PhiLoPhObiA - FeAr Of LoVe...

this blog is still alive after all these years!

Saturday, April 29, 2006

http://csiypoito-16.livejournal.com

meron na kong lj!!! so ya!!! i won't be updating this anymore... i think... :D basta, don niyo nalang i-visit yung mga whatevers... :D thanks!!! :D http://csiypoito-16.livejournal.com :D

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

summer to-do list...

  • summer job (dad and mom's and tutorial)
  • lose weight *crosses fingers*
  • hang out with friends once a week (let's do this guys!!!)
  • join a summer class (tipong guitar lessons or something...)
  • create a nice livejournal (comment kayo ah!!! :D)
  • ayusin ang multiply... (yung names and stuff...)
  • review for the college entrance exams (=s)
  • finish 2 books ("love in the time of cholera" and "memoirs of a geisha")
  • mag-beach or just swimming trip with friends!!! (tan na 'to!!!)
  • mag-celebrate ng mga birthdays ng mga tao!!! :D
  • watch a movie (since sobrang tagal ko ng hindi nakakapasok sa movie house...)
  • plan everything for the next year...
  • hopefully be a good member of the grad ball committee (first time ko kasi maging part ng committee eh... =s)
  • buy cd's using summer job money
  • organize cd's
  • buy "one tree hill" dvds (seasons 1-3)
  • clean room (yehey!!! sa wakas!!!)

*sana lang magawa ko to lahat!!! :D hehehehehe!!! :D see you guys next year!!! :D lab yall!!! :D

Friday, March 17, 2006

ahmigad!!! best year na to!!!

hehehehe!!! wala lang... the year is gonna end na... :( nakakainis!!! ayoko pang maging senior next year!!! sobrang hindi pa ko ready!!! :( wala pa nga akong course na sobrang steady na ko eh!!! urgh!!! ayoko pa!!! i wanna be a kid foerever!!! peter pan na to!!! hehehehe!!! ayoko lang talaga!!! seeing them leave nga is so :( na!!! paano pa kaya kung kami na yung umaalis... yung sa dramafest nga sobrang nakaksenti kasi yung powerpoint ang ganda!!! buong batch talaga!!! :( ang sad!!! i don't wanna leave zobel!!! :( sobrang eto lang yung comfort zone ko... yung mga ka-batchmates ko yung sobrang friends ko talaga!!! as in grabe!!! mamimiss ko talaga sila!!! love na love ko yung mga ka-batchmates ko!!! :( anyway, enough sadness na!!! :D gusto ko lang talaga i-thank yung nga teachers namin nitong year na to... sobrang they made it a very VERY good year... kasi nung summer palang sobrang ayoko na pumasok kasi nabalitaan ko na wala na yung music sections and stuff... kasi halos lahat ng kabarkada ko music section dapat... tapos inalis nila so sobrang badtrip talaga!!! tapos nung first day ng class sobrang wala talaga kong mood mag-aral... pero nung nagkakilala na kami ng mga classmates sobrang ok na!!! :D as in sobrang saya na and stuff!!! :D sobrang sumaya kasi yung teachers sobrang considerate!!! sobrang sweet pa nila lahat!!! as in yun talaga yung mamimiss ko pag seniors na kami... lalo na kung college!!! yung mga teachers feeling ko mga terror na eh!!! :( sabi kasi ni ms. caldo hindi na yata mababago yung line up ng teachers so medyo sad talaga... :( aaahhhh!!! EWAN!!! ayoko nang ma-sad!!! magkikita naman kami sa mga corridors eh!!! hehehehe!!! anyway, yun lang naman!!! sobrang ya lang... goodluck sa mga graduates!!! congratulations na rin!!! :D hehehehehe!!! :D babye!!! lova ya'll!!! :D

Monday, March 13, 2006

bugoi!!! eto na!!! hehehehe!!! :D

Sikat Ang Pinoy by Sam Milby and Toni Gonzaga

Lagi nang napapansin
Pinoy ay may ibang dating
Kahit na anong gawin
Ay kayang-kaya natin

Iba ?
Hanggat kaya'y ibibigay
Kitang-kita ang galing
Lahat ay kaya ngang gawin

CHORUS
Sikat na sikat ang pinoy
(Sikat ang pinoy !)
Kahit saan mapunta
Kitang-kita mo naman ang kagalingan
(kagalingan mo)
Iba ang galing ng pinoy
(Galing ng pinoy !)
Malayong mararating
Ipagmalaki mo
Na kaya natin

Sikat ang pinoy
Kahit saan mapunta
Sasabihin ko
Pinoy Ako
(Pinoy Ako)
Pinoy Tayo !
Kaya natin 'to !
Sikat ang Pinoy!
(Sikat ang Pinoy ! )
Sikat ang Pinoy !

