PhiLoPhObiA - FeAr Of LoVe...

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Thursday, April 28, 2005

america has done it again!!!

yes people!!! america did it again!!! urgh!!! before it was jennifer, yung sa american idol!!! tinaggal nila!!! ngayon si constantine!!! urgh talaga!!! how sad!!! he was so good!!! as in good!!! urgh talaga!!! anyway, life is so annoying!!! constantine got out!!! it was so freakin' sad!!! urgh!!! ANYWAY, ngayon ko lang nalaman na super galing ko talagang mag-read ng mga mukha ng people!!! grabe!!! galing ko talaga!!! anyway, enough pagmamayabang!!! oh yeah!!! my iPod's broken!!! as in yung screen thingy!!! kakapikon!!! urgh!!! as in basag yung salamin!!! i don't wanna tell other people kasi sasabihin lang naman nila, "aww!!! that's okay..." urgh!!! say something useful like, "i know someone who knows how to fix that!!!" nakakainis!!! anyway, i'm still pissed off pa rin about constantine getting out!!! i'm so annoyed!!! while i was watching it, talagang sinisira ko yung upuan!!! urgh!!! ANYWAY, i miss *toot* so much, but i shouldn't coz he's such a bitch about stuff!!! i'm so annoyed!!! urgh!!! ANYWAY, enough about *toot*!!! i miss the other one SO MUCH!!! enough about missing peepz!!! i wanna go to the beach!!! as in kahit saan basta beach lang!!! gusto ko with barkada!!! guys!!! punta tayo!!! anyway, kung may nalalaman kayo tungkol sa sirang iPods text me lang!!! love ya'll!!!

Monday, April 25, 2005


class picture ng s-a!!! i'm gonna miss you guys!!!ΓΌ

gulo talaga ng s-a!!! i love you all!!!

excempted sa exam!!! bonding sa labas ng classroom, getting our clearances!!!

Saturday, April 23, 2005

"ang baduy mo!!!" francis once said...

yup!!! baduy daw ako!!! :(!!! anyway, yeah... pumunta kasi sila chris, steffi, francis, anna, aleia, inna, and roselle sa bahay ko kahapon... saya!!! gusto ko lang gawing title thingy yung pagkatawag sa kin na baduy ni francis!!! sama mo talaga!!! pero bait yan!!! anyway, we played mad magazine!!! we played twice becoz we screwed up the rules and shit!!! tapos we played bust a groove 1 and 2 and south park!!! laughtrip talaga!!! si francis pala magaling sa chess eh... aba naman!!! may talent!!! nung gabi na, we played killer sa balcony... para madilim and scary... wala na nga pala si chris nung time na yon!!! nanonood na siya ng sugarfree concert!!! urgh!!! kainggit ka talaga chris!!! anyway, yun... we were playing killer and hustler pala si steffi don!!! ang galing mag-cover up!!! hindi talaga halata!!! as in!!! si anna naman hustler kumindat!!! si francis naman super tahimik pag killer siya so medyo halata!!! hehehehehehehehe!!! laughtrip talaga!!! after non, chumibog kami ng kfc!!! ewan ko kung bakit kapag kumakain ako ng kfc, super bondat talaga ko... as in talagang super busog kahit walang kanin!!! urgh talaga!!! pagkatapos non, umalis na si steffi... me, roselle, inna, and francis were left nalang... hehehehehehe!!! tapos roselle left na... i was kinda sleepy na kasi medyo 10:30pm na, so i was just kinda sleeping na habang naglalaro ng south park sila inna and francis... after non francis left, and me and inna were really sleepy na talaga... we didn't know why!!! ang weird!!! anyway, umalis na rin si inna, and then i was left alone... i washed my face and i wasn't sleepy anymore, so i played bust a groove 2 again... hehehehehehe!!! addict ako don eh!!! i can't not play it!!! pagkatapos non, i was bored na so i slept... yun lang ang nagyari sa kin kahapon... kanina naman i was listening to iPod... mymp yung nagpplay... medyo senti yung songs, so it kinda made me think about *toot*... badtrip eh!!! miss ko na siya!!! urgh!!! yun lang naman ang masasabi ko sa inyo ngayon... miss ko lang siya... anyway, bye na!!! love ya'll!!!

