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pics sa punta fuego!!! ngayon lang dumating!!!

we swam there!!! saya!!!


wala lang... trip lang kuhaan...


roadtrip!!! sa crv yan!!! nagkasya kaming 6!!!


na-excite masyado!!! nabaon tuloy yung paa namin!!!


picture taking agad pagkadating sa house!!!


pinutol ang katawan para lang makita yung bahay!!! sino kaya nagtake nito!!! itago nalang natin sa pangalan na francis liwanag!!!


swim na!!! yehey!!!


pagkatapos mag-swim!!! saya!!! puti pa rin namin!!!


yup... ganyan ako matulog!!! actually hindi, nakadapa dapat ako... wala lang space kasi tatlo kami sa kama!!!


what the f---?!!!


smores!!! hehehehehehehehe!!! naka-15 na marshmallows yata ako dyan eh!!!


it's our shadows!!! hehehehehehe!!! ako yung isang panira dyan!!! hehehehehehe!!! yung nakataas yung kamay!!!

*yup!!! yun lang naman ang mga pangyayari sa punta fuego!!! marami pang photos... visit niyo nalang multiply ni steffi and roselle!!! bye!!! love ya'll!!!

trivia!!!

guess niyo kung bakit but i can't coz i love him...43 yung title ng poem (yes... it's supposed to be a poem!!! shut up!!!) sa baba... bakit 43? kung na-guess niyo talino niyo prameese!!! it's not like a secret thing... basta anyone kahit hindi ko kilala kayang masagot to!!! hehehehehe!!! goodluck!!! i love ya'll!!! :D

but i can't coz i love him...43

shit!!! i miss him like shit!!!
why do i miss him, anyway?!!!
maybe because i see other people getting it on with each other,
and here i am, the plain jane in town!!!
i'm so annoyed, and i don't know what to do!!!
this sounds so pathetic, but this is how i feel!!!
i even made a list about him: what i hate and love about him...
i easily finished the hate part,
and i had to deeply think about the love part for them to be equal!!!
i don't even know why i love him so much!!!
yes, i said love!!!
i think i love him!!!
i think if you miss someone this much,
you can definitely say that you love that person!!!
you have no idea how much i miss him!!!
every morning, i smile because i dreamed about him!!!
every night, i think about him before i sleep,
so i dream about him!!!
he's part of my cycle!!!
do you know what's more annoying?
everyone hates him!!!
everyone thinks he's a jerk!!!
here i am defending his ass!!!
i just don't think he's that kind of person!!!
he's a lot more than that...
i know he's this and that,
but maybe he can change,
or maybe we just get the wrong idea...
i don't know anymore!!!
i'm so confused!!!
everyone's against him!!!
everyone thinks i'm gonna like this other guy,
but i just seriously don't think so!!!
urgh!!!
and the stupid prom!!!
worrying what to wear, and who's gonna ask me?!!!
that's the last thing i should be thinking right now!!!
anyway, i just seriously don't know what to do!!!
i feel like a star fish under a rock!!!
it's comfortable for me coz it's my house,
but everyone thinks that i'm gonna die under that rock!!!
it's like he's a killer or something...
everyone's telling me to go away from him...
but i can't coz i love him...
i can't talk about him with anyone...
whenever i do that, they just say, "he's such a jerk!!!"
it makes me feel really sad whenever people do that to him!!!
that's why i'm writing it down...
i don't have to tell other people about it...
i just have to keep typing...
sometimes i feel like i'm the only one on earth...
i sometimes feel so lonely and sad...
whenever i think about him,
sometimes i smile, but sometimes i cry...
i smile coz of the things he did before...
all of them...
the things that can make my stomach feel weird...
i cry coz i miss him so much...
i cry coz i can't tell anyone how much i love him...
i can't even tell him coz he won't give me the answer i would want...
i guess i have to risk rejection...
but i don't want to...
he won't take me seriously...
he'd probably laugh at my face thinking i'm just joking...
(sigh...)
sometimes, i just wanna burst ito tears and scream my throat out!!!
i just feel that i have no one to depend on!!!
everyone thinks i have no problems at all,
they think i'm just this happy and jolly person in happy-jolly land!!!
but whenever i go home, and whenever i'm alone in my room,
i look into space to think about stuff about him...
to exercise my brain a little bit...
i just don't know what to do anymore...
i don't know how i'm gonna defend him anymore...
why does everyone hate him anyway?!!!
he's not doing anything to you guys...
you guys just think too much about him...
he might've done stupid stuff,
but we all have...
anyway, enough about defending him...
i just wanna figure out how i'm gonna see him...
he's so far way...
he's on the other side of the globe...
i guess we'll just leave it like that...
i guess we'll just let it be gone...
i guess i'll just stop thinking about him...
i guess i'll just stop missing him...
but i can't coz i love him...

