uploading pics sa multiply...

hello!!! tagal ko nang hindi nag-bblog ah!!! abnormal kasi tong pc ko sa bahay eh!!! patay sindi!!! ewan!!! anyway, ang tagal mag-upload ng pics sa multiply... mga 79 pics kasi eh!!! hehehehehe!!! anyway, medyo senti ako ngayon!!! super miss ko na kasi yung class eh!!! :( kasi naman, yung last week sana na bonding time sa class medyo hectic para sa mga choralerz... nung wednesday kasi naganap yung namcya eh... i really don't wanna talk about that here... hehehehehe!!! enough about that!!! basta i miss the class!!! (class nga lang ba?) ewan!!! have you ever felt super lost? yung tipong parang bigla nalang walang nangyayaring woah sa life? ang labo naman kasi ng life ko ngayon eh... i hate expecting... when you expect kasi, there's hope and if it doesn't happen, you'll feel all fucked up!!! it's way easier to think negative than to think positive... for example, it's easier to think that we're all gonna die now tapos we won't pala than to think na we're not gonna die now and then we die... gets? basta, ganon na yun!!! parang yung sa philosophy... haaayyy... it's the same as having faith and hope... life is just so fucked up right now... i was seriously happy na when i thought i was over *toot*... it turned out, i wasn't!!! migosh!!! a wise master told me these words of wisdom: "don't take out the bandage too soon... malay mo fresh pa yung wound..." that is so the opposite of what i did!!! i took the bandage off right after i put it!!! stupid noh?!! urgh!!! i just wanna kill myself for being so stupid!!! i was reading my diary nga last night eh... super weird nung mga na-feel ko kasi parang i forgot na all of those things na i wrote there... parang i don't remember how sweet *toot* was... ang labo talaga!!! i put pa there na i love him... i don't think so... kasi love is supposed to be this magical thing... it was HELL while i was liking him eh... i don't think that was love... meron ngang kakakilig moments pero more of the urgh moments!!! basta!!! ang labo ng life ko ngayon!!! meron pang isang tao na kumakandidato na maging *toot* part 2!!! urgh!!! as in itong pangalawang to super katulad na katulad nung una!!! hindi naman masyado kasi mas super bait nung part 2 kesa kay original na *toot*!!! labo nga eh!!! basta i miss *toot* part 2!!! urgh!!! i seriously shoudn't!!! urgh!!! anyway, ayoko nang ireminisce lahat ng mga moments!!! anyway, bye na po!!! love ya'll!!! :D