PhiLoPhObiA - FeAr Of LoVe...

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Monday, September 26, 2005

l.s.s. song of the day!!!

Especially For You
by M.Y.M.P.


Especially for you
I wanna let you know what I was
Going through
All the time we were apart I thought
Of you
You were in my heart
My love never changed
I still feel the same


Especially for you
I wanna tell you I was feeling that
Way too
And if dreams were wings, you
Know
I would have flown to you
To be where you are
No matter how far
And now that I’m next to you


No more dreaming about
Tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the sorrow
I’ve got to say
It’s all because of you


And now were back together,
Together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you


Especially for you
I wanna tell you, you mean all the world to me
How I’m certain that our love was
Meant to be
You changed my life
You showed me the way
And now I’m next to you


I’ve waited long enough to find you
I wanna put all the hurt behind you
And I wanna bring out all the love
Inside you, oh and
Now were back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you


You were in my heart
My love never changed
And now that I’m next to you
No more dreaming about
Tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the
Sorrow
I’ve got to say
It’s all because of you


And Now were back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you


Together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

Monday, September 12, 2005

mojofly!!!

ello!!! wala akong magawa eh... kakatapos ko lang gawin yung sa computer... hehehehehe!!! anyway, kwento ko nalang yung nangyari nung friday!!! pumunta kami ng town to see mojofly!!! hehehehe!!! saya!!! pero before that, hindi namin alam kung saan... akala namin don sa activity center talaga... sa loob pala ng tower records!!! hehehehe!!! laughtrip!!! pagdating namin don sa tower records autograph signing na!!! sayang!!! we didn't get to watch them play!!! urgh!!! k lang yan!!! i still love them naman eh!!! anyway, yon!!! ang gwapo talaga ni ali as in!!! grabe na to!!! si ricci rin gwapo!!! bait pa!!! ang cute pa ng smile!!! hehehehehe!!! si lougee naman ganda!!! and ang ganda talaga ng voice niya!!! prameese!!! yon!!! ang saya lang talaga!!! i made them sign my phone!!! cellphone ah!!! hehehehehe!!! ngayon puro tape yung phone ko para hindi mabura yung signatures nila!!! hehehehe!!! saya talaga!!! love ko talaga yung songs nila!!! as in!!! love ko yung tumatakbo, i don't want you and wake up!!! hehehehehe!!! as in!!! saya talaga!!! sarap din kantahin ng thank you!!! hehehehe!!! medyo sawa na kasi ako don sa first tracks ng cd nila eh!!! dati kasi super listen ako ng listen sa bato, sa uulitin, close the end and even if!!! dating dati naman yung mata, minamalas and turn!!! hehehehehe!!! anyway, saya talaga nung day na yon!!! si edric!!! hehehehehe!!! i saw him tapos hindi rin pala niya alam na sa tower records yung thing!!! kumain nalang!!! sayang!!! crush pa naman niya si lougee!!! hehehehehe!!! nagtampo tuloy si edric!!! hehehehe!!! lab yah pa rin!!! ang saya talaga pati after ng signing... nag-hang-out lang kami... saya talaga!!! picture lang kami ng picture!!! hehehehe!!! anyway, yun lang naman!!! wala naman masyadong nangyari nung araw na yon!!! saya lang talaga!!! anyway, gotta go learn about cookies in computer class!!! :D love ya'll!!! :D

Sunday, September 11, 2005

i'm not self-obssessed!!! prameese!!!

tama bang paglaruan ang webcam?!!!

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sa tower records to!!! hehehehe!!! i love mojofly talaga!!! sa uulitin!!! :D

mojofly!!! ang cute ni ali!!! as in!!! :D

Thursday, September 08, 2005

yes or no?

Sometimes I stare at you, but you just don't see,
I can't help, but imagine us together, you and me...
It's fun when we talk about stupoid stuff,
Spending time everyday is just not enough...
I love it when you something that makes me giggle inside,
But sometimes I think our worlds may never collide...
I can't help, but feel insecure sometimes,
But that changes when you do a poem that rhymes...
Sometimes I think that I don't deserve to be with you,
But when you look at me, it changes my view...
"Why do you like him?" my conscience once questioned,
"Because... I don't know," I reckoned...
"Why did you ask?" I continued the interrogation,
"So you can know how you feel," replied the annoying notion...
"You don't have to know everything,
Just sit back, and you'll know the meaning..."
This conversation stopped,
But a new idea popped...
"Can you actually call what I'm feeling right now, LOVE?"

find someone... (ate lorry!!!)