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

ANG KATI NG MUKHA KO!!!

urgh!!! my face is peeling... i went kasi sa derma (as in yung doctor ah...) tapos super nangangati na siya!!! anyway, what did i do ba kanina? i went to school to enroll and see the screwed up sections... k lang!!! ok na ko sa kin!!! wala na naman akong magagawa eh... anyway, after that i went to asian with inna and roselle... i had to go to my derma nga kasi... hehehehehehe!!! anyway, yun, tapos i don't wanna say it here, i'm gonna go back to asian tomorrow... i feel so nervous about this so much... what if they find something na super cancerous or something?!! if i die, pray for me ah!!! okay lang yan... if ever, i'm kinda ready to die already... but i don't wanna die young... anyway, enough about dying!!! i love you, God!!! anyway, yun lang naman yung nangyari sa asian... pinaiyak nga pala ni inna yung sister ko... "hoy!!! that's my baby sister!!! i'm gonna kill you!!!" anyway, we went to town with sam... hehehehehe!!! kumpleto ang f.l.s. (food lovers society)... ang saya kaya!!! tawanan sa jollibee memz!!! talking about our crushes and the screwed up sections!!! saya talaga!!! we (me and roselle) had to force pa sam and inna to make pa-picture sa picture city... yun lang naman!!! oh yeah!!! we watched finding neverland... it was kinda nakakaiyak... hehehehehe!!! ang cute ni peter!!! anyway, para spoiler ako, kate winslet dies!!! hehehehehehe!!! it's obvious naman sa movie na mamamatay siya eh!!! oh yeah!!! we saw A LOT of people in town na from la salle!!! we saw jp octavio!!! i miss him na!!! we saw bella and anna and steph and some other people na kilala ko lang sa mukha... anyway, while we were watching finding neverland, i was seated sa dulo naming tatlo so wala akong katabi... it was so sad and weird 'coz i was imagining "the other one" instead of *toot*!!! anyway, i don't wanna talk about him!!! my face is really itchy, and it's so annoying... anyway, gotta go!!! i want to leave you guys something to think of... - why do undeserving people get what they want all the time?... sabihin niyo sa kin yung answer ah!!! i seriously want to know!!! i love ya'll!!!

Monday, April 18, 2005

I'M SO PISSED OFF!!!

nakakinis talaga!!! sa buong barkada namin wala akong naging classmate!!! nakakainis talaga!!! dapat magkakasama ulit ung pare-poarehas yung uri eh!!! nakakainis talaga!!! ang sarap magpakamatay!!! nakakainis talaga!!! 10 pa kami magbabarkada tapos wala ni isa man lang akong kasama!!! it's so annoying!!! i feel like crying na talaga!!! I AM CRYING!!! mamimiss ko talaga yung sophomore-a!!! as in!!! yung mga iba't ibang clicks... pero kahit na may clicks we still get along!!! nakakainis!!! mamimiss ko yung mga palaging nang-aasar sa kin!!! sila gio, enz, sims, aldo!!! hay nako!!! yang mga ballers na yan!!! mamimiss ko yung katalinuhan ni ely and jp!!! urgh!!! mamimiss ko lahat!!! mamimiss ko si roselle and inna!!! AAAHHH!!! hoy!!! tayo pa rin ah!!! walang iwanan!!! papatayin ko kayo pag nagdrift apart tayo!!! jojombagin ko yung mga mukha niyo!!! we have to meet para ma-work-out ang recess and lunch plan!!! nakakainis talaga!!! hiwa-hiwalay tayo!!! si inna with anna and francis!!! badtrip!!! i hate you inna!!! kami ni roselle wala kaming kasama amongst sa barkada namin pero mas maganda yung section niya!!! may old classmates akong kilala... sa section ko wala talaga akong kilala eh... konti lang... yung mga dati kong classmate!!! at least i have them... miss ko na rin sila eh!!! urgh!!! basta meet sa bahay ko para ma-work-out ang plan twing recess and lunch and dismissal!!! urgh!!! dito niyo nga pala makukuha yung sections niyo... http://soph-c.blogspot.com... sige na!!! bye!!! i love you all!!!