punta fuego!!! ~ "we're breaking water tension!!!" said steffi with real conviction...

yehey!!! ang saya!!! natuloy yung lakad natin!!! hehehehehe!!! anyway, the day before the punta fuego day thing, super putul-putol yung tulog ko kasi super excited talaga ako!!! we had to go to steffi's house muna to like prepare everything, so yeah... tapos nung paalis na, siksikan kaming 6 sa CRV!!! hehehehehe!!! nagkasya talaga kami!!! ganon kami ka-sexy!!! hehehehehe!!! laughtrip!!! siksikan talaga!!! kaming dalawa ni roselle sa harap, sila aleia, francis, steffi, and inna sa likod!!! hehehehehe!!! laughtrip!!! sayang hindi nakapunta si anna, chris and nani!!! sayang talaga sila!!! we missed you guys!!! urgh!!! grabe!!! sa car play kami ng play ng rock songs kaya mas masaya yung road trip ng 4 hours!!! hehehehehe!!! as in bamboo, rivermaya, john mayer (coz of francis) and konting mymp!!! hehehehehe!!! saya talaga!!! anyway, pagdating namin don, nag-liwaliw na kami sa may beach!!! ang ganda talaga nung bahay, grabe!!! as in pagbaba mo don sa house nila, beach na!!! saya talaga!!! si roselle swim na swim na kahit the day before nag-puerto gallera!!! hehehehe!!! grabe lahat kami nangitim talaga!!! as in carbon na yung balat namin!!! nakakainis kaya!!! ang sakit ng katawan ko ngayon!!! SUN-BURNED!!! urgh!!! anyway, it's worth it naman eh!!! saya talaga eh!!! hehehehehe!!! grabe!!! negra na talaga yung mga body namin except for steffi!!! balot na balot habang nagwwalk lang!!! ay nako!!! bampira ka!!! si francis naman na sun-burned yung likod!!! hehehehehe!!! nung nag-sswim lang kami don sa beach, ang dami talaga seaweeds na nakakadiri!!! urgh talaga!!! yung feeling ng mga dahun-dahon non!!! urgh!!! kadiri!!! tinutulak pa ko ni francis don sa may mga seaweeds!!! urgh!!! sama mo talaga!!! hehehehe!!! urgh!!! anyway, nagswim pa kami don sa infinite pool thingy... yun yung pinakamasayang part nung lakad na to for me!!! kasi nung nag-sswim kami don medyo gabi na, so walang sun!!! hehehehe!!! medyo na-senti pa ko dahil sa ambiance tapos nahawa si inna sa pagka-senti kaya yon!!! senti na kami lahat!!! naikwento pa tuloy ang sabog kong love life!!! ay nako!!! na-miss ko ng todo don si *toot*!!! grabe!!! urgh talaga!!! anyway, saya talaga don mag-swim kasama ang barkada!!! saya talaga!!! as in!!! i will never forget that talaga!!! anyway, nung tulugan time na, nag-ghost stories pa to si francis!!! ay nako!!! scary talaga!!! gusto ko ring ikwento sa inyo!!! hehehehe!!!

warning!!! wag basahin pag mag-isa lang sa gabi!!! may isang guy kasi tapos nasiraan siya in the middle of the night tapos umuulan pa... buti nalang may bahay... so kumatok siya tapos may lolo na nag-answer... tinanong niya kung pwede don muna siya mag-spend ng night, tapos sabi nung lolo, okay lang basta don ka lang sa left room, wag kang papasok don sa right room... tapos nung matutulog na siya sa left room, may naririnig siyang shriek... lumabas siya tapos tinignan niya don sa right room... don sa keyhole... nung pagkita niya red lang... (?) nung umaga na, tinanong niya don sa lolo kung bakit may ingay don sa kabilang room, and kung bakit red yung room, sabi nung lolo, "dati kasi, ni-rape siya don sa room na yun... tapos namatay siyang red yung mate niya..." - gets niyo? nagsilipan silang dalawa don sa keyhole!!! hala!!!