Pinoy 'y ating maaasahan
Kailan ma'y di ka iiwan
Handang tumulong sa iyo
Ano man ang pagdaanan mo
Lumalaban sa hamon ng buhay
Hanggang sa ating tagumpay
Mahirap man pagdaanan
Kayang kaya natin 'yan'

REPEAT CHORUS except last line

REFRAIN
Sumigaw at sabihin mong "Pinoy Ako"
Ang galing mong angkin
Ipakita sa mundo (Ipakita sa mundo)

REPEAT CHORUS except last line 2x

Sikat ang Pinoy! (Sikat ang pinoy) (5x)

Friday, March 03, 2006

favorite song namin ni miss castaños!!! hehehehe!!! :D

Ode to My Family by The Cranberries

Understand the things I say
Don't turn away from me
Cause I've spent half my life out there
You wouldn't disagree
Do you see me? Do you see?
Do you like me? Do you like me standing there?
Do you notice?Do you know?
Do you see me?Do you see me?
Does anyone care?


Unhappiness, where's when I was young
And we didn't give a damn
'Cause we were raised
To see life as fun and take it if we can
My mother, my mother she hold me
Did she hold me, when I was out there
My father, my father, he liked me
Oh he liked me, does anyone care


Understand what I've become
It wasn't my design
And people everywhere think
Something better than I am
But I miss you. I miss
'Cause I liked it. 'Cause I liked it
When I was out there
D'you know this, d'you know
You did not find me, you did not find
Does anyone care


Unhappiness where´s when I was young
And we didn't give a damn
'Cause we were raised
To see life as fun and take it if we can
My mother, my mother she hold me
Did she hold me, when I was out there
My father, my father, he liked me
Oh he liked me, does anyone care


Does anyone care
Does anyone care
Does anyone care
Does anyone care


Does anyone care
Does anyone care
Does anyone care
Does anyone care


Tu turu tu tu turu tu tu turu tu tu turu tu X3

mah favorite song!!!

Check on It by Beyonce

(Slim Thug)
You need to stop playin’ ‘round
with all them clowns and the wangstas
Good girls gotta get down with the gangstas
Go ahead girl put some back and some neck up on it
While I stand up in the background and check up on it


Chorus:
Ooo boy you looking like you like what you see
Won’t you come over and check up on it
(I’ma let you work up on it)
Ladies let him check up on it
(Watch it while he check up on it)
Dip it, pop it, twirk it, stop it
Check on me tonight


Verse 1 (Beyoncé):
If you got it, flaunt it
Boy I know you want it (Ooo)
While I turn around (you)
Watch me check up on it
Ooo, you watchin’ me shake it
I see it in your face
You can’t take it, it’s blazin’
You watch me in amazement
You can look at it
As long as you don’t grab it (Ooo)
If you don’t go braggin’ (you)
I might let you have it
You think that I’m teasin’
But I ain’t got no reason
I’m sure that I can please you
But first I gotta read you


Chorus:
Ooo boy you looking like you like what you see
Won’t you come over and check up on it
(I’ma let you work up on it)
Ladies let him check up on it
(Watch it while he check up on it)
Dip it, pop it, twirk it, stop it
Check on me tonight
Ooo boy you looking like you like what you see
Won’t you come over and check up on it
(I’ma let you work up on it)
Ladies let him check up on it
(Watch it while he check up on it)
Dip it, pop it, twirk it, stop it
Check on me tonight


Verse 2 (Beyoncé):
I can tell you wanna taste it
But I’m gon’ make you chase it (Ooo)
Got to be patient (you)
I like my men patient, more patient
Your take might get you in more places
You can’t be abrasive
You have to know what pace is
If I let you get up on it
You got to make a promise (Ooo)
That you gon’ put it on me (you)
Like no one’s put it on me
Don’t bore me, just show me (no)
All men talk but don’t please
I can be a tease
But I really wanna please you


Chorus:
Ooo boy you looking like you like what you see
Won’t you come over and check up on it
(I’ma let you work up on it)
Ladies let him check up on it
(Watch it while he check up on it)
Dip it, pop it, twirk it, stop it
Check on me tonight
Ooo boy you looking like you like what you see
Won’t you come over and check up on it
(I’ma let you work up on it)
Ladies let him check up on it
(Watch it while he check up on it)
Dip it, pop it, twirk it, stop it
Check on me tonight


(Slim Thug)
I’m checkin’ on you Boo, do what you do
While you dance, I’ma glance at this beautiful view
Keep my hands in my pants
I need to glue ‘em with glue
I’m in a trance, all eyes on you and your crew (that’s right)
My man’s don’t dance, but can feel ya’ll bump and grind (bump and grind)
It won’t hurt if you gon’ try one time (it won’t hurt)
They all hot but let me see, this one’s mine
It’s Slim Thugga and DC outa H-Town