Thursday, April 14, 2005

i'm in my mum's office!!!

hello!!! yup!!! i'm in my mom's office!!! may virus kasi yung pc ko sa bahay eh!!! hay nako!!! urgh!!! nakakainis!!! anyway, ang daming nangyari sa buhay ko!!! well, nung last last monday, we went to chris's house!!! as usual, mansion pa rin yung bahay niya!!! wala na tayong magagawa don!!! tapos non, sila naman pumunta sa bahay ko!!! sila steffi, anna, roselle, inna and chris!!! hehehehehe!!! laughtrip!!! saya talaga!!! we watched dawn of the dead!!! nakakadiri!!! hindi na nga siya nakakatakot eh, nakakadiri lang kasi talagang kitang-kita mo yung blood na nagssquirt!!! eeewww!!! ANYWAY, after nung week na yon, sa bahay ko ulit sila pumunta... sila ulit kaya lang wala si anna... :(!!! why didn't you go?!!! si francis ang proxy ni anna!!! hehehehehe!!! grabe!!! ang kulit!!! movie marathon na naman kami!!! we watched spongebob and brother bear!!! hindi naman kami ganon katanda eh... we're qualified to watch those kinds of movies!!! hehehehehe!!! kakaiyak yung brother bear, and ang brutal ng spongebob!!! "i think i stepped on something!" *kiniskis sa floor si plankton!!!* kadiri talaga!!! tapos kainan ng ice cream memz!!! yung isang galong ce cream naubos namin!!! hehehehehe!!! sarap kasi eh!!! tsokolate!!! anyway, yeah... pumunta naman ako sa derma nung tuesday... binigyan ako ng thing na ilalagay sa mukha!!! ang hapdi!!! ang sakit sa mukha!!! at least i know it's working!!! thatchit lang naman!!! saya talaga namin prameese!!! ang dami kaya namin!!! ang saya ng barkada namin prameese!!! laughtrip yung mga tao!!! hehehehehe!!! tapos most of us pa musicians!!! hehehehe!!! astig pagnagjjam!!! ang galing kaya magguitar ni francis!!! idol talaga!!! si chris din magaling magdrums!!! they should form a band!!! i think they have a band already... watch out for their concerts guys!!! hehehehehehe!!! oh yeah!!! we went to steffi's house naman monday!!! laughtrip!!! nagkasakit ulit ako!!! i think i'm allergic don sa fish na may veggies sa taas... i think parsley or celery... anyway, miss ko na yung class!!! as in!!! nung kinuha nga yung report card ko, i went with my mom eh!!! gusto ko makita yung mga advisers eh!!! i miss the teachers!!! i'm gonna miss trig!!! that's like the best subject in the universe (for now)!!! anyway, tama na ang pagsisipsip!!! i got 77 in ap, which is so f***ing panira!!! it is my fault though so i don't blame anyone... i just seriously have no interest in history... i guess it's like that palagi... if you don't like something, no matter what you do, you will never ever do well in that area... unless you stive really frickin' hard!!! anyway, yeah... that's it!!! i love ya'll!!!

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

my room is finally pink!!! i love it!!!

yup, my room is finally pink!!! yehey!!! i so love it!!! i thought it wasn't gonna work, but it did!!! hehehehehehe!!! i'm so happy!!! and it's so cold pa, so i'm not using aircon!!! hehehehehe!!! saya talaga!!! anyway, i'm not gonna talk about my room!!! but it's really pretty talaga!!! hehehehehe!!! SO!!! i miss *toot* in a really nice way... i don't know... biglang nawala yung mga atrasos niya sa kin eh!!! kasi kanina i was cleaning my room, tapos may nakita akong letters na yeah... and i remembered the time na okay pa kami... saya talaga na kakilig na ewan!!! i rememer the feeling, but i don't know how it feels anymore... gets? hehehehehehe!!! that's love, it's confusing!!! we can't do anything about it!!! i just seriously miss him!!! i know why, but that shouldn't be the reason because he was a jerk!!! hay nako!!! i don't wanna talk about him anymore!!! oh yeah!!! i just watched one tree hill a while ago!!! hehehehe!!! brooke is so broke!!! hehehehe!!! kawawa!!! i love her pa naman!!! felix is so cute!!! kaya lang yabang... bagay sila ni brooke!!! ang sweet nung nagshop lift si brooke stupidly!!! wala lang!!! saya nung pagkasave niya sa kanya!!! okay, yung mga one tree hill watchers lang ang nakakaintindi nito!!! anyway, after non, temptation island naman!!! wala lang... saya kasi non eh!!! i love melissa, but i hate her boyfriend!!! she so doesn't deserve him!!! i love jason, too!!! kasi parang papatay talaga siya ng guy for his girlfriend!!! hehehehehe!!! anyway, yung mga hindi nanonood dyan ng tv, sorry nalang!!! hehehehehe!!! uy, oo nga pala!!! get well soon po, dad ni steffi... and steffi, sorry i wasn't able to visit sa asian... i love you, girl!!! muah!!! i love ya'll!!!

