blurry blog!!! beware!!! baka wala kayong makita!!!

hello peepz... i'm just so pissed off today... wala lang... yung crush ko kasi eh!!! walang pakialam kung ano yung mga feelings ko eh!!! walang kwenta diba!!! palagi nalang niya kong pinapaselos!!! ewan!!! napakalabo niya!!! pag nakilala niyo siya, prameese!!! okay siya sa ibang tao pero pagdating sa kin parang super alanganin siya... lantakang labo talaga!!! as in it's so blurry... you won't be able to see anything... that's how i feel right now!!! i'm that pissed off!!! sarap niyang sapakin!!! tapos may isa pang singit na hindi ko alam kung like ko ba talaga o friend lang talaga... as in i'm so confused and i so frickin' need help!!! as in!!! i'm so frickin' pissed off!!! oh yeah, yung isang "friend" ko na to is super bait and caring kaya i'm just really confused kung like ko siya or not!!! ewan!!! yung totoong crush ko kasi dapat talagang mahaba yung pasensya mo kasi kung hindi mapipikon ka talaga sa kanya... pero he's not that bad naman... may kwenta naman siya... hello! i wouldn't like him if he's walang cost!!! mabait naman siya and nakaka-impress yung mga kaya niyang gawin... hehehehehe!!! mahirap bang hulaan... okay lang yan... malalaman niyo rin kung sino siya... basta he's just average for a guy... he's just really special to me kahit ganon siya... i'm not sure kung i love him... i don't think so... marami kasing levels yung crush or admire-ment (is that a real word? hehehehhe!!! leave it alone!!!)... pwedeng love... love kasi super heavy ng word... for me kasi if you love someone parang dapat pakasalan mo na eh... (para sa kin lang to, relax!!!) pero yung feelings ko yata dito sa crush kong to eh infatuation lang... well, it's not lang, but you know... it's not love either... ang labo talaga namin prameese!!! sometimes super saya, tapos minsan super okay lang, tapos minsan naman sarap niyang sapakin!!! labo no!!! how blurry!!! badtrip kaya!!! anyway, wag na kayong umasa na malalaman niyo kung sino yung mga taong pinag-sususulat ko dito!!! tanong niyo nalang sa kin sa personal... obviously, hindi ko pa rin sasabihin!!! heheheheheheh!!! okay lang yan... like you guys care!!! anyway, balik do'n sa love part, i'm not sure talaga pero maraming signs na nagsasabing love ko nga siya pero i really don't think so... baka naman high lang talaga yung standards ko pagdating sa word na yon!!! ANYWAY, change the topic!!! ang dami kong dapat gawin!!! as in isang katutak!!! okay lang yan!!! kaya ko yan!!! anyway, super bummed lang talaga ko pero medyo okay na ko... let's talk about the other singit guy na hindi ko alam kung crush ko siya or friends lang talaga... well, i know i love him as a friend, but i also KNOW (as in) that i don't love him as a "you know"... but i don't know if i have a crush on him or not... napakalabo!!! he's so frickin' nice kasi eh!!! he has to mess up para hindi na ko nakoconfuse pero malabo mangyari yon eh!!! super bait niya talaga eh!!! napakacaring pa!!! as in!!! if he's reading this, he can probably guess that it's him, but i don't care!!! kapal ng mukha mo noh!!! anyway, gotta go na... just always remember na it's normal to feel like a weirdo in highschool... as in normal lang siya... you might think that you're the only one who feels that way pero the truth is, every single high-schooler feels that way!!! prameese!!! if you think no one loves you, i'm always here to do it for you (this sounds gross, but you know what i mean!!!)... i love ya'll!!! :):):) *nananawagan lang ako sa mga teachers ng sophomore na hinay-hinay lang magbigay ng projects... napakadami eh... i know it's part of the curriculum and yeah, but you know... hinay-hinay lang po... don't take this as a bad thing... i'm just requesting... i still love ya'll!!! :):):)