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you
and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."

Monday, September 05, 2005

it's over and done...

yup!!! wala na kong feelings kay *toot*!!! bigla-biglaan ba?!!! hehehehe!!! hindi naman siya nawala sa isang snap lang noh!!! hindi lang ako nakaka-blog!!! hehehehe!!! eh wala namang kwenta eh!!! i don't affect him in any way and he doesn't affect me!!! while i was liking him kaya i was so in hell!!! hehehehehe!!! yes, merong mga kakilig moments here and there, but it's just not worth it!!! medyo super pinag-isipan ko talaga siya!!! hehehehe!!! at least now, i'm free!!! i'm happy na!!! i think... hehehehehe!!! anyway, wala namang masyadong nangyari nitong weekend... gimik gimik lang since kakatapos lang ng finals... hehehehe!!! saya kaya!!! 2 beses akong gumimik ngayong weekend!!! WALA NA KONG PERA!!! bastos!!! nakakainis!!! nung unang gimik, nag-timezone lang kami!!! SAYA!!! i wasted like 500 sa timezone lang... pag-uwi ko lang sa bahay na-realize na wala na kong money!!! shet!!! ay nako!!! nung 2nd gimik, date namin ni roselle and inna!!! hehehehe!!! first trip namin sa food court!!! hehhehehe!!! chibugan!!! hehehehe!!! grabe and chan ni roselle grabe!!! as in!!! second naman, pumunta kaming jollibee!!! dessert daw!!! tapos sa ufo!!! para bumili ng soya milk for roselle!!! tapos zagu!!! ohmigad!!! grabe ang tyan nito, pero hindi naman mataba!!! butasin ko yang chan na yan eh!!! baka may ascaris ka na!!! hehehehe!!! pagkatapos non, wala na kaming magawa so we watched a movie... we weren't planning to watch since wala na talaga kaming money!!! but then, wala na talagang magawa!!! we watched valiant!!! hehehehe!!! ang cute talaga!!! hehehehe!!! si ewan mcgregor pa si valiant!!! i love him!!! as in!!! hehehehe!!! ok lang yung movie... hindi kasi ako mahilig sa mga ganong movie eh... gusto ko yung totoong tao... hehehehehe!!! anyway, pagkatapos non, super wala kaming magawa so we went to powerbooks... we read this horoscope BOOK... yup it's a book!!! i love that book kaya kahit na i don't believe in horoscopes... hehehehehe!!! saya kasi eh!!! hehehehe!!! super sakto yung mga nandon!!! hehehehe!!! ilalagay pa kung anong sign yung match mo!!! hehehehe!!! tapos namin sa powerbooks, kinuha namin yung pics namin kasi nag-papicture kami... ang pangit kasi super focused yung pics and parang si imuthis ako kasi wala akong body... sana kita yung body diba?!!! hehehehehe!!! ay nako!!! bangag yata yung nag-pic sa min eh!!! hehehehe!!! anyway, yun lang naman ang weekend ko... nung friday super tulog lang ako eh!!! hehehehe!!! minsan, napapaisip ako kasi 2nd term na!!! ang bilis!!! ayoko pa!!! tapos prom pa!!! shet!!! wala pa kong dress and shoes!!! urgh!!! meron nga akong sketchpad sa bahay na punung-puno ng doodles ng dress ideas eh!!! ah sus!!! excited talaga ko!!! hehehehe!!! mahal nga lang 1700... pero ok lang... once in a life time lang naman yun eh!!! hehehehehe!!! anyway, ayoko na pag-usapan ang future... ano bang nangyayari sa present... WALA!!! ay nako!!! boring ang life ko ngayon!!! meron lang akong bagong crush!!! si edric!!! hehehehe!!! love ko talaga yun!!! hehehehe!!! laughtrip kasi eh!!! hehehehehe!!! anyway, yun lang naman!!! pagod na ko eh!!! basta, it's over and done!!! the *toot* era is over!!! hehehehe!!! love ya'll!!! :D

Friday, September 02, 2005


ang cute talaga ng 2 guys sa likod!!! parang guards ni roselle!!! :D

sungit na sana eh kaya lang si francis eh!!! :D

birthday to ni roselle!!! ay nako, nakatalikod yung 2 guys!!! :D

cadlum girls!!! hehehehehe!!! :D