you have your phd in men...

You understand men almost better than anyone. You accept that guys are very different, and you read signals well. Work what you know about men, and your relationships will be blissful.

How Well Do You Understand Men?

it's all coming back to me now!!!

yup!!! that's supposed to be song ah!!! hehehehehehe!!! nakakainis eh!!! marami na namang things na nangyayari!!! urgh!!! first i felt yeah, and now i feel bad na!!! urgh talaga!!! nakakapikon!!! ang sarap niyang patayin eh!!! i feel bad naman kasi hindi niya alam kung why i'm acting like this!!! urgh!!! hindi ako pms prameese!!! ganon lang talaga kagulo yung situation!!! urgh!!! nakakainis talaga!!! anyway,yung NIYA si *toot*!!! urgh!!! tungkol naman kay *toot* part 2... wala lang!!! now we have this weird thing going on... parang awkward na ewan!!! ang tahimik niya pa!!! ang labo!!! i'm not used to being like this with him!!! nakakapikon!!! ang maganda pang thing is it's all my frickin' fault!!! nakakainis!!! i feel so bad!!! i'm ruining everyone's lives!!! saya!!! nakakainis!!! ayoko namang wag kausapin siya kasi that would be so stupid!!! ayoko namang uber kausapin ko siya kasi na-aawkward nga!!! urgh!!! anyway, ang labo talaga!!! ANYWAY, wala lang... nung saturday, pumunta friends ko sa bahay!!! hehehehehehe!!! ANG GULO!!! pero saya!!! hehehehehe!!! haaayyyy... dapat gagawin namin yung project namin sa filipino kaya lang walang nangyari!!! we're never gonna finish that!!! anyway, yun lang naman!!! we went to allie's house din!!! hehehehehe!!! naki-extra sa party!!! hehehehehe!!! saya kaya!!! sarap ng cake!!! may hang over pa nga ko ng cakes nila eh!!! hehehehehe!!! basta, sarap!!! :D anyway, enough na!!! i need to listen na sa lesson!!! :D bye!!! love ya'll!!!

i'm a VERY good girl daw!!! hehehehe!!! :D

You are 90% Good and 10% Bad You're a perfect angel - almost impossibly so Don't you ever feel like being a little bad?!?

Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

men see me as picky?

Men notice you light years before you notice them You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait

How Do Men See You?

i'm a carnation!!! :D

You are down to earth and grounded. You tend to be more traditional than trendy. Your confidence gets you through anything. People trust you and are very loyal to you.

What Flower Are You?

you can hang with the guys and the girls...

You've struck a good balance between girlie and laid back. You can keep it casual but when you dress up, you are as girly as the next girl.

How Girlie Are You?

my ideal marriage proposal...

Mutual, after a great conversation about your future and feelings.

What's Your Ideal Marriage Proposal?

it's easier...

it's easier to think negative than to think positive...
it's easier to think that we're all gonna die than to think that we're gonna live and then we die...
it's easier to think that you'll never talk to me than to think that you will and then you won't...
it's easier to think that you'll never see me the way i see you than to think that you like me and then you don't...
it's easier to think that we'll never have a future coz, trust me, we won't...

sometimes it's really cofusing just to think about us this way...
i think it's better not to think at all,
there will never be an "us" anyway...

uploading pics sa multiply...

hello!!! tagal ko nang hindi nag-bblog ah!!! abnormal kasi tong pc ko sa bahay eh!!! patay sindi!!! ewan!!! anyway, ang tagal mag-upload ng pics sa multiply... mga 79 pics kasi eh!!! hehehehehe!!! anyway, medyo senti ako ngayon!!! super miss ko na kasi yung class eh!!! :( kasi naman, yung last week sana na bonding time sa class medyo hectic para sa mga choralerz... nung wednesday kasi naganap yung namcya eh... i really don't wanna talk about that here... hehehehehe!!! enough about that!!! basta i miss the class!!! (class nga lang ba?) ewan!!! have you ever felt super lost? yung tipong parang bigla nalang walang nangyayaring woah sa life? ang labo naman kasi ng life ko ngayon eh... i hate expecting... when you expect kasi, there's hope and if it doesn't happen, you'll feel all fucked up!!! it's way easier to think negative than to think positive... for example, it's easier to think that we're all gonna die now tapos we won't pala than to think na we're not gonna die now and then we die... gets? basta, ganon na yun!!! parang yung sa philosophy... haaayyy... it's the same as having faith and hope... life is just so fucked up right now... i was seriously happy na when i thought i was over *toot*... it turned out, i wasn't!!! migosh!!! a wise master told me these words of wisdom: "don't take out the bandage too soon... malay mo fresh pa yung wound..." that is so the opposite of what i did!!! i took the bandage off right after i put it!!! stupid noh?!! urgh!!! i just wanna kill myself for being so stupid!!! i was reading my diary nga last night eh... super weird nung mga na-feel ko kasi parang i forgot na all of those things na i wrote there... parang i don't remember how sweet *toot* was... ang labo talaga!!! i put pa there na i love him... i don't think so... kasi love is supposed to be this magical thing... it was HELL while i was liking him eh... i don't think that was love... meron ngang kakakilig moments pero more of the urgh moments!!! basta!!! ang labo ng life ko ngayon!!! meron pang isang tao na kumakandidato na maging *toot* part 2!!! urgh!!! as in itong pangalawang to super katulad na katulad nung una!!! hindi naman masyado kasi mas super bait nung part 2 kesa kay original na *toot*!!! labo nga eh!!! basta i miss *toot* part 2!!! urgh!!! i seriously shoudn't!!! urgh!!! anyway, ayoko nang ireminisce lahat ng mga moments!!! anyway, bye na po!!! love ya'll!!! :D