PhiLoPhObiA - FeAr Of LoVe...

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Sunday, July 24, 2005

i'm annoyed by someone... again!!!

urgh!!! wala lang!!! actually 2 sila eh pero super yung isa yung ang sarap talagang patayin!!! biatch talaga!!! urgh!!! anyway, kasi naman eh!!! ayoko na ngang mag-elaborate!!! baka mabasag ko pa tong pc ko eh!!! i'm so annoyed talaga eh!!! anyway, may super napaka-sayang nangyari kahapon, but i really don't wanna elaborate coz baka mabuking niyo pa ko eh!!! hehehehehe!!! anyway, ayoko pang pumasok kahit na walang pasok bukas... i did something stupid kasi eh!!! super bangag kasi ako nung friday kasi birthday party ni gia, so may inuman... super antok na nga ako tapos yeah... basta!!! kailangan ko pang mag-explain don sa person na yon!!! urgh!!! anyway, i don't think kailangan ko pang mag-explain... i'm just so urghed up!!! anyway, enough about that!!! basta i miss people!!! as in!!! minsan nga bigla nalang ako napapa-isip tapos parang yeah... bigla ko nalang namimiss yung last year!!! last year was probably the best coz super saya nung class namin sa s-a!!! i miss the people in s-a!!! as in!!! mahal na mahal ko talaga sila!!! i'm sad na tuloy!!! urgh!!! anyway, ayoko na!!! iiyak na naman ako!!! palagi nalang ako umiiyak!!! urgh!!! you know what? super sad nalang ako palagi kasi super wala namang may pake sa kin eh!!! (nagdrama daw ba?) totoo naman eh!!! or if ever the person lang na i'm annoyed by is yung walang pake sa kin!!! i do not wanna talk about him!!! ay nako!!! change the f***ing topic!!! walang pasok bukas!!! yehey!!! i can sleep the whole day!!! hehehehehe!!! saya!!! i wanna have a study group though!!! kulang kasi ako ng notes sa economics, philosophy, english, the, etc!!! urgh!!! i need notes!!! anyway, yun lang naman ang gusto ko ng sabihin sa inyo!!! not like you guys care!!! bye!!! love ya'll!!!

Monday, July 18, 2005

(sigh) lasalle lost... :( animo lasalle!!!

first game ko palang nga nakapanood ng uaap game tapos talo pa lasalle!!! :( sad!!! nakakaiyak kaya!!! meron pang guy sa archers na super cute!!! hindi ko nalang memention yung name baka ma-ego alert pa tayo eh!!! hehehehehe!!! anyway, saya kahapon kaya lang super sakit talaga ng throat ko ngayon!!! kasi naman eh!!! na-excite ako masyado!!! hehehehehe!!! para kaya kong sira!!! talon ako ng talon don pag naka-shoot ang lasalle!!! go lasalle pa rin!!! kaya pa yan humabol!!! magaling naman tayo eh!!! hehehehehehe!!! sabi nila magaling daw yung juniors ng lasalle!!! hindi ko pa sila napapanood!!! urgh!!! merong isang guy don na bago na super feeling eh!!! itago nalang natin sa pangalang enz tumlos!!! dati kong classmate yan eh!!! ngayon feeling na!!! ay nako!!! sama non sa kin eh!!! hehehehehe!!! joke lang!!! bait (daw!!!) yan!!! anyway, computer class namin ngayon!!! as in right now!!! hehehehehe!!! wala kasi akong magawa eh!!! hehehehehehe!!! wala lang!!! basta super sakit talaga ng buo kong katawan ngayon!!! super pagod ako kahapon!!! grabe talaga!!! i love lasalle talaga!!! as in!!! animo lasalle na to!!! 1 point lang naman lamang ng ue sa lasalle eh!!! k lang yan!!! kaya pang humabol!!! congrats nalang sa ue!!! anyway, lately, na-oobssessed na ko sa mojofly!!! hehehehehe!!! saya kasi nila eh!!! hehehehehe!!! galing pa!!! nananawagan ako don sa mga obssessed din sa kanila!!! saan makakakuha ng lyrics?!!! ahhh!!! patulong po ah!!! hehehehehe!!! anyway, yun lang naman!!! hehehehehe!!! bye!!! animo lasalle ulit!!! love ya'll!!! :D