Chorus:
Ooo boy you looking like you like what you see
Won’t you come over and check up on it
(I’ma let you work up on it)
Ladies let him check up on it
(Watch it while he check up on it)
Dip it, pop it, twirk it, stop it
Check on me tonight
Ooo boy you looking like you like what you see
Won’t you come over and check up on it
(I’ma let you work up on it)
Ladies let him check up on it
(Watch it while he check up on it)
Dip it, pop it, twirk it, stop it
Check on me tonight
Ooo boy you looking like you like what you see
Won’t you come over and check up on it
(I’ma let you work up on it)
Ladies let him check up on it
(Watch it while he check up on it)
Dip it, pop it, twirk it, stop it
Check on me tonight

Monday, February 13, 2006

huwoah!!! :D

hehehehe!!! ang tagal ko nang hindi nagbblog ah!!! hehehehe!!! anyway, kakaprom lang namin nung saturday!!! :D hehehehe!!! fun siya sa start kaya lang sa ending medyo nakakainis na!!! hehehe!!! kasi yung schedule ko nung saturday medyo dyahe kasi may chorale practice pa... pero i went naman... i wouldn't wanna miss a rehearsal coz medyo feb 20 na yung concert!!! (punta kayo!!! hehehehe!!!) so i was in school mula 9am until 12pm tapos we went straight to festi para mag-lunch and magpaparlor... :D sa james cooper kami nagpa-parlor... :D hehehehe!!! my hair was so afro mehn!!! as in!!! :D ang ganda niya sana kung uber haba!!! tipong yung hair ni mariah carey sa grammy's!!! hehehehe!!! i lab it!!! but i labbed my hair as it was naman!!! ang cool!!! :D hehehehe!!! :D ang saya nga sa parlor coz i was with my pwends!!! :D hehehehe!!! sobrang support system kung anong style ng hair and make-up yung gagawin!!! hehehehe!!! :D anyway, after non, we went our separate ways na... i went straight to new world na tapos sumunod nalang sila... grabe!!! ang excited ko kaya non!!! medyo nervous din!!! yung pinakamasayang part eh yung nandon na kami sa baba tapos parang everyone else was there so sobrang sigawan pag nagkikita-kita kami with our gowns and stuff!!! ang saya!!! vainan pa sa picturan!!! ang saya talaga!!! hehehehe!!! tapos pagpasok don sa thing sobrang huwoah!!! :D hehehe!!! :D ang liit ng dance floor!!! nakakainis!!! not everyone tuloy was able to dance!!! :D hehehehe!!! :D basta sobrang bigay-todo sa pag-dance nung imago was playing!!! sobrang sigawan memz!!! talunan memz!!! hehehehe!!! :D ang ganda ng voice nung imago girl!!! hehehehe!!! :D anyway, after non, medyo napikon na ko kasi ang gulo nung picture taking thing!!! as in ang sarap magwala!!! urgh!!! nakakapikon!!! nawala tuloy ako ng mood mag-celebrate and shit!!! hehehehe!!! anyway, yun lang naman!!! nainis lang ako how the night ended!!! hindi ko nalang ie-elaborate!!! baka mainis pa ko lalo eh!!! hehehehe!!! basta!!! after nung prom,we went to starbucks... bumili lang ng coffee ang stuff... :D hindi na ko nakainom coz i kinda promised myself na hindi ako malalasing... tipong tipsy ok lang pero medyo ayokong malasing... parang ang hassle eh... i'm gonna sleep pa with my parents... :D basta hassle kung uminom!!! and gusto ko medyo matino ako after nung thing kasi medyo uuwi na si roselle and i wanna be maayos until she leaves... ang pangit naman kung ang bangag ko na diba?!!! hehehehe!!! anyway, yun lang naman!!! after naming mag-starbucks, pumunta na ko sa room namin and i slept na... akala ko nga 2am palang eh!!! 4am na pala!!! laughtrip!!! kaya pala ko nahilo the next morning!!! :D ang sarap ng buffet sa new world!!! grabe!!! :D ang saya!!! :D hehehe!!! laughtrip pa kasi lahat ng kasabay ko sa breakfast puro lasalle dudes!!! :D hehehehe!!! :D anyway, yun lang naman ang prom!!! medyo boring pero ok naman!!! mataas lang talaga yung expectations ko... :D hehehehe!!! :D anyway, sige na po... :D babye!!! :D love yall!!! :D

Monday, January 09, 2006

the person the writer of 'there was nothing' was talking about...

i was so stupid to even think we could be...
but all we'll ever be is nothing...

you made me realize everything about life...
you taught me how to be alive...
you taught me how to love again...
i just hope we could do things again...
just hang out...
i hope you're not thinking that i don't like you...
i do...
i'm just not sure if you do, too...

who am i kidding?..
there was nothing...

there was nothing...

i thought we were something...
i thought there was something...
but there was nothing...

you made me think of a lot of things...
you made me think that there's actually a chance...
but there was nothing...

we were hanging out together...
we even finished each oither's sentences...
but what was i thinking...
there was nothing...

