtrip kaya!!! anyway, wag na kayong umasa na malalaman niyo kung sino yung mga taong pinag-sususulat ko dito!!! tanong niyo nalang sa kin sa personal... obviously, hindi ko pa rin sasabihin!!! heheheheheheh!!! okay lang yan... like you guys care!!! anyway, balik do'n sa love part, i'm not sure talaga pero maraming signs na nagsasabing love ko nga siya pero i really don't think so... baka naman high lang talaga yung standards ko pagdating sa word na yon!!! ANYWAY, change the topic!!! ang dami kong dapat gawin!!! as in isang katutak!!! okay lang yan!!! kaya ko yan!!! anyway, super bummed lang talaga ko pero medyo okay na ko... let's talk about the other singit guy na hindi ko alam kung crush ko siya or friends lang talaga... well, i know i love him as a friend, but i also KNOW (as in) that i don't love him as a "you know"... but i don't know if i have a crush on him or not... napakalabo!!! he's so frickin' nice kasi eh!!! he has to mess up para hindi na ko nakoconfuse pero malabo mangyari yon eh!!! super bait niya talaga eh!!! napakacaring pa!!! as in!!! if he's reading this, he can probably guess that it's him, but i don't care!!! kapal ng mukha mo noh!!! anyway, gotta go na... just always remember na it's normal to feel like a weirdo in highschool... as in normal lang siya... you might think that you're the only one who feels that way pero the truth is, every single high-schooler feels that way!!! prameese!!! if you think no one loves you, i'm always here to do it for you (this sounds gross, but you know what i mean!!!)... i love ya'll!!! :):):) *nananawagan lang ako sa mga teachers ng sophomore na hinay-hinay lang magbigay ng projects... napakadami eh... i know it's part of the curriculum and yeah, but you know... hinay-hinay lang po... don't take this as a bad thing... i'm just requesting... i still love ya'll!!! :):):)

2005-03-06T00:06:00.000+08:00

aba!!! nag-pose pa!!! -requested by inna!!! i love yah inna!!! :):):) inaalay ko to sayo!!!

2005-03-06T00:04:00.000+08:00

laughtrip sa loob ng freezer ng contis!!! hehehehehe!!! :):):)

hey!!!

2005-03-05T01:44:00.000+08:00

hello!!! i'm watching passion of christ with my bestprens right now... we're crying!!! anyway, a while ago we were watching the notebook... i kinda didn't like it!!! hehehehehehe... i love the guy though!!! he's so cute!!! anyway, i was expecting kasi too much!!! anyway, i wanna talk about my other bestpren!!! ang badtrip kaya!!! "nagcheat" daw siya!!! ang ayos-ayos nung estudyante eh!!! sa ip pa siya lang yung gumagawa!!! nakakainis!!! stop taking advantage of her!!! sasapakin ko talaga kayo!!! anyway, super hyper ko today... i don't know why... hehehehehehe!!! i'm kinda worried kasi we have like a lot to do!!! as in!!! we have a long test pa in cl on monday!!! hassle!!! i'm so frickin' pissed now!!! i ain't hyper no more!!! anyway, nothing special happened today... just the normal shits... i'm so fuckin' worried!!! anyway, i don't wanna talk about that anymore... "if you can't hear the truth, no one can tell you..." wala lang... got it from passion of christ... we're watching it kasi eh... sorry!!! anyway, about my crush? nothing happened!!! walang kwenta!!! he didn't do anything today!!! he should!!! ewan!!! ang labo kaya namin!!! prameese!!! minsan, hugging terms!!! minsan naman, asaran terms!!! ewan!!! lantakan ng labo!!! ANYWAY, change the subject!!! wala akong magawa ngayon, and the part where the evil people are hurting Jesus in passion of christ is coming so time to cry!!! wahahahahahahahaha!!! nakakaawa!!! anyway, gotta go na... love ya'll!!! muah!!! :)

my first entry!!!

2005-03-04T14:53:00.000+08:00

hello!!! i'm done doing my filipino homework!!! yehey!!! anyway, nothing happened today!!! it was purrty boring!!! my bestpren roselle is the best choraler so yung mga naiinggit dyan, go away from her!!! leave her alone!!! expecially *******!!! leave her alone already!!! it's not her fault she's good in chorale!!! my gulay!!! anyway, enough about *******... as i was saying, super boring yung day... we had p.e. lang... thatchit!!! anyway, bye na!!! i'll write again maybe tomorrow since my bestprens are coming to my house!!! hehehehehe!!! we're gonna watch a movie together!!! iyakan na to!!! anyway, love ya'll!!!