Monday, July 11, 2005

computer class ulit!!! and mga iba't ibang stuff!!! :D

tapos ko na kasi yung activity eh... next week pa... hehehehehehe!!! i have nothing to do na... anyway, para lang nawawala talaga yung kay *toot*!!! nakakainis!!! i don't want it to be gone!!! kasi naman eh!!! we frickin' don't talk!!! as in solidong hindi talaga kami nag-uusap!!! napipikon pa ko pag may kausap siyang yeah!!! nakakainis!!! ang labo talaga!!! i don't know anything!!! wala na talaga kong masabi!!! i'm so confused!!! nakakainis!!! ANYWAY, change ng topic!!! ay nako!!! wala na talaga kong magawa... masyado kasi akong advance eh!!! hehehehehehe!!! joke lang po!!! anyway, i wanna talk about one tree hill nalang!!! kasi ang bitch ni haley eh!!! kaya lang yeah... she kinda has a frickin' point!!! but still!!! kawawa si nathan!!! sorry po sa mga hindi nagwwatch ng one tree hill dyan!!! i love ya'll!!! :D basta!!! anyway, enough about one tree hill!!! hehehehehehe!!! lately ko lang napakinggan ng buo yung album ng mojofly... hehehehehehe!!! ang ganda kaya!!! nakaka-senti in a good way!!! hehehehehehe!!! saya kaya!!! :D sa links ko nando'n yung blog nila!!! yup!!! may blog sila!!! meron din silang friendster account, so i-add niyo nalang!!! :D hehehehehehehe!!! anyway, yun lang naman!!! wala namang magawa talaga!!! ano bang nangyari nung saturday? WALA!!! as in sa bahay lang ako!!! urgh!!! boring talaga ng life ko!!! oh my gash!!! naalala ko nga pala!!! long test sa philosophy bukas!!! oh no!!! i suck at that!!! it makes me think like crap!!! as in!!! i like thinking, but i don't like thinking, too much!!! nakakainis!!! :D anyway, yun lang!!! love ya'll!!!

Saturday, July 09, 2005

do you remember?

i miss you so much!!!
remember that time when i was writing something while you were secretly staring at me?
i was doing that to you, too while you weren't looking...
remember when you were singing to me, and i was covering my face?
that was because i didn't want you to see me blush...
remember that time when we planned to go somewhere, but you didn't come?
i felt really sad, i missed you...

i don't know what happened to us...
all i know is that i love you, and i really miss you...

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

i'm depressed... again...

yup!!! i'm depressed!!! again!!! ganito kasi yon... over the summer kasi, i realized that i really loved *toot*... now naman i don't know if i still love him or i don't anymore!!! ang labo lang talaga!!! i don't know anything!!! i'm so confused!!! before naman we were really happy... ngayon parang pa-hi-hi nalang!!! i swear talaga!!! if we talk, malalaman ko na talaga how i feel about him!!! i know i don't have to know, but i wanna!!! i'm just so annoyed!!! wala pa kong malapitan para magbuhos ng emotions!!! yung tipong taong hindi magccomment sa mga sinasabi mo!!! yung iiyakan mo nalang tapos iccomfort ka!!! gusto ko lang magbuhos ng feelings talaga!!! feeling ko kasi super sasabog na ko eh!!! ay nako!!! i watched kasi moulin rouge kaya bigla kong naalala si *toot* and bigla rin akong na-depressed!!! meron pa kong super stupidity na narinig sa movieng yan!!! "the greatest thing you'll ever learn in life is to love and to be loved!!!" that's so b***s***!!! ay nako!!! it's probabaly a great thing, but it's not the greatest!!! ay nako!!! walang kwenta!!! i love the movie, though!!! anyway, back don sa depression thing, if i talk to him kasi, i don't think he'll listen coz he's a stupid ass!!! wala naman siyang kwenta eh!!! ewan!!! i still don't know anything!!! ayoko nang ma-depressed!!! maraming nadadamay!!! ay nako!!! i'm just so fucked up right now!!! I HAVE AN IDEA!!! to cover nalang all of my depressions, i'm gonna act happy nalang all the time!!! para masaya!!! i know that's not healthy... that's the point!!! para madaling mamatay at mahhaunt ko na rin and mga friends ko!!! warning lang, pag sa gabing patay na ko, pag may pumitik sa tenga niyo, ako yun!!! gusto ko lang mag-hi!!! "how's life?!!! not that i care!!! i'm dead!!! hehehehehehe!!! galing ko talaga maging happy!!! anyway, bye na!!! I'M SO HAPPY!!! love ya'll!!! :D

un-posted pics!!! (tagal na nang mga yan!!!)

anyway, yun lang... matagal na yang dapat na-post!!! hehehehehe!!! love ya'll!!! :D

mongolian na to!!! roselle hindi makapagpigil!!! :D

tuwang-tuwa talaga si francis eh!!! hehehehehehe!!! :D

halos buong barkada (anna, tano and polintan!!!) sa tagaytay highlands!!! b-day ni inna!!! lab yah!!! :D pagkakain yata namin sa mongolian na-take yung pic na to eh!!! :D