Sunday, April 03, 2005

condolence sa family ni pope john paul ii...

condolence po... pope john paul ii died this morning... pray for his soul... this is so weird... i'm listening to hudas by bamboo right now!!! does that make me evil? sorry!!! anyway, we have a bible study naman ngayon eh!!! we're holy, you know!!! anyway, i keep missing someone that i shouldn't miss, and it's not *toot*!!! it's so weird!!! anyway, i seriously don't wanna talk about that!!! it'll make my day worst!!! anyway, we went to church kanina... late kami so hiwa-hiwalay yung seat namin!!! hehehehehe!!! wala lang!!! gusto ko lang i-share!!! hehehehehehehe!!! yun pa lang naman ang nangyari ngayong araw na to!!! gusto ko ng mag-school!!! aaahhh!!! ohmigosh!!! kuhaan na nga pala ng card sa april 8 (friday)!!! oh no!!! there goes my weekend!!! grounded na to!!! bumaba kaya lahat ng grades ko!!! nakakainis!!! life is so annoying!!! yung ap and cl lang naman yung super worry ko eh!!! i bet i failed in both of those subjects!!! urgh!!! nakakainis talaga!!! i'm so annoyed!!! whew!!! sorry!!! super pissed off lang talaga ako!!! fl lang yata pinakamataas ko eh, and pe!!! hay nako!!! that's life!!! it'll will eat you alive!!! hehehehehehe!!! kanino kaya galing yung line na yan?!!! hehehehehe!!! anyway, enough about that!!! balik don sa unappropriate missing thing!!! i shouldn't miss this person coz he's just my friend... dapat hanggang don lang yun!!! but no!!!!! nakakainis talaga!!! he's supposed to be just my friend, but... i don't know anymore!!! life is just so unfair, unjust, etc!!! earth is such a hard place to live in!!! kailangan mo munang masiraan ng ulo para certified ka nang human!!! ewan!!! kung anu-ano yung pinagsasasabi ko dito!!! ang labo!!! anyway, that's it!!! i love ya'll!!!

Friday, April 01, 2005

i'm still sick!!! ahahahahaha!!!

hello!!! i'm still kinda sick!!! ahahahahahaha!!! being sick is so complicated!!! nakakainis!!! masakit yung ulo, tapos yung ilong, yung buong mukha, ETC.!!! ahahahahahaha!!! ang hirap ng buhay!!! i hate being sick!!! anyway, kahapon sila chris, steffi, anna, inna and roselle went here in my house!!! hehehehehehe!!! saya!!! sigawan time!!! sorry, chris!!! we love you, don't worry!!! anyway, watch kami ng watch ng movie!!! as in!!! saya talaga!!! we watched dawn of the dead!!! napaka-brutal!!! as in!!! you can see the squirting blood!!! those kinds of movies yung weakness ko eh!!! anyway, we played cards, scrabble, etc!!! hehehehehehehe!!! ang dami!!! yun lang naman!!! hehehehehehe!!! basta saya!!! i thought we were gonna cry coz we had like lots of problems... but no!!! we kept laughing!!! hehehehehe!!! anyway, nung umalis na sila, bigla kong namiss si *toot*!!! as in!!! nakakainis!!! i should hate him coz he's such a jerk!!! ewan!!! i'm so pathetic!!! nandidiri ako sa sarili ko!!! ahahahahahaha!!! anyway, enough!!! i miss someone else that i shouldn't miss, too!!! wait!!! actually, i can miss him, but yeah!!! he's my friend, and no matter what i do, i can't think of any way to like him!!! as in, i don't have a crush on him!!! i don't know why!!! he's nice, funny, nice, nice, and funny!!! ahahahahaha!!! he's just so great, but then he's not my crush!!! i have no idea why!!! ahahahahaha!!! i really miss him!!! ahahahaha!!! ewan ko ba!!! love is so complicated!!! anyway, yeah... that's it!!! i love ya'll!!!