may isa pa po!!! may guy ulit tapos lola naman... yung lola may brilyanteng ring... nung namatay siya, kasama yon sa libing... yung guy naman, hinukay niya yung kabaong nung lola para makuha yung ring... nung kinukuha na niya, ayaw matanggal sa finger, so pinutol niya nalang yung finger... the next day, may kumatok sa bahay nung guy, tapos babae siya... tinanong nung babae kung pwedeng makahingi ng tubig, so kumuha yung guy ng tubig tapos inabot sa kanya... napansin nung guy na wala yung babaeng ring finger... tinanong niya kung bakit... tapos sabi nung babae, "DAHIL SA 'YO!!!"

anyway, yun lang naman ang stories na sinabi ni francis!!! mas freaky nung kinukwento niya kasi may choreography pa siya!!! hehehehe!!! laughtrip talaga na nakakatakot at the same time... anyway, yun lang naman ang nangyari sa punta fuego!!! hehehehe!!! anyway, bye na!!! i love ya'll!!!

sana matuloy yung lakad!!!

yup!!! sana nga matuloy yung lakad ng barkada kahit hindi kumpleto... :(!!! super sad kaya!!! anna and chris!!! aaahhh!!! sayang talaga kayo!!! i'm gonna miss you guys talaga!!! anyway, sana lang talaga payagan ako don kasi gusto ko na talaga maka-feel ng sand!!! hehehehehehe!!! gusto ko na mag-outing with the barkada!!! hehehehehehe!!! anyway, sana happy yun or sentihan or iyakan para mas maging close!!! saya talaga!!! basta paalam niyo ko sa parents ko!!! hehehehehe!!! anyway, yun lang naman!!! everyone hates *toot*, and stupidly speaking, i don't!!! eh ganon talaga eh!!! i don't know... pag may galit sa kanya, i have this feeling na hindi dapat sila magalit sa kanya... basta i'm so confused!!! anyway, yung other guy naman miss na miss ko na!!! as in!!! miss ko na talaga siya!!! gusto ko na talaga siyang makita!!! anyway, may informations ako na nakuha about this person na super nice to me tapos hindi pala!!! hehehehe!!! ayoko na nga!!! anyway, yun lang naman!!! oo nga pala!!! may webcam na ko!!! hehehehehe!!! yey!!! asteeg!!! kaya lang palagi akong sabog so wag niyo muna i-view!!! hehehehehe!!! palaging nakapanglabandera yung buhok ko, mukha kong manok!!! anyway, yun lang!!! i love ya'll!!! muah!!!

maraming pangyayari...

maraming nangyari nitong weekend na to pero medyo boring ng konti!!!

nung friday... i went to steffi's house kasi may garage sale sila!!! asteeg!!! it was so hot outside, but it was so much fun kasi talagang ang ingay ko, and yeah!!! tapos non pumasok na kami sa loob tapos movie marathon na!!! i forgot na what we watched eh... aaahhh!!! white chicks, my bestfriend's wedding, etc... or yun lang yata!!! basta!!! anyway, dumating nung gabi sina nani, berna and aleia... saya!!! we were like in steffi's guest room talking... hehehehehe!!! tapos yun!!! killer ulit!!! another thing connected to this day is yung umalis na medyo lahat... kami nalang nila inna and roselle yung nasa bahay ni steffi... we were talking about *toot*!!! we loath him like shit!!! if he thinks we're what he thinks we are, i'll kill him na talaga!!! i won't talk to him na talaga!!! sasapakin ko na talaga yun!!! ang sarap niyang laslasan ng leeg!!! you guys might think i'm pathetic liking this guy, but i still frickin' do!!! HOW ANNOYING CAN I FREAKIN' GET!!! i'm so pathetic!!! i have no idea why i'm even telling you guys this!!! mga friends ko lang naman yung bumabasa nito eh!!! anyway, yun nga sarap niyang sapakin hanggang masunog na siya!!! ANYWAY!!! enough about that stupid shit!!! mag-isa siya!!! sana lang matuloy yung plan ng barkada namin!!! hehehehehe!!!

nung saturday and ngayon naman, we went sa laguna... kakarating ko lang nga eh!!! wala lang swim swim lang... boring ng konti!!! i slept the whole morning tapos nag-swim sa gabi!!! mag-isa lang ako kaya super saya talaga!!! loner ako eh!!! senti-sentihan!!! habang nag-lleg work ako sa pool iniisip ko yung galit ko kay *toot*!!! naaasar ako sa kanya eh!!! tapos habang nag-papakasenti ako sa pool may naggguitar pa yung pinsan ko ng torete!!! wala na!!! senti central!!!

anyway, yun lang naman!!! boring ang weekend ko!!! i love ya'll!!!