Sunday, January 01, 2006

happy new year...

hey you guys... la lang... medyo sad kasi my great grand mother died yesterday... as in december 31... mag-nnew year's eve pa... everyone was sad... but i guess dapat positive... coz nasa heaven na siya at least... anyway, yung mga before christmas to-do list ko at least nagawa ko naman... except yung pasukat na for my dress... urgh!!! feb 11 na kaya yun!!! i'm so annoyed!!! nakakainis!!! kailangan ko na kaya pasukat and yeah... anyway, actually wala naman akong masasabi dito eh... nagpaparamdam lang... ang tagal ko nang hindi nag-bblog... :D anyway, yeah... sige... gotta go na... :D bye!!! :D love ya'll!!! :D

Friday, December 09, 2005

things to worry about before christmas...

  • GIFTS!!! aaaaahhhhhh!!! kulang pa 'ko ng 18 gifts!!! mostly for guys pa!!! ang hirap naman kasi regaluhan ng guys eh!!! :D
  • BIRTHDAY KO NA!!! shet!!! wala lang!!! ang tanda ko na and parating may nangyayaring bad thingS every year nalang... badtrip!!! feeling ko mamamatay ako... either mahuhulog sa hagdanan or itutulak ni *toot* sa main building!!! pero yung mas serious na pwedeng mangyari is na ma-fail kahit isang final test!!! facker!!! urgh!!!
  • PAPASUKAT NA FOR THE PROM!!! haaayyyy... urghy urgh urgh!!! wala pa kong design!!! shackers!!! kung may ideas naman kayo sabihin niyo naman sa 'kin... gusto ko off-shoulder... hehehehehehe!!! :D
  • FINALS NA!!! ohmigosh!!! magugunaw na ang mundo!!! finals na!!! ano ba naman 'yan?!!! nakakainis!!! ang bilis!!! parang walang pinag-aralan!!! haayyy... una pa talaga philo!!! sunday gospels na isang katutak!!! urgh!!! :D
  • TRY TO NOT BE JEALOUS OF SOMEONE DURING THE EXAM WEEK... wala lang!!! kasi feeling ko talaga na-uuber na 'yung pagka-jealous ko don sa taong yun eh!!! i don't have the right naman!!! haaayyyy...
  • BUY SOMETHING FOR MYSELF... gusto ko sanang bilin yung parang shawl pero para siyang shirt... i don't know what it's called eh!!! that or jacket!!! :D i'm not sure pa!!! or perfume from zzen zest ulit... 'yun kasi yung binili ko dati eh... or cd ni kelly clarkson... yung breakaway... overdue na ba?!!! gustung-gusto ko kasi yung "because of you" eh!!! :D
  • IPA-TUNE TO SOMEONE ANG AKING MAGIGING BAGONG GUITAR!!! hehehehehe!!! mykell, nadine or francis!!! :D hehehehehe!!! :D hindi pa ko marunong mag-play... sa summer pa ko mag-aaral!!! :D hehehehe!!! para lang masaya!!! :D

anyway, yun lang naman ang mga worries ko... urgh!!! :D hehehehehehe!!! :D sige po... babye!!! :D love ya'll!!! :D

never gonna happen...

"you will always be my friend," he said...
"i will always have your back no matter what happens,
i will never let you down..."

but what if i don't wanna be just your friend?
what if i wanna be more than that?
i guess it's never gonna happen,
'coz we're just meant to be friends forever,
nothing more and nothing less...

treat me...

you treat me as your friend...
you always help me with algebra and physics,
you always explain to me philosophy,
you always draw figures for me in geometry,
you always summarize the stories in english for me...

maybe i don't wanna be treated just as your friend...
what if i want more than that?
nah...
it's impossible...
you'll never see me as that,
coz you like her, my very best friend...

Saturday, December 03, 2005

punta po kayo dito!!! :D


guys!!! punta naman kayo dito sa restaurant namin!!! sarap ng pagkain seryoso!!! :D sa 5-A Hobbies of Asia, D. Macapagal, Pasay City po siya!!! :D panoorin niyo rin 'yung movie ni sandara and joseph kasi doon sila sa restaurant namin nag-shooting!!! :D thanks